Wednesday, February 21, 2018

My Chinese New Year!!!

OK I think I have totally forgotten to post something in my blog during CNY... As today is the 5th day of CNY (which is still early hopefully), it may not as be exciting as how it used to be during my younger times, but still the vibe lingers... Not because of angpow or gambling but because of the warmness from visiting families and friends... I believe that I am no longer a good child/grandchild/great grandchild in my family hence I would like to cherish this moment as much as I can... Of course, I'm not going to be lonely without them but things will change someday... For better or worse, I am wishing everyone a Healthy, Wealthy and Prosperous Year of Dog!!!

Back to my life... It was a great start of the CNY (not so for New Year though lolz) and I felt some confidence in what I am going to do now... Still a little bit worried but I believe everything will be alright... As going back to my private life, I'm going to meet a guy 4 years younger than me later... Will he be my partner for life (I'm trying very hard to convince myself that I don't believe in feng shui -.-) or just meet for once and that's the end???



Again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~~~ 

Saturday, February 10, 2018

Fucking Tired...

I am really fucking pissed off with the players in Heroes of the Storms... I really do not know how to express my current fucking feeling right now... Need to clear my mind right now...

On the bright side, they have released a teaser for Kingdom Hearts 3 theme song, sang by Utada Hikaru and the title is "Don't Think Twice"... Let me be frank: Although it is just a teaser but something tells me that this song will be damn awesome shit like Forevermore once the full version is released... Lolz... I guess being a fan of Utada Hikaru for such a long time will eventually know her style of composing and singing... No doubt about it!!!



Kingdom Hearts 3!!! PLEASE COME QUICKLY!!!

Friday, February 2, 2018

Sum Of Jan 2018...

Ok these are the things going through in my head for the month of January 2018:

- Job related thing goes smoothly. Infact, almost all the projects I am handling has a major progress and felt kinda relieved
- Wanted to buy new perfumes. Hugo Boss Bottled and Hugo Boss Bottled Tonic
- No longer falling in love with Hideto anymore
- Slightly unhappy with increment but at least the bonus help a lot. But expecting more for next year (if I'm still working there lol)
- First time dealing with bed bugs. Have better sleep from then
- My house is progressing, which means I have to pay more (fuck!)
- Applied for Celebrity Fitness gym. Getting back to my workout routine
- Fixed an issue with my PC
- Chinese New Year is coming soon...

That's it!!! Waiting for a more balance life and most importantly, able to control my financial better... Just need to wait till mid of 2019... Gotta tahan one and half more years!!!



Not easy to be in my shoe eh???

Thursday, January 25, 2018

New Gym...

After my previous' gym access has expired on Christmas Eve, I have enrolled to a new gym last week which is Celebrity Fitness at Subang Parade... The gym does provide a good variety of equipments, and what surprises me most is they provide free towel services as well... Nothing to complain about it at all and I should visit other branches since I got myself the all branches pass...

I did have a progress picture on 31st January 2017 and I was thinking if I should take another one this year... However, I felt nothing much change when looking back to the first picture lolz... I guess I will only decide when that time comes...



Left with 50 bucks to survive till next Wednesday... Apa macam???

Sunday, January 21, 2018

Surviving...

I am only left with 200 bucks to survive through this month... This is my very first time living my life in such misery... It is never fun at all... Things are getting very rough this month... With urgent job to finish and almost have to work every weekend (I chose not to cause I really can't) was indeed taking its toll on me... I have to free myself from this stress and all I can do is do what I want to do...

I am really going through some tough time this month and I really really really hope everything will be back to normal by next month...

Another thing I am looking forward to is my increment and bonus... Do I deserve what I should deserve???



Will I be disappointed??? All my high hopes are always never gonna happen...

Sunday, January 14, 2018

Awaiting...

Since New Year, I was busy as fuck thanks to a project my boss took... It was not as bad as it can be, but still sort of stressful... And now it has ended for the first wave... There are still few more waves incoming...

Aside from my busy life at work, the next thing I'm looking forward to the most is my bonus and increment... Who doesn't like to know that... I was hoping that my bonus for this month will be extremely rewarding... Well... Just hope... Life would be suck if I am not financially balanced...


Will I be happier in 2018???

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Happy New Year 2018...

It was supposed to be a happy new year... Like seriously happy... But I felt even more gloomier than I expected and this is the reason why I'm posting this even before 12AM... I just felt things never go according to my life or way... Things happening around me just made me more depressing and gloomy... I just felt that the only cure to this was indulging myself in those happy ending... Things were never seems easier to me since early of this year... Finding my true self does not seems to help my life in being happier... What a sad truth...

I really don't know where my life is leading to right now... To be frank, even if I suddenly got a new job offer from another country, I don't think it will make me any happier right now... This is how depressing my life...



Waiting for the moment to change my life... I got a feeling that my life is slowly worsening though...

Friday, December 29, 2017

Pressured...

Having pressure from both job and financial... I wonder when this will stop or end... Really struggling to living my life through this... Sick and tired...



They say we should suffer when young, then it will be easier when older... I wonder if my life will be anywhere easier...