Saturday, April 15, 2017

Letting Go...

First off, I am absolutely glad that I am catching up with my work... Previously, I fall behind by a lot and I was kinda worried... But now, things working out fine and my job gets more entertaining with two interns working for me... It feels like I have a new toy to play with lolz (JK)...

Second, it seems like my hype for working at Wellington slowly dies off... Since I did some calculation, even with 3 times currency value, I felt that I could not earn a lot... Due to the fact that they have high income tax and I have to spend quite some money to prepare myself if I'm going there, it turns out to be not so feasible at all... Hence, I will continue and see how thing goes off from here...

Nothing much interesting events going on in my life recently... Well, I am definitely planning my next beach/island trip which I will be going around May :P



Keep moving on...

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Not Even The Slightest Chance...

Just watched two videos from youtube and apparently, few of the Malaysian and Singaporean youtubers which I know were shooting at SS15 and they even had dinner close to my office... Talking back about Pewdiepie when he came to Malaysia for a vacation, I realise that I never get a chance to see or meet or encounter or even catch a glimpse on any of these youtuber celebrities in my entire life... Basically, they are so close yet so far... I don't know why... Why would I never have that chance???



Why???

Monday, April 3, 2017

Goodbye Wellington...

Yes... Time to bid adieu to my Wellington... My application has been declined and the worst part??? It was just the first stage of the entire application... Here I am... Devastated but not depressed, sorrow and emotional... I thought yesterday was emotional enough for me... What am I supposed to do now??? The thing that I looked forward to the most does not come true... The main reason why I want to be selected is merely because of the free flight and accommodation which I definitely could not afford at all... In other words, I have lost the opportunity to even thought of working at NZ... And yes I am still absolutely reluctant to go Singapore... I would prefer to venture other places out of Asia... So where else I can choose???

I can't think of anything right now... After all the readings and hype, it all goes down straight into the drain...



This could only mean that my prayers will never be heard by the God...

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Fumed Up!!!

Right now I am fuming up with anger and dissatisfaction, with a touch of embarrassment and extremely pissed off... That moment when you are blamed over something that you are not even responsible at the first place, plus I have contributed on getting the things but ended someone else did not take it seriously... I will sum up the story as below:

1. I bought lots of grapes
2. Someone took like 1/8 of the grapes only for some purpose
3. I get blamed for being stingy in front of all my family

That person that's blaming me might not have the intention to embarrass... Everyone else are being understandable and they don't really mind but to me, it is something that will forever engraved in my heart... Forever...



I hope this unpleasant moment can be exchanged with something I want as it is fine with me on bearing this shame... I would only like to ask for a favour, which is getting my Wellington thing successful :P

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Patience...

One week has passed, and I receive no acceptance or approval from them yet... I was eagerly waiting, hoping that they will get back to me on this week... Unfortunately, it doesn't seems to be... Gotta wait for another week and hopefully I will get some good news...

Moving on, I have watched Beauty & the Beast the day before yesterday... Love Emma Watson and the songs... Kinda nostalgic when watching it... My next movie should be Resident Evil Vendetta which is on May, followed by Kingsman: The Golden Circle which is around September...

Feel damn tired right now... Gotta sleep...



Good night world~~~