Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Not A Happy Month...

July 2018... It is not a happy end month for me... Felt a little stress and pressured in so many things...

Let me start with what happened last week... On Sunday, my car battery died after paying parking ticket at supermarket... Not sure how to express it but definitely I gave a lot of people trouble... Then yesterday, I forgot to take my road tax and drove my car all the way to the office with the expired road tax and have to take public transportation back home to get it... It is my fault for being forgetful though...

And because of the 2 incidents above, I have to use so much more money and I have to recalculate my financial for next month, which is already not pleasant... How am I going to move on like this???



Ughhhh... Help me...

Thursday, July 26, 2018

Commitments...

Commitments are not a joke... Once you have a house and a car, prepare some money for it every month until you die... I can feel the burden on my financial from these commitments right now... And I don't just mean the loans that I have to pay but the extra services that are applicable to it...

For instance, your car needs maintenance every half a year and it costs me a sum... Then buying insurance (a huge cost is applied) for your car is a must due to renewing of road tax (a small cost is applied)... Renewing driving license is another thing although it only costs a small amount for a few years... All these comes with a cost that contributes to your commitments...

As for house, your loan is way much longer and higher in cost compared to a car... Insurance are not compulsory but there are some fee or tax that needs to be paid for a house (not sure what are the names called lol)... Lastly, you have to pay management fee monthly (for non-landed properties)... This is killing everyone...

I am not young and yet I still feel that I am struggling financially which is not a good sign... This year is going to be a bad financial year for me... Really bad...



Really really bad...

Monday, July 23, 2018

Selfish Me...

I remember stating this before in my blog that I have one and only one, extremely selfish request from the God, which is to work at some better country/place and it will not be in Malaysia or Singapore... First, why it is a selfish request is because my hope was not meant for the health of my parents but it was for my own happiness... I could not deny this as I admit I am no longer a filial piety son (since I have disappointed my parents or even my family with the fact that I am a sinner) and I could not give any happiness to my parents... However, in order to make other people happy, I have to ensure that I am happy myself FIRST and this is the reason why I have such a selfish request...

I have more to write but I am so fucking busy right now... Guess I will just leave it for the next post...



Gotta settle up my shit first sigh...

Thursday, July 19, 2018

State of Confusion...

When I received the first email from LookSee, they mentioned that if I am the right candidate, they will present my profile to the employer... Else, they will add me as part of the group so other employers are able to view my profile...
The question right now is, I am part of the group and does that mean I am not the right candidate??? My profile is not being presented to the employer directly??? I am really confused right now...

I was really hoping that at least my profile will be presented to the employer immediately which they would at least acknowledge me a little... However, now all I felt is, sadness with very little of hope that I will be acknowledge... This is a bad feeling I have right now and I guess what I can do is just wait... Hoping for the best of luck for myself...



Kinda depressed right now but life still have to go on lolz...

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Future Pop!!!

Another track was revealed from Perfume's upcoming album, Future Pop which is called 'Let Me Know'... Their very first single for this album which is 'Tokyo Girl' is my all time favourite... Next, 'If You Wanna' was meh but luckily, 'Mugen Mirai' really brought up the hype back... And now, the next single which came out fresh from the album, 'Let Me Know' definitely defines the future pop atmosphere into this album... Many people might not like this album due to a sudden changes in their songs but I have to honestly say, I really love it so far... I really can't wait for the album to release now :D

Wellington??? I submitted my questionnaire and even uploaded a video profile... Took me few hours just to record a perfect video profile (it is so fucking difficult to do so)... In the end, I managed to get it done and hopefully this time, I can get a free trip for an interview hahahahaha xD



It will be even better if they skip the interview and recruit me immediately lolz...

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

Okokok I know I am not supposed to be this happy YET... One of the program held by New Zealand government, LookSee Wellington which I joined last year had notified me that they are looking for PHP developers few days ago... I've submitted my interest and this morning, my resume and profile has been reviewed by them and I am so happy that I was successfully accepted to Stage 2... Previously, I failed the program at Stage 1 review but knowing that I passed Stage 2 now, I am absolutely thankful... Now I need to record myself a profile video, upload it and submit my questionnaire for Stage 3 review... I really can't wait for this and I am so excited right now...

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!



OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

Monday, July 16, 2018

Utada Hikaru!!!

Attended an event that solely plays Utada Hikaru songs... And you know what??? IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME~~~

I have to express my gratitude to the girl who arrange all the songs and the 2 vocalists that did a magnificent job... I never believe that night was the night where I can enjoy Utada Hikaru's beautiful songs with a huge amount of crowd (or fans I would say haha)... It was totally amazing and it was an unforgettable night for me...

So for the month of June, I have waited for Utada's Hatsukoi album to be released and for this month of July, I have attended the Utada Hikaru Tribute event... The next thing that I am looking forward in the month of August is Future Pop!!! Such a busy year lolz...



Everything is gonna be alright :D

Monday, July 9, 2018

2nd Week of July...

Met the Korean guy last Saturday... It was a fun meetup although it is short... Looking forward to our next meetup which I don't know when it will be...

This is the 2nd week of July... I really hope days passes by as quick as possible... Just bring me to the end of this month... If you ask me why, I do not know how to answer it... I just want time to pass by as fast as it can... Please fast forward my life lol...

To be honest, at this point, all I ever wanted is a short trip or vacation to an island... Does not have to be luxurious... Just wanted to go for a swim in the sea... And what's stopping me??? Being a poor asshole and one after another job stacking up endlessly... I really do not know how long I can hold on like this for now... Joey, please stay strong...



You can do it... Just stay strong a little longer...

Friday, July 6, 2018

Lol...

Ok I find this funny and I have to post it out... Since I am bi, I would not hesitate to swipe right on any guys that I found hot in Tinder... But what I am surprised with more is the chances for me to meet up with a guy (as in meeting up face to face) is waaaaaaaay much more easier than meeting up a guy via gay apps... I mean like seriously??? LOL...

Ok moving on... Life is still balanced but I think I will go insane very soon, like within a week or two... Just completed one new project and 2 new projects coming in, where one of it I am fully in charge and another one I have to be part of it as well... I don't mind with all the new projects coming in but hey, can't I get some rest out of it at least??? Like I was supposed to be free this week and suddenly I have to do something back from older projects and have to get it done by end of the week (some is simple but some are not)...

To sum up, I can't wait to meet him tomorrow... And he is a Korean hahahahaha!!!