Waiting For The Moment...

It was the last day for my colleague tomorrow... Wishing him the best on his new job... But the sad thing is, I need to take over all his work from now on... I really do not know how to handle the stress... I just have to get myself through it...

Anyway, I know I'm not going to stay any longer there... Bahamas??? Taiwan??? Nope... I prefer to go for a vacation than going to work... I still prefer my own comfortable, enjoyable, sweet moment way of life... Sorry =)



Kinda feeling a little bit more relief expressing myself here again... That's why blogging is the best thing to do when you are not cheered up... =P

Just do what you like, do what you comfortable with and always stay on the safe line. Living happily is what we should achieve first before considering of being rich.

3 Months Later...

Can't believe that it has been 3 months since my last post... For some reason, I manage to remember my blog existence... Maybe I was too busy with my new life, almost forgotten about it... But I still believes that there is no way I could forgot about my blog... It contains the story of my past, which I typed out myself full with emotions that intrigues me to read back time to time... I will just leave these stories behind as some sort of diary for myself, and until I gets older, I can reminiscence back how hard was my life ;)

Oh well... Funny sad angry sorrow gloomy happy cheerful or whatever it is, what's important is we still able to enjoy our current life...

And now... Just some updates about my current condition... Life sucks when I was dumped with lots of taks suddenly... Don't really like how it was suppose to be but what else I can do??? Wanted to complain but worry that it will back fired (and most likely not something I will do... Just trying to compensate back for what I did not post 3 months ago... LOL!!!) Wanted to ask for resignation, I don't think it will ease them at all... It seems like I was trying to ask for raise since the pay for this job is not-so-good-for-newbies-like-us... Don't you think is time for me to be appreciated, in some certain good ways???
I'm not asking for much... Just wanted to live in a simple, happy life...



Conclusion, I'm not sad nor happy... In a state of pure emotionless... Do not want to think anything at all... Clear out my mind from unnecessary things... And the best solution is sleep...
That's all for today and Good Night~

(I like the new way to post something... It looks more neat and easier to use now... LOL!!!)

It's Coming Back Again...

Yes... That stupid wave is back... Delay server and always get noob players on my team... What have I done??? I just don't get it... Life getting more miserable as time goes by... Don't know how long I can withstand this... I think the only solution is be more outgoing...

Just wish that everything will back to normal... Again... =S



Signing off for now... Gonna drop down another post in few more weeks I assume =P

Busy Busy~

Time passes by very fast... My time to enjoy my games are getting lesser as well... Can hardly find some time to play a game or two... But thanks God I manage to get through everyday like this...

Without all those annoying worries, I'm getting my life back to the line... Definitely, life is more beautiful when lesser things to worry about...

So what can I say??? Enjoy life to the fullest =D



Still, now I still have lots of things to settle... Busy busy~~~

It's Been A Long Time~~~

Viewing back to my latest post and see what date it was... January 4th... It was a harsh month reading back my old posts... Pure complains... But no doubt... I was so darn pissed off that time...

And time passes by... Today is February 24th... Lol...

Over 1 month plus, I manage to control all my angers... I think is because of CNY which makes me feel so busy the entire week and totally forgot about those sadness...

There are a lot to type but I am damn lazy to do so... Hence my conclusion is, my life will be hectic starting from next month onwards...

Wish me luck =)

TMNet Sucks!!!

Unifi just called me and they have asked me to cancel my application, and reapply for it on early February... Can't you just f***ing keep my application until you are ready to install for me??? Why do you need to waste my time reapply???

As for just now, Streamyx was down and I called TMNet... They took me 5-10 minutes to have my information verified and the moment the staff says he will pass my call to the IT Support, HAHHH!!! Disconnected from the call and I have to call all over again... Luckily I didn't bother doing that...

Sometimes I am wondering, is it because our area are not meant for rich people, TMNet idiots treats us as poor bastards and try to disconnect our line and delay our Unifi??? And can't they f***ing do a thing on rushing them to get Unifi done at my block quickly??? Can't you guys work harder a little bit???

I really started to feel that my blog turns out to be a hate blog instead of happy,cheerful blog... But I think TMNet do need to get some f***ing attention about how their services is...

So???

Losing is not enough and now you are causing me to feed every game??? What am I suppose to do??? Tell me... Everyone is like having a grudge on me... Die more than kill and assist... Is like their eyes on me... Like I said I don't mind losing... But what's with my KDR??? Is it that dropping my MMR is not enough, yet you want me to lose my KDR as well???

I'm not sure what happens to me... All I know is this is not the f***ing fair life to me... Until my Unifi and PC problem is solved, this f***ing feeling will never fade away from me...



Trust me... I'm really controlling it since last 2 months until now... Don't let me explode...
That's all I could only request from You... Yes YOU!

2012...

Wishing everyone Happy New Year... But definitely, even before New Year comes, I can seriously tell you how pissed off am I during the last 2 months (until now)...

It's been a time since I blog... And I am so glad that I have this blog... Why??? Cause I can really f***ing release all my temper here... So now I will sort out how pissed off am I for these past 2 months...

1. Applied for Unifi... Make an early appointment at November for installation... On the day of appointment, the dude that suppose to install Unifi for me did not came... Didn't show up is fine... But at least you f***ing TMNet be a little bit God damn responsible and considerate... At least ask someone to call ME if there will be nobody coming... And if none of you knows that there is an appointment for me, THEN STOP LETTING PEOPLE REGISTER WHEN THE FREAKING GOD DAMN LINE/WIRING/CABLES IS NOT READY YET... These bunch of idiots are wasting my time... November did not make it... Now I have to wait for January 2012... Great news huh???

2. PC problem... Although I gotta agree that my PC is quite old (at least 2 to 3 years) but it seems like to be acting f***ing weird at the wrong time... I don't mind you hang or what shit when I was browsing or what BUT PLEASE DON'T HANG WHEN I AM GAMING... Already sacrificed my entire The Sims 3 from reformatting my C: drive... And now I need to find a way to reinstall everything back... Even after reformatting my C: drive, the problem still occurs... But FINE... PC having problem is fine... Maybe can try to buy a new PC... But what??? No bonus??? =/

3. Life even get f***ed up when I keep losing in playing HoN... Not to whine or trying to cover my f***ing noob ass with reasons but WHY ARE THOSE F***ING NOOBS/FEEDERS ARE IN THE SAME TEAM WITH ME??? This is still fine but why the worst part is always happen when I'm using the new heroes I bought??? The moment I bought the new hero, I will lose the game more than I won them... Tell me why??? I definitely know how to use it... But why do I always get noobs/feeders in my team when I'm using these heroes and causing me to lose each game??? Is it really a sign that new heroes are meant to be losing game??? Please GTFO you noobs/feeders or maybe I suspect is some f***ing bad luck that has been haunting me... Can you just f*** off as you are really pissing me off???

There are still a lot more but I will just concentrate to the 3 things above because it is something that constantly getting into my nerves... Tried to get it out of my mind but whenever it happens, it just f***ing pissing me off...

By the time I post this, it will be the end of 1st day for 2012 and it will be my last day of public holiday until Chinese New Year arrives... I can seriously say even until CNY, 1st case will not be resolved, the 2nd case will eventually stick to me until mid year and the 3rd case will remain until I die...

Wishing everyone ELSE a Happy 2012 Year cause I don't think it will be a good year for me... I knew that I will still continue to suffer from these things which will f***ing pissed me off... And I don't really hope any good things to enlighten me as I know it will NEVER happen...

I will continue to live my life and try my best to make it better even I knew it will not go any better...