Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side

OMG I can't believe embedding Youtube videos to blogspot is this easy compared to last time...
Oh well... This is just what I want... Neat and simple... My style :P

Anyway, this is definitely one of my Kelly Clarkson's top song...

Kelly Clarkson daisuki desu =D



Now I can share my video in ease... Maybe my next post will be pictures... Since I have not upload any pictures on my blog lately... Tee hee :P

Sickening...

Sick of this season again... I wanted to stop whining about it but it just does not get off my head every time it happens... Have to get through it for at least once in a week... Just getting tired, suffering with this feeling all the time... And the way I play does not responds properly to how I want it to be...

Tired... I'm so tired... Wanted to post up some photos but I just lost my intentions to do so... Maybe 1 week later as I rarely blog myself out lately... There are a lot of things happening as well... Can't really keep the long story short... Not sure if I'm happy or sad by now =S



And my feeling right now:

Stab me with a knife. Let it slowly bleed my sorrow away.

Taa Daa~~~

And there it is... Can't believe that I can proudly say I'm happy with my job now (although a lot of things has happened) but at least it kept me interested... And I'm not sure about the others, but for me I really enjoy teaching those new guys... Is like, try to think about what happened to me 1 year ago... Know no shits and heck and I just struggle myself learning each and every little single thing that even if I dislike to do it... Well, now I do appreciate that moment... LOL!!!

The best part is, I feel extraordinary happy when I answered the new guys' question... Is like if you asked me the same question one year ago, I can give you my pure question mark face back to you... LOL!!! This really proves that how much I have learned throughout 1 year...

Although I gotta say, I still need more time to get close to those new people in my team... Well, at least I have been going for lunch with the fresh grad in my team, and I manage to teach something to the intern in my team... Well, although they do not really ask me questions when they have one, but to be honest, I am really very happy and glad if they ask anyway... That feeling... I don't know how to describe but I do believe some of the people have this feeling as well =D



Back to my blogging state, yes I still rarely blog because I don't think I would like to "openly" type something out long like this when people are around... I prefer to keep this very secretly as I feel it is quite personal to me... Though I won't stop people to visit my blog and read em' but I just love how the way I am now =)

And I think I will try to find a day and upload some pictures on my blog... Now I believe it has been full with wall of texts... Lol... >.<

Life At Work #1

It has been a long time, like almost 1 year I have been working... Can't believe in a blink of an eye it is already been a year... And thinking back to the past 1 year, how much I have sacrificed... Now, there are new people in my team... After all this time, there are only 3 of us and one of them left not long ago... At least my burden has been lighten... Haha =P


Somehow, the intern have not asking me anything... Maybe my Boss is here so of course, it is always wiser to ask the boss... But I'm just waiting for a moment where Boss is not in for a day or two, then I have my chance to talk with him, face to face and just see how much he has progress during that few weeks???
LOL I don't know as I don't really have any idea when my Boss will not be in...


Anyway so far, my impression of him is, hard working and willingly to learn... Kinda funny to see that he can learn so fast and so hard working for now... Compared to me when I just joined the company, HUH!!! Who cares =D


Thinking of any possibilities what question he will ask me... I mean, just hope is not programming related... I knew his programming skills is far much better than I do... You may ask me about the system of course >.<
Well, all I ever wish is that I'm able to teach as much as I could to him so even he is not staying in the company for a long time, at least he enjoy what he is learning now... =)


(Yay I just love this new color template =P)

Waiting For The Moment...

It was the last day for my colleague tomorrow... Wishing him the best on his new job... But the sad thing is, I need to take over all his work from now on... I really do not know how to handle the stress... I just have to get myself through it...

Anyway, I know I'm not going to stay any longer there... Bahamas??? Taiwan??? Nope... I prefer to go for a vacation than going to work... I still prefer my own comfortable, enjoyable, sweet moment way of life... Sorry =)



Kinda feeling a little bit more relief expressing myself here again... That's why blogging is the best thing to do when you are not cheered up... =P

Just do what you like, do what you comfortable with and always stay on the safe line. Living happily is what we should achieve first before considering of being rich.

3 Months Later...

Can't believe that it has been 3 months since my last post... For some reason, I manage to remember my blog existence... Maybe I was too busy with my new life, almost forgotten about it... But I still believes that there is no way I could forgot about my blog... It contains the story of my past, which I typed out myself full with emotions that intrigues me to read back time to time... I will just leave these stories behind as some sort of diary for myself, and until I gets older, I can reminiscence back how hard was my life ;)

Oh well... Funny sad angry sorrow gloomy happy cheerful or whatever it is, what's important is we still able to enjoy our current life...

And now... Just some updates about my current condition... Life sucks when I was dumped with lots of taks suddenly... Don't really like how it was suppose to be but what else I can do??? Wanted to complain but worry that it will back fired (and most likely not something I will do... Just trying to compensate back for what I did not post 3 months ago... LOL!!!) Wanted to ask for resignation, I don't think it will ease them at all... It seems like I was trying to ask for raise since the pay for this job is not-so-good-for-newbies-like-us... Don't you think is time for me to be appreciated, in some certain good ways???
I'm not asking for much... Just wanted to live in a simple, happy life...



Conclusion, I'm not sad nor happy... In a state of pure emotionless... Do not want to think anything at all... Clear out my mind from unnecessary things... And the best solution is sleep...
That's all for today and Good Night~

(I like the new way to post something... It looks more neat and easier to use now... LOL!!!)

It's Coming Back Again...

Yes... That stupid wave is back... Delay server and always get noob players on my team... What have I done??? I just don't get it... Life getting more miserable as time goes by... Don't know how long I can withstand this... I think the only solution is be more outgoing...

Just wish that everything will back to normal... Again... =S



Signing off for now... Gonna drop down another post in few more weeks I assume =P

Busy Busy~

Time passes by very fast... My time to enjoy my games are getting lesser as well... Can hardly find some time to play a game or two... But thanks God I manage to get through everyday like this...

Without all those annoying worries, I'm getting my life back to the line... Definitely, life is more beautiful when lesser things to worry about...

So what can I say??? Enjoy life to the fullest =D



Still, now I still have lots of things to settle... Busy busy~~~