Happy Lunar New Year!!!

In this beautiful day of the year, I will not be depressed... During this festive season, it is important to be happy and cheerful... Being depressed on this day is not gonna bring me luck :)

So:



HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~~~

The Most Painful Moment Of A Gamer...

As the title says:

When you preordered the game and everyone else got theirs while my game will be delayed till tomorrow...

I swear this is the most suffocating as a gamer... And I swear that I will never ever preorder games from Impulse anymore if the game is gonna release on Friday... I am dead serious... But of course this is not Impulse's fault... All the blames will be on the damn courier services that they are using... Oh wait then it should be Impulse's fault in this case for using the damn courier services...

For all this time, only once the courier service deliver my parcel on Saturday (which I preordered on Friday) until now... Seriously??? Can I try to ask Impulse to change their courier services if I'm going to preorder a game on Friday???



When will things get back to normal for me??? Or just because things were going to well for my life all this time and now is the period where everything will be taken back away from me??? Could there be at least something which will never make me depress or disappointing when I think about it???

A Moment Of Emptiness...

Somehow, the more I think about finding a new job so I can afford to buy a new house, the more miserable I became... Is like the next few months, it will be a torment for me (actually it had started since last few months)... And what's tormenting me right now??? Money... Even ignoring the fact that I'm looking for a better pay job, it will be even more miserable that the fact I am not able to save any money every month now... There are a lot of things I would like to speak out but I just feel that it will make myself feel more worst... But one thing for sure, does money really plays an important role in every human's life??? For me, all I ever want is my own territory of peaceful life but it seems to be EXTREMELY difficult to achieve... I really swear, I won't demand for anything else once I got what I want cause I am just a mere, ordinary human... I totally did not think of buying a SUPERBLY huge house or drive a SUPERBLY luxurious car or eat SUPERBLY luxurious gourmets for the rest of my life... I just want a small little condo, where I have my own entertainment zone, a place to sleep, a place to shower and maybe a kitchen for me to cook??? Unfortunately, this goal is still a million miles away from me...

People always says that by suffering now, you will enjoy more later... The enjoy that they talk about is not like what I thought of... The "enjoy" they said is far more luxurious than what I wanted... So why is it so difficult for me to build my own comfort zone for my life???

Another question is, does the car actually make me feel miserable lately??? This is the biggest question I have to answer myself... However, thinking of the answer is even more miserable than it seems...



I don't hope for miracles to happen... All I want is to pull myself through this misery... That's all I want... In the quickest way possible...

Just Being Honest...

If I'm living in a condo now, I would have been swimming around this time and not playing games that actually pissing me off... Why does MOBA games always make you pissed off??? I don't know either but I am getting tired of the losing streaks...

So what do you expect me to do if not playing this game??? No swimming pool no easy access to consoles no money to get myself more entertainments... The most convenient entertainment I have now is only MOBA... How am I gonna continue to live like this??? Will this year be a better year for me??? If yes, when will it be???

I wish I have a life right now... A life which I desires and not clinging to the same place again and again... Sigh... Why am I this depressed??? I really don't know why...



Does being rich really changes the point of view of my life???

Happy New Year~~~

Officially, I will welcome year 2015!!!

Wishing everyone a happy and healthy year ahead... Most importantly, enjoy your life ;)

As for me??? I will be very happy if I manage to buy a house >.>



Will this year be my year???

Errrmmmm...

(Not what I ordered actually >.<)

Wanted to find a picture to upload... But I just have no idea what to upload... Therefore, I picked the most delicious one to upload it :)

God bless the Magnum??? Or, God bless me??? Or, what am I talking???

Is gonna be New Year soon... Christmas just over and I really don't feel like I did anything much... Just... Eat sleep and play??? As usual though xD



Enjoy the ice cream :)

I Think I Had Enough...

The title says it... I really have enough... I would love to learn things but not by expecting me to do every single thing when you just demand/order me to do it... You already took a long week holiday and yet you EXPECT me to take over the things you have been doing WHEN I have loads of things to do myself? You EXPECT me to temporary take over your things while I need to struggle myself to support a country with an exact 11 hours time zone differences? You EXPECT me to do the presentation to our SVP while you are away on that week? You EXPECT me to follow every single shit while you are going to enjoy your holiday? You EXPECT me to be calm when everyone supposed to be enjoying December?

Let me tell you... You may be my higher ups but let me get straight to the point:

F*** you!!! I am human and not merely just a tool for you... I really can't wait for the day when I resigned and see how the hell you gonna survive the wrath that you have been throwing at me all the time :)

Oh God I really just can't wait for that day... Like really :)

Basically you are lucky cause it is end of the year... Probably I should take the initiative to look for new jobs now :D

Oh and one more thing... I don't need your constant reminder on what is important and what's not... It is very annoying... I know what I'm doing and I know it very clearly...



Need to catch up back with some sleeps... Better rest more and be prepared for tomorrow morning :)

Oh I almost forgot I need to service my car tomorrow >.<

YEAR END!!!

There's only one thing I'm looking forward in year end...

B-O-N-U-S!!!

Ok whatever I'm really trying very hard to save money now... I already tried my best to spend lesser but I don't see any positive in my balance... Life sucks and everything sucks but I still need to move on :(



Continues to play game :P