Tortured...

The fact that I still have to wait for another 2 months is more than enough to kill me... I really can't wait for the day where I can sleep naked in my own bedroom, wake up naked to brush my teeth, head to the kitchen naked to prepare my cup of coffee, lie on the sofa sipping on my fresh hot coffee naked, take a nice shower and leave the shower naked and etc whereby everything revolves about me being naked and even with (not family) or without someone in my home... This is what a real comfortable house supposed to be... The more I desire for this lifestyle, the tougher my days goes by... I really really really need this asap... Now this is my first torture...

Second is I met this very nice guy (I knew him for quite some time) and we finally meet up for dinner... He is cuter in real life and looks quite hot to me (my boyfriend is still my number 1 xD)... I told him that if I ever want to have fun now, my boyfriend will always be my first but since he is not around me, he will be the next in line... And while we still keep in touch everyday, somehow we will ended up having naughty conversations and I could not help getting hard out of sudden >.<
I really hope that we can meet up for fun sooner as long as he is OK and comfortable with me... I do not wanna push him as well... Deep inside me, I really want him to have a good time with me...



Please stop torturing me T____T

Oh No...

Ok... A quick update...It was rather a disappointing/embarrassing update... What happened is I had a fun session with a guy last Sunday... And for the very first time in my life being a top, I did not manage to get hard and shoot earlier than expected -.-

I felt so sorry and bad... It never happen before in my entire life as a top and this somehow impacts me a lot... Was it because I rarely workout? Or was it something is not right with me?? What is the problem???

It kinda worries me as I can't imagine if the same thing could happen again on my next fun... I swear I do not know why this could happen... I do not want the same thing to happen when my boyfriend stay with me... I really don't...



WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!?!?!?! T_____T

Moonbyul - Absence

Ok... This song is seriously interesting solely because the song is more like a ballad pop rather than hip hop which Moonbyul rarely shows off... I never hear a solo song from Moonbyul that is this captivating... Knowing that Moonbyul only used to rap and sing fast paced verse but hearing her singing a slower verse really makes her stands out... I have to say, she win my heart this time with this song... GANBATTE MOONBYUL!!!



And now... Tomorrow is the day I am finally waiting for... That feeling of getting my house key... Best thing ever...



TOMORROW HERE I COMEEEEEE~~~

The Day Has Arrived!!!

Nothing is happier than preparing to get the keys for my new house... Just went to get the letter and it doesn't seems to have much hassle on getting my keys... I just need to wait them to call me and I am ready to go...

Recently my blog is lacking of images... I need to find more pics and post it in my blog...

Whenever I type my blog posts, I am not doing it in a very proper or sequential way... I am blindly typing what comes across my mind and this is the reason why it looks so unorganised xD

Another thing to highlight is, I was on Work From Home period and I am going to start my Work From Office starting 1st of June... Not sure if it is a good thing since I'm so used to WFH for 2 months straight... Hopefully I can adapt to it lol...

Oh yes... As for my Maison 21G, it has arrived last week and I am absolutely enjoying it... Probably my next few perfumes will be from them xD

I guess that's all for now... And I am still as horny as I am used to be LOL!!!



PURGE THE SINFUL DESIRE IN MEEEEEEEE!!!

Waiting...

I am currently waiting for 2 things... One of it is a long awaited thing, and the other one is a very new thing...

1. Vacant Possession Letter

Ok... The day has arrived... My long awaited key collection has arrived... I can finally feel my house... See my house... Roll on the floor... Lie on the floor... Walk around... LOL... This is the best day ever for me... It has been a very long time and now I am waiting for the letter... DEAR LETTER, PLEASE COME ASAP!!! That's all I can say as of now...

2. Maison 21G

I somehow found this perfume brand via Facebook ads... And somehow, it caught my attention as they do sell sampling bottles (which are like 3ml lol)... Their myriad of aroma allows us to mix and match the fragrance we like and I have decided to go with as following:

• Ocean + Raspberry - Something very new and I'm trying this out for fun lol
• Ocean + Lavender - Something similar to my Davidoff Cool Water... I want to smell how much differences between them lol...

I understand that these 2 things I'm waiting for requires postmen delivery and this would take some time due to the virus... What I can do is praying hard that they reach to me ASAP...

OK... Done for today's post lol!!!

Bored...

Was bored and decided to write down what happened or happening in my life since MCO (LOL):

- MCO would be ending soon... Given that I am working from home since MCO, it wasn't very productive for me lol... But at least when my boss asks me to do something, I can deliver it on time :P

- Life is kinda bored as time goes by... The longer MCO extended, the more bored it has been... Thankfully, it is going to end next week... The daily life would be different than usual but at least we can breathe some fresh air from then on... As long as everyone keeps themselves safe & clean, this virus stands no chance against us...

- I believe once the MCO lifted off, I will be getting my house keys... Can't wait for that day to come...

- The good thing I want to point out during MCO is I can get to play The Sims 4 with all the latest packs... At least I enjoyed it for a period of time... Then I tried Armello and deleted it after like 1 week (it is only fun playing online)... Lastly, I re-download Two Point Hospital to play again with their latest patches and expansions... It was fun :D

- That was for my PC... I've completed FF7 Remake for PS4 and Evil Within 2... It was a very fruitful MCO I would say... That was the very moment where I enjoy my gaming life for a period and it was absolutely great... I would never forget these feelings xD

- Given that I am in my moratorium (defer payment) for all loans, I can make good use of the money now to clear my credit card debts... It was really a good period for me...

- Lastly, I had a 3some last week... Was good since it was my first fun with "somebody" since MCO started...


There are still some minor minor things happened but I won't write it down as it will be rather too short to be written lol...



Please listen to ITZY - Wannabe LOLOLOL~~~

If I Am...

Whenever I accidentally browsed some hot guys picture, I ask myself why I can't be like them... Imagine when you are so hot and flaunt what you have... I want to have such attention but I do not dare to expose too much as well... In fact, I am no where close to flaunting anything and it tells me that I should not think so much about it as well...

Life is just as usual, with MCO extended for 2 more weeks... Need to cut my hair too... Miss my baby at Kuching... During MCO, it is best to spend with your love one... Plus I was planning to visit him during end of this month but this virus thingy spoilt my plans...

But one thing I am really happy for sure... I am very close to getting my house key, and prepare for renovation... Can't wait to see my beautiful house... Once I move in, I can enjoy my new life with my baby :D

Dear Covid-19, please end quickly so I can move in with my boyfriend T_T

Movement Control Order (MCO)...

Since last week, we were in MCO whereby no citizen are allowed to leave their house (except buying necessities) in order to protect everyone from this Covid-19 virus... I mean, given that the rising cases of this issue in Malaysia, is right that everyone plays a part to keep whole Malaysia safe... And because of this MCO, we are required to work from home... I kinda enjoy this moment LOL!!!

Nothing much to update as of now... Or maybe, I'm too lazy to type so much...



Seems like I can't find him on April due to MCO :(