Okayyy...

There is this guy I know recently (have not met before and knew him for a month) and I always thought I am the type of guy who can be overly attached or obsessive over the guy I love... However, this guy, is like a next level of me... I thought I am bad enough until I know this guy lol...

So the story is, this guy DM me via IG and he told me that he knows about me via Tinder... I never match him in Tinder so I don't really know who he is until I saw his DM... Since he say he wants to befriend me, I added him on IG and we proceed with our usual conversation like getting to know each other... Strangely enough, as time goes by, he is being overly attach to me... I mean, we never even meet before... I never even flirt with him nor express any interest to him, but he always try to assume I am his other half/partner... At first, I thought he was joking but it seems like he taking it too seriously about it now... I have clearly told him that we are just friends but he always try to force the thoughts that we are in relationship or something... I may misinterpret his intention but frankly speaking, it starts to become uncomfortable for me... If he continues on like this for another week, I guess I have no choice but to be a little harsh on him...

I've been chatting up with a few guys that are my type recently (purely just to be friends) but none of them are interested to meet up with me... Meanwhile, those that I never meet before (and not so of my type) are so eager to meet up with me... Why is making new friends so difficult nowadays or was it my problem actually??? =.=

Hoping for some interesting things to happen...

Lol...

 

I bought my tank tops finally... Wanted to get a few just for the sake of getting haha... Honestly, I get used to wearing tank top to gym but still not so used to wearing it for casual outing... It just felt weird to me as I am not used to wearing one since young... Or perhaps, I am just weird >.<

OK... Another post with picture done... Kinda busy with work recently and wishing everyone to be healthy and happy as always~~~

I want massage & gym so badly T_T

LOL!!!

I recall there was a period in the early days where I started to research a lot about swimming pools... That time, I do not know how to swim at all and I was very intrigued with swimming out of a sudden... Therefore, whenever I saw pictures or videos of swimming pool, my passion to learn swimming starts to grow stronger everyday until the very first day I stepped to a public pool, that is when I started to learn swimming... It took me around half a year to learn the basics such as floating and breathing control... To my surprise, I never hire any coach or trainer for my swimming lessons... I learn all of it by myself, alone in the public pool, waddling like a duck and trying to get my techniques right... I even remember there was once I almost drowned myself in Bukit Jalil Aquatic Center (it was a deep pool) when I just started to learn swimming lol... Frankly speaking, I totally did not regret learn to swim although it was a little bit late for me to learn hahaha xD

Now... Recently... I'm not sure if I'm being possessed or what but artistic gymnastic piqued my interest... It felt exactly the same as when I started to be interested in swimming... I tend to research, watch videos of how people train for it and I feel like it is something that I would be interested to learn... Well, I can say it is due to some influence from the hot guys in Tokyo Olympics artistic gymnasts HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I really have the urge to learn artistic gymnastics now... I am the type of a person that once I lock my eyes on to something, I must die die also try it... And very likely, once I started it, I will make it as a hobby of mine like swimming xD

The only concern now for me is there are very limited venues for me to train regularly as we need the proper equipment for artistic gymnastic... The closes one that I can rely on is at PJ... How lehhh :')

Why am I only interested in these at such an old age lolololol

Quick Random Update...

1. Was at the supermarket with my mom and suddenly saw a tall, hot guy... He basically has that figure which makes me swoon... And the next minute, he was walking with his girlfriend... Such a bummer lol...

2. Yesterday was doing my usual house cleaning chores... Was rinsing the mop and while I try to dry it, I broke the mop -.-

3. Before I took my 2nd dose of vaccination, I was quite motivated to do some home cardio workout... After that, I'm just too lazy... Still prefer to lift weights lmaoz...

4. Suddenly have the urge to do some furniture shopping... Sadly now MCO they are not allowed to open :'(

5. Wanted to shop for some cheap and nice sleeveless shirts... Still hesitating a lot >.>

6. One of my kasut I wear to work koyak... Now have to wear my gym shoe to work... Means I need to buy another new shoe for my gym T___T

7. Recently I'm feeling a little bit weird... I tend to lose my appetite and always feeling under the weather... However, when I started eating, my appetite just comes back and I can eventually eat a lot as usual... Why ahhh??? xD

8. I wanted to swim...

OK random updates complete!!!

Shit...

So just a quick update... Since I don't have many games to play, I have no choice but to play the game that pisses me off so much... Still, it pisses me off so much...

Now back to my main update... I've been craving for sweet stuff recently... I'm not sure why but my cravings for doughnuts, especially bomboloni is getting severe... I tried to divert myself from not thinking about it... Once I manage to escape the haunting of doughnuts, there comes the cakes... I already have ice creams and chocolate bar yet I am still craving the other 2 stuffs... Why do I have sweet tooth??? WHY???

I've been starting to do some simple home workout such as pushups everyday just to keep myself active... At least some is better than none... Since now EMCO has ended and we are entering recovery phase, I really hope gyms are allowed to open ASAP!!!

Actually there are so much things in my mind right now... Good, bad and even tiring to think of... Perhaps, I should stop overthinking :')

Just gotta do what I wanna do...

Physical Update...

I have stopped working out since MCO3.0 started and until now, my body is still aching for workout so badly... Although I can still do some home workout, but it is just cardio and nothing more... What I want and really need is weightlifting... My muscles are practically screaming for it... Before I started going to the gym, I read that once you started to workout, you will get addicted to it... I wonder how could that be possible and now, I understand it very clearly xD

It is quite noticeable as well that once I stopped weightlifting, my muscles shrunk... I tried to bulk up during this MCO3.0 period but all I can see is the fat on my stomach lol... Am I even bulking up correctly at this point??? Should I do pushups everyday??? Does it help to alleviate some of my urge to lift something??? Perhaps sit ups also??? I don't know... I just want to workout my entire body...

Now my body is aching for workout, not aching from workout T____T

Honestly... Even I don't get to workout at the gym, perhaps having a buddy to stay with me could keep me active HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Pissed Off...

I recall in this blog, there was a period where I am very pissed off from the game I played and I posted a lot about it... Recently I played back and yes, it still fucking pisses me off and I am posting about it again... Why does my team always have to be so fucking stupid and dumb??? Why it can't be my opponent's team???

I have to listen to song to calm myself down... Please calm down... Breath in breath out... Think of other stuff... Relax... Calm down...

Just enjoy the song... This song is so damn good... Calm down calm down...

It's getting light morning is coming up ほらね ごらん~ Life is so wonderful~~~

N.Flying...

I don't usually listen to male KPop group... If I do, means they are damn good... BTS was definitely one of them but their recent song doesn't really fascinate me much... And honestly speaking, I kinda regret for not knowing N.Flying earlier... I have to say, they are the only male KPop group that have the best Japanese singles so far for me...

OK new playlist now :P

Tell me why~ Tell me why~