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Monday, July 22, 2024
My Concerns Nowadays...
Saturday, June 8, 2024
Love Is Not Meant For Me...
Apparently, I was hanging out with one of my friend and he knows him... He told me that he is a playboy (5 to 10 years back ago) and he has that "expensive" attitude which I realise it after awhile as well... I thought I was overthinking but it seems like it was partially true... He kept avoiding my questions about his interest in relationship and things became clearer as time goes by...
It was a hard one for me... It hurts me for sure cause I do fall in love easily... And thanks to my "fall out of love easily" as well, he doesn't mean much to me anymore...
Saturday, May 18, 2024
2nd Week...
Saturday, May 11, 2024
Quick Update!!!
Wednesday, April 10, 2024
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
It has been quite some time since I posted anything because nothing much happened except bad luck since 1st of April... It wasn't anything severe but it still does affect my mood a little... Guess this holiday is a good time for me to unwind and relax :D
I have some plans ahead for this month and the one I am looking forward to the most is perming my hair... I really really hope it turns out well :')
Friday, February 16, 2024
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
There aren't much update as I have been going slow with my life... I rarely meet new people and rarely engage in anything as well... All I ever wanted is just to let time passes by... I wanted to go for a vacation but I have nobody to go with, nor I have the money to do so... Therefore, I guess I will just go with the flow...
HAPPY DONG DONG CHIANGGG!!!
Monday, January 15, 2024
Weakening...
Recently I realise that my body has weakened a lot, like I get tired easily and feeling lethargic most of the time even if I get enough sleep... I'm not sure what causes it because I somehow changed my lifestyle by eating oats instead of eggs for my breakfast, workout lesser compared to how I used to be and I even cut down on my lunch (eating bread only)... I've been doing this since last year November... The diet changes has the biggest impact for me when I started but it goes better after a month... Since then, my body tend to feel tired and lethargic at certain hour of the day like around 2pm and 5pm... However, when I workout, I feel damn energetic 😅
One thing I suspected is I might be having Covid but the symptoms are not severe to the extent of fever, cough or sorethroat... Or probably is just some Influenza A or B that wears me down like this... I can't really say much because apart from lethargic, I have no other severe symptoms to lead me to visit the doctor... But since this has been ongoing for almost few days, I might consider getting an influenza test from the clinic (when I need to work in the office 😂) in next few days if it still persists...
In a sense, my health is deteriorating but not in a very bad way... Thankfully, I only feel tired since the frequent changes in my diet (or maybe because of my work stress)... Still, I need to closely monitor in order for me to get back on my physically active path...
Since bulking doesn't progress much, then I try cutting now xD