Disappointments...

Tried out Grindr and I thought it was a good app to meet up with some hot guys and chat with them... But reality sucks... Either they are fake, just taking advantages out of you, not keen on showing face, or worst, asks you to register for some shit... I'm not blaming them as everyone has their own taste... Just that, this is not something I'm looking forward to being disappointment is way much more than able to have some fun...

I felt deeply sad that I get to see those hot guys in there lingering around but me myself knowing that I will never get my hands on them... All I want is just to feel some body...

Same goes to the guy I met in the gym... Guess I will never have the chance to make him mine...



Sigh...........

FML #2

Ok... I'm so fucked up... To keep everything short, I am asking for God assistance again this time to really help me with this... Please allow me to see the guy that made me swoon by winking at me... I just want to get his number, that's all... So please and please, let me see him again...

I never expect that I will get this torturing feeling after few months... How am I going to move on tonight at this state???



Dear God please please please please please really really really really really help me... I just do not want to torture myself further emotionally...