20112011!!!

Is kinda surprising that my birthday fall on this date... Sort of special or memorable... And it is once in a life time... Wonder if anything special will happen??? xD

I'm just satisfied with what I have now... And I don't want anything more than this... Simple life, happy life is all I need =D

Oh! Besides that, I want my Unifi as soon as possible... Should have made a wish on installing Unifi by next week... LOL!!!

But most important is wishing everyone healthy and happy always ^.^

Is Unifi~~~

Kinda surprise that my area was suddenly covered with Unifi... Without notice or announcement... So what I can hope for is smooth operation during and after installation... And hope there will be no more lag, slow, spiking, and disconnection problem...

May everything will be fine... Just once =(

Noob Shits!!!

Is getting more and more tiring playing with people who don't even know how to do their job well and blame the others...

But oh whatever... A noob will always be a noob =)

Getting tired of playing this game... When there are no noobs in my team, it ended with a fucked up server which causing me spikes constantly... As if like it is meant not to let me win and enjoy...

Kinda regret to put so much hope in this game now... =S

Monthly Posts...

My blogging session has turned out to be a monthly blogging session... Haha...

So I will just keep it brief...

For the first time in my work, I am required to work from 2 in the morning (Yes... Morning as in 2am) due to some migration... I did not hate it cause it is a good experience... However, it seems to be a little silence and quiet in the office during that time...

And for what happened before??? I think uploading picture explains everything... That will be on another day though...

Sorry for my laziness =P

Highs & Lows~~~

A lot of thing happened during these few weeks... Really a lot of highs and lows... Is indescribable... Sad, happy, sorrow, joy, bored-ness, outrages, anything you can name it... Almost all of the emotions that an ordinary human will encounter has take it's toll on me this few weeks...

Really don't know what to type... Hope everything will go fine from today onward...

Wish all the Indians Happy Deepavali =)

Torturing Week...

This week was entirely disastrous...

Since Monday, I have involved myself into a matter that should not be involved at all... Gave me so much hard time during that few days... But thanks God, that matter has settled down... At least I do not need to go through those suffering moment...

After that matter, comes another problem... My US Visa application... At first there were lot of problems... But until Friday, I manage to get my Visa approved!!!

Nothing feels much better than having all the things done...

Then on Friday itself, I was suppose to finish up some testing for my job... But in the end, I just got myself into too much matter, making me losing focus on my job and tends to get things confused...

I really hope such thing will NEVER happen again... NEVER!!!

For this moment, I hope everything is fine... Just fine...

Wow!!!

My last post was 1st September and today is 24th September... 23 days I didn't blog anything... And it feels uncomfortable for me to blog in my office... But seriously I am kinda busy... Working life is really, tough??? More like I can hardly find time for myself to enjoy besides weekend... Haha...

But I realise one thing... Time passes by faster when we are working... And I can feel that my weekends passes by slower compared to weekdays... (LOL!!!)

A lot of thing happened but I don't really wants to type it all out... It's gonna be 1 whole long story to type... >.<

And my conclusion, I'm currently enjoying =D

Tata!!!

Hello =P

Oh gaahhh!!! Kinda sad that the 3 days public holidays has ended just like that... Though I have a lot of outings within these 3 days, but somehow I felt something missing... And I think is because I do not get the chance to Mahjong more xD

Got my salary, and do not know what else should I buy... Is wiser to save money but from the calculation I did, I'm totally in a big pinch (=.=)
After all the calculation, all that I can ever save for every month is around 400 only... I mean:

"OH MY GOD"

Seriously OMG... (=.=)

Realise that this world is kinda scary...

Let's stop for now... To be continued...

Haha...

Seriously... Long time no blog... I really don't have the time to do so after start working... But still, I will try my best to post as much thing as possible... =)



Raya soon... In holiday mood... HAHA xD

Working Life...

Never knew after I started working, my daily routines turns out to be very, very different... I know it was supposed to be something like this but it turns out to be something unexpected... Too much things to do that I can barely get enough sleeps... I think this situation should be very common to all the working life people... So, I gotta assume that when I'm starting to be as busy as the other working life people from working on weekdays and constant hang out on weekends... =)



Oh well... Gotta be busy on updating my blog from now on... Hope I won't forget about my blog's existence xD

Life Goes On...

It has been the 4th day... Can say that I am quite happy to work there currently and all my colleagues are really friendly... I mean, other than that I can't say much as I'm not sure what will happen next...

But there is definitely something I must say... Thanks to working life, now I am sleeping EXTREMELY early... Is out of my timing...



Oh well... Nevermind... Make sure I'm enjoying my working life ^.^

Oh My GOD!!!

Seriously... My first day of work is totally speechless... It was the most epic moment I've ever had...

First, when I reached the office, not even 1 hour I have stayed in the office there is an alarm drill due to some chemical gas leakage... This gives us an early lunch time at 11am which usually starts at 12pm... After that I met Jason. my high school friend at the same building...

The story is very long, and very epic... Really hard to type it all... Lol...
And glad to meet my new colleague, Harry...



Hope that we can get along well together... ^.^

Starcraft II: Heart of the Swarm~~~

Daisuki desu yo~~~ Can't wait for it ^.^

Sucky Internet + Boredom...

Bahhh... I know I know... Although I'm starting to work soon but I don't think I will get enough entertainment with such internet speed... And there are not even 1 game I can play... Have to play the old games to entertain myself...

Really started to feel that my life is getting more and more boring... I don't even know what will happen to me when I start working... Feel so bored!!! HELP ME!!!



What else can I ask for more??? I just want some entertainment... =(

Graduated...

And now I'm officially a fresh graduate... The meaning of Fresh Graduate is starting to work from the bottom up to the top... So what's my goal??? To buy my own beloved houses!!! =D

It is going to be tough and all I need to do is work hard... Thanks to all my family that attend the graduation ceremony yesterday ^.^

23rd July...

And tomorrow is my graduation ceremony... Feels time passes by so fast when I'm playing... But when it comes working, I bet time is going to pass very slowly... And this is the meaning of 'Life'...

When I calculate my salary, I realise that it is quite difficult to cover my living cost UNLESS I do not need to pay for the new house... If my father manage to rent it out, then it would be the biggest smiley I've ever had =D

Plus with all the others mini things such as my monthly bill for Unifi (when I have it), my monthly transportation fee, food, etc etc is quite a pain in the ass... So now all I ever hope is, just please have our new house rent out and that really helps a lot...



Waiting for tomorrow... My big day... Seems so nervous... =/

うそつき!!!

The most awesome and memorable moment... Will never forget this face, the face of awesomeness...

うそつき is Usotsuki, which means Liar...
If you want to know more about this cat, watch Nichijou =)

Shopping For Formal Clothes & Pants...

Today I manage to buy 1 formal pant and 2 long sleeves clothes... Too bad I can't get myself a black formal clothe... Was supposed to get 1 but ended up being the last stock and have some not-so-well-sewed-threads on the clothe... So I ended up choosing another color...

But don't give up... I'm gonna get at least 2 more black formal clothes as Uniqlo is my first black formal clothe xD

Wanted to buy more Uniqlo formal clothes but it is just too expensive for me to handle =S

Got My Signature!!!

Isn't it cute??? Thanks to leeyung for making this signature for me... ^.^

I'm part of Marimo fans club!!! Yay~~~

Too bad I can't link it with the image... Hence I have to post the link below...

If you are interested in purchasing it, you can visit the link below:

http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1563280

(Sounds like I'm promoting it xD)

Internet Issue...

I just don't know what happened to my internet lately... Damn sucky... Sucks until I can't even play my HoN... And I even having some problems when playing Dragon Nest...

Ishhh... Unifi ahhh!!! When are you going to cover my area!!! QUICK LA PLEASE!!!

*Sitting at a room corner and cry*

Dragon Nest...

Tried Dragon Nest yesterday... The gameplay was purely entertaining and love it...

Everything from the game is perfect... Love it!!!



The only bad thing is their server still unstable... Tends to disconnect me when I tries to enter from dungeon locations to town... =/

But still, I love it =D

Peaceful Days~~~

Looking at my Marimos everyday makes me feel calm and relaxing... The feeling of communicating with plants are just something you can't get from communicating with other living things, even with other humans...

I need to put more effort on taking good care of them... Just feel happy watching them grow well ^.^

Marimos~~~

My Marimos have arrived... Couldn't agree more that they look super cute and round =D

Touched them, feel them... It was so soft and fluffy~~~ Nice texture xD
I want to kiss them as well... Haha =P

Got myself 2 giant Marimos and 4 nano Marimos... Looks healthy and pretty in the glass vase I bought for them...

Now, all I need to do is take good care of them... I just want to see them grow healthy and get bigger =D

Love all of you from the bottom of my heart!!! *Muacks*

Marimo Monday Maniac~~~ MMM!!!

Seriously... I can't wait for Monday to bank in the money and get my Marimo... The picture above is Marimo... Aren't they are cute??? Hehe =P

During this few days, I'm gonna make use of the time to shop for nice glass bottles/jars to keep my dear little Marimos... There are myths in Japan saying if we take excellent care of the Marimo, we might have our wish comes true... I'm not sure I would gave my best care to it, but at least I know Marimo is easy to care of and I just love to see their bubbles around them... I hope this will give me more determination to take excellent care of it...

But to be honest, I'm not greedy for the wishes... But at the same time, I will try my best not to let the Marimo die easily as well...

Although I'm not sure will my mom be happy if I buy it cause she will definitely say I'm wasting money or what... I just hope I have some freedom for myself in buying something... I just hope for that... =S

Zen Zen Wakaranai~~~

Today I slept most of the time... Feels like a lot of things happened in a blink of time...

Pure blank... Blank!!!

13th July 2011...

Dragon Nest Close Beta Testing... Was chosen for it and I am really eager to try it...

Pass few weeks my luck was shitty... Can't even win a single game in HoN plus my routine life is interrupted... It was not a good weeks for me and I mean it... Really not good... Totally disastrous...

Having trouble in game and in real life... This sucks max... Don't even know what to do...

But thanks to my other self, I'm able to control it... What else can I do when all bad things happens together??? Just bear it... Even if I whine, nobody will hear it and take it seriously isn't it??? So just control it, type it out on the blog or spam it on Facebook... That's the best way to relieve it...

After all of it has gone through, now I'm much relieved... Enjoying my routine, back to square one =P

Tired...

Is kinda tired with the way I am... Was supposed to be enjoying but it seems like my life is being screwed up... I understand why some people prefer to start work as early as possible instead of staying at home...

I just wanted some freedom before my adult life starts... Thanks God end of this month will be my last month to enjoy...

Just enjoy for now =)

Living My Life To The Fullest...

Gotta agree that I'm enjoying every second of my life... Eat, sleep, play hang out, shopping, vacation, relax, dream, etc etc etc... Just hope this feeling will last forever...

But for now, I have better things to do... I want to earn my livings and get my own dream house... I just love how the way my dream house will look like (thanks to The Sims 3)... It can be vary and according to my taste... There are a lot of nice home ideas with me... I just want to build a real house like how I built in The Sims 3...

Unfortunately, game are always easy to earn money compared to reality... So, I wanna start work and get my money and slowly invest on houses so I could rent them out and within few years, I can get my own dream house ^.^



But for now, just get on to my less-stressful life until August =P

Done, Done And Done...

Settle my EPF, my banking transfer, my graduation robe... What's left to do??? No idea but I really have a lot of time to play now =D

Lately, I am listening to one song, a real good song and I really love it from the bottom of my heart... Really falling in love... Good song like Brave Song =D

Enjoy ^.^

Busy Day...

Today, I need to settle up 3 things... One is my EPF account, followed by bank transfer and lastly settle up my robe for graduation...

What a day to go... And I really dislike setting up a time for everyone to follow...

Haih... So moody...

Happy =D

For the first time, I enjoy shopping for clothes and by myself... I never really tried shopping for clothes by myself and I didn't bought like one or two only, but I bought 5 at a shot!!!

I'm not the type of fashionable person but for the first time, I found a place where their clothing suits my taste the most... Really feel happy and enjoying when shopping there... I love Uniqlo ^.^

Time to HoN... Hehe =P

6.49 AM... It's The Sims Time!!!

Waking up so early in the morning... Kinda surprising... But I will take this as a practice to adapt my working time for August =D

Enjoying The Sims 3 Generations now... Nothing feels much better than playing The Sims game when there are nothing to do... Hehe =P



Woke up this early just to play Sims ;)

And It All Tumbles Down...

Is happy to see all my other modules do fine... But why??? Why is my FYP scored the lowest among all the modules... I'm already having hard time when doing it but why does it have to comes to me with such results??? I don't mind if I have other modules score lowest... Still, having my FYP to be the lowest is some sort of worst thing to see... Although I understand that if it was other lecturer, they might even fail me off...

The more I think, the more harder it is for me... The more I think, the more I don't know what to type out... It is already total heartbreak for me...



All I can do now is overcome this torturing feeling, and consult my lecturer when I head over to uni...

The Sims 3 Pets...

I have not even try The Sims 3 Generations, I'm already wanted to play The Sims 3 Pets... Besides that. there is even The Sims 3 Towns Life Stuff Pack waiting to be released... Lol... So much for waiting...

But now I'm free... I can play as much as I want... No more homework (hope so), no more assignments/coursework (hope so), until August arrives... =D



There are tonnes of games for me to play... So I better make use of the time to finish all the games before I have to start working =S

20th June 2011...

I really have no idea about this coming Monday... Isn't it that signing offer letter supposed to be a happy day cause it means that you have successfully being hired??? But for me, I feel Monday is the scariest day... It's a good thing to hear that I got a job... But at the same time, my results is releasing right on that day... How am I suppose to face it???

The fear and trauma of getting something I'm not expected... I just don't know how... Like I mentioned before... All I want is just a 2-1... That is more than enough for me...

Even if I can't get 2-1, at least let me score 60 and above for all my modules with 1 or 2 distinctions... That's all I wished for...

So please... Hear me... T_T

Satisfied???

It has been a series of vacation/trip for me... Was kinda enjoying the moment I have before starting to work... =)

Unfortunately, Genting has its weather changed... It was totally HOT instead of the cold breezing wind blowing towards you in the afternoon... Even in the afternoon, there are no cold winds and it was total heat waves... Kinda scary to see Genting turned out to be this hot for the first time (>.<)

And this coming Monday, I need to sign my offer letter with Genting... I feel like it is not that bad to work with Genting as well... Looks kinda fun... Haha...
Let's give it a try...



Hope everything goes fine ^.^

Back And Ready To Busy...

Back from Singapore and ready for what??? For Genting... LOL!!!
Kinda busy lately... Undeniable... Is kinda tired when I came back from Singapore... But tomorrow I will be heading to Genting... My life is suddenly enriched with entertainments... (>.<)

Took some pics at Singapore but lazy to upload it... I will do it when I'm free ^.^
Busy busy busy... Gotta busy with my graduation ceremony registration soon... Then next Monday need to go Wisma Genting to sign offer letter...

BUSY!!!

Departing By 6.30pm...

Marking the time of my departure to Singapore... Hmmm... Hope everything goes fine ^.^
What's more important is able to shop for more clothes =D

Gonna meet up with Calvin in Singapore on Saturday... When there is Calvin, there are good foods =D

High Fever, And Now Sore Throat...

Kinda funny when I have sore throat right after my fever... Is like a sign of preventing me from going Singapore... That is so mean =(

BUT NO!!! I must go!!! I don't care!!! Although I'm going there is merely for shopping (which is not my style), I just wanna go and eat some nice food at Singapore =D

So please... Sore throat go away, fever don't come back... Thank you...

Wishing all of us healthy and safe as always =D

Sick And Busy...

I'm sick... Yet I need to be a little busy with my Singapore trip... No choice... If I wanna go, have to contribute a little for the trip... Although when I think again, it seems like kinda waste money just to go Singapore like that without going Universal Studios and others... But I'm going not just because of shopping, is to visit my friend working there... Consider it as killing 2 birds with 1 stone =D

So, wish me healthy by the time I'm departing... =)

Amaterasu!!!

The most beautiful A3 color printing I've ever printed... And I print it with my uni's account money which I can't fully use it all... Sad =(

I did print a few more but lazy to upload it up here... But among all, this is the most awesome one... So enjoy my dear Amaterasu =)

Time to PFP~~~

Yesterday~~~

Yesterday is the starting of my NEET life... Welcoming PSP to my life =D
Never had so much entertainment in my life... Gonna make use of this free time to complete all my PSP games (Although it sounds impossible)...

Alrighty... Time to PLAYYYYY~~~

Ficelli...

Nothing pleasures me the most when it comes to eating... The breads from Ficelle are just awesome... But it only applies when we are eating there instead of take away... Somehow when I take it back to my home, it got hardened and not soft and crunchy compared to having it there with my friends...

Most of their breads are salty, sweet, tasty, soft, crunchy, and looks pretty cute too (Referring to the crocodile =P)... But I think I love the French Bread (looks like a cylinder tube) the most... It's soft and fluffy inside with some slight sweetness and the fragrance is just indescribable... The French Bread is a must try...

But the Macaroons might be a little disappointed as it was somehow too sweet... Well that's what my other friends says but I feel the sweetness level is just right... But for the one I tasted, the flavor might be a little, off??? It taste as if I'm eating some sort of cake... And when my friend take a look on the name, it was Omocha (Green Tea) flavor macaroon...
However, I can't judge the macaroon yet as it was my first time eating macaroons... Most probably I will try the other shop that sells macaroons known as Levain...



Since I'm so free, most probably I will ask my dad to fetch me there just to taste their breads and macaroons... =P

End of University Life...

Yes its official... I can sense I have more time to play or hang out (as working life are much flexible and less homework rush =P) but at the same time, I might not doing things like how I used to do in the morning to evening... Now the time will be allocated to work instead of sleep and play... I will only get my chance to play at night time... Is it really that good??? =S

I doubt about it... Gotta enjoy the best moment of my life before start to work...



Goodbye my uni =P

Waking Up Early In The Morning...

Slept at 4am, wake up at 7am... Kinda tiring myself out... But what I hate the most is my group mates that does their things so randomly... Not to complain about them as I'm not contributing much, but at least give me something to do!!! I don't want to be the only one without things to do... =S

I'm not worry that we don't score high... Just that I'm worry we scored quite high but my group mates rate me lowly then it will be a total marks jeopardizing... =(
And of course its worst if we score low and they rate me lowly... =(

I don't know what to do with them... Need to finish this thing up ASAP and say bye bye...

Tomorrow is 31st and I need to hardcore download The Sims 3 Generations =P

Last Day...

Really my last day of my Uni life... What will my future be???

^.^

Last Day of Exam...

Today marks the last day of my exam... But sadly, there is still a coursework submission end of this month, 30th of May... Then 2 days after, 1st of June, I have to attend for second interview... THEN 3rd of June I'm might be going Singapore with my friend... THEN AGAIN around 9th I'm going Genting with my other group of friend... I am really busy after I'm done... Really busy...

Not sure is it a good thing to have that many groups of friends... The good is I can hang out more... But the opportunity cost would definitely be my money... Even just hanging out needs money... Such a cruel world T_T

Just hope today's paper will be as easy as past year paper... Just don't come out so hard... Since my HCI can't score 70 above, this is the 2nd paper I am confidence with to score 70 above... So please... I will give my best shot... I just need at least 1 distinction... Just 1... T_T



Wanted to sleep, but don't really feel sleepy... Maybe I will just continue study DSM... =S

Beautiful...

Just watched Rapunzel... And I definitely can't deny that the animation was totally perfect... Nice story, beautiful characters and this thing is really getting on my nerves... Just can't shake it off my head... No wonder they say that Rapunzel is considered the best animation up till now... Really one of the best animation I have ever watched...

Just beautiful... *Muacks*

Wow...

Its kinda weird to see myself not sleeping around this time... By 3am, I should be snoozing like a pig... I don't really know whats driving me not to sleep now =S

Maybe because I just ate quite a lot of things... Better let my stomach digest it first before I head over to my bed... Haha xD

And now, I am really eagerly waiting for The Sims 3 new Expansion Pack, Generations... At first the trailer does not really impress me at all... But after watching some part of the gameplay, although it is normal, but it looks kind of interesting on the other side... I love the part where your kid could only see their own imaginary friends while your other family members will not... This somehow looks really interesting... And with the additional objects such as bunk beds, tree houses, and spiral staircase will just satisfy me for awhile... Haha...

Can't wait for 31st of May >.<

Lol...

Its kinda funny to see myself typing something on my blog around this hour... 3am... Aren't I'm supposed to be asleep by now??? Thanks to my nap =S

Hmmm... Last month and this month seems to be my worst month for year 2011... Although I didn't check about the Feng Shui things about me this year, but I do, and I can really feel it that this month and last month was really bad month for me... I just hope that everything goes well until my exam finish... Just last for 1 more week... I still have 1 of my paper =(

Just really hope that everything is fine...



And soon, I'm going to sleep...

Ease...

It is a lot relaxing after I did one of my paper today, and demonstrate to my supervisor... Although I'm not sure is he disappointed, but I just hope he will be lenient with it... Nothing else I can hope for...

And now, I still have 1 more paper, and 2 more courseworks... Why I keep reminding myself about it =.=

And there is meeting this afternoon... I can feel boredness =S

Oh Please...

Seriously... I do not want to be dragged into the alley of sorrow and sadness again... I had enough... I know partially was because of me but still, I did tried my best to overcome it... So please, don't get me into that stage again... All I wish is to get at least 1 distinction for this semester only... Just 1 will satisfies me... Encounter with depression is not something fun and I already had enough with my FYP...

So what I'm gonna now is to proceed with my lecturer, and talk him out until he gives me a 70 for HCI... That's all I wished for...

And I want to get 2nd upper is just because I do not want to disappoint my family that have gave me the high hopes... Although getting 2nd lower is a no-big-deal kind of thing, but I still have my own expectation... And this lies beyond my FYP...

As for the other 3 modules, I will try my best to maintain it on 60 and above...
All I wish for is to get at least 1 distinction and others 60 above... Just that much and I'm not asking anything more than that...

Please accept my message... Thank you...

To my respected "Ones"...

Why???

I don't know why... I feel so sad and down whenever I thought of my demonstration... But it is something done, and there is no turning back... All I ever hope is to get 60... Just 60... Not 60 and above... Then I will be happy... Just wanted to keep and maintain my 40 credits module to be 2nd upper... That's all I wish for...

For HCI, I am kind of worried as well... Not sure I will get 70 or not...

NMD is another end of the month coursework to submit... Just hope that my group website is doing well... And of course, I need to score good marks on my individual coursework... But it seems like Tim has high expectation from us...

OPS and DSM... Better start reading =/

Since I have been so down, is there anything I can cheer myself up back???

Benkyou benkyou benkyou~~~

Demonstration...

It's Tuesday... Yes... Demonstration on Tuesday, tomorrow...

Hope everything will be fine... =/

Unfortunately for my own supervisor, I need to delay until next week... T_T

So busy, even during exam week... Gahhhh!!!

Please slow things down for me...

Hello World!!!

During the time where I was typing this message, it means my FYP is still incomplete (LOL)... Though my report is finished, although I still have some references to add and the source codes, but it seems to be in a good pace... The only trouble, will I ever get my program working as I want it to be... There are only 1 day left for me to complete my program...

Not sure I can do it but all I can say is I will try my best to do it...

Wish me luck on my programming... Seriously... =D

And now is time to say,

Goodbye World!!!

4 More Days...

4 more days and it would be my most relaxing moment of the day... Maybe the demonstration is important, but I feel getting the FYP done first is much more important...

Gotta work hard... =D

Glee: The Music presents The Warblers~~~

Just got it, and listening to it now... =D

Gotta love some of the songs... Haha =P

Friday Morning...

Wait hold on!!! Did you just said there is an interview on Friday Morning??? Then... Oh boy... Do I really have the time to do my FYP =P

Ok... This means new goal for me... By this Thursday, MUST MAKE A WORKING PROTOTYPE...

Wish me luck ^.^

Sad...

Actually, even myself, I really not sure if I can do my FYP very well... Though I was hoping to get 70++ for it, but it seems like not really so great at all... What I meant is, the project I'm doing is something very common, which everyone else can do it... But with such simple project, can I really score high??? If yes, then how???

No matter what, I have to do it, even it is just a pure prototype without database connected... I knew I gotta finish this prototype and get through it... Must at least get 60 and above... But what if I got lesser than 50??? Will my 2nd class become 1st class??? That's what I'm worried...

Now, all I ever can do is to give my best on my FYP... Must get at least 60 above... Of course it will be even better to get 70... =(

Gotta work hard!!!

Sweet...

Got a brand new ideas to do my project... Got the materials as well... But damn it... I don't have the mood to do it now... Tomorrow morning here I come T___T

And good news... Found another job opportunity... Its a company in Hong Kong and it provides a job opportunity as a Java Programmer and Analyst Programmer... Well of course... Since my programming sucks, Analyst Programmer will be my favorable spot... But it really doubts me if they are going to hire fresh grads as an Analyst Programmer =.=

Think about it, my logics for programming is not that well build as well... Doubting about how well I can perform as an Analyst Programmer now =.=

But who cares!!! Give it a try... =D

FYP GO GO GO~~~ =D

2 weeks and more...

Yea... There are only 2 weeks left for me... Once I'm done with my FYP, I really can relax... Even exam is not as stressful as FYP... Well duh!!! If my FYP failed then that is the end of my academic... =.=

Geez... I can do it!!! YES I CAN!!!

*Pray*

Hmmm...

I am really wondering... There are research stating that songs could improve a human's concentration or even maybe able to trigger the positive thinking on them...

Now here is a question... Will there be musics that triggers humans' negative thinking (excluding Satanic songs)???

Another a good news for me... There is a cinema nearby my house =D

So heppi~~~ =D

And it was the official opening of Viva + Cinema today... Marking the special moment in my life =P

Annoyed...

First is because of my dearest stupid University chasing after our school fee as if they worry that I will not pay my school fee... They chase after me about paying the fee is fine, but what is it with that stupid penalty??? Isn't that all of you had cheated our money more than enough and now you are telling me that there will be a late payment penalty imposed to us??? Screw you!!!

Second is my transportation for tomorrow's interview... Do not want to trouble my friend but seems like I have no choice... Not sure he could wake up on time as well or not...

Third is my FYP... After asking about the 80% distribution, not sure is it encouraging or just purely discouraging... But still, I have to try...

Should be chilling off now... Calm down... For now, concentrate on the interview first...

Need some space to breath...

11th of April...

Marks the end of the very first coursework submission for this semester... Well... There are still 2 more 100% coursework to submit and my FYP... Wish me luck =D

Though the courseworks wouldn't be a problem... Just that my FYP is slightly killing me...

But still, I got a feeling that I can do it... Yes I knew I could do it!!!

Reports??? No problem... Programming??? Errrrr... xD

Hello World!

26 Days To Go...

And it will be the end of the world for me =.=

At the same time, there are like billions of distractions around me... How am I gotta survive through these distractions??? Can die one you know??? =.=

God please bless me... Give me some of your knowledges regarding on how to program my thing...

And give me some enlightening on how to get my things done smoothly...

And this coming Thursday I'm having an interview for Genting Berhad... Please give me strength and spiritual power to me for getting through the interview...

Keep control of myself from the attractive price of PSP...

Need to buy a new R4 card as well... (Ops!)

End these typing spree ASAP...

Tron mouse and mousepad for RM398...

Ok... Please kill me... I do not want to continue...

And once again, thanks for your help... Help me get through these 26 days peacefully... Thanks...

Genting Berhad...

Woot!!! Going to have interview next Thursday for Genting Berhad... Hehe =P

Was kinda excited and happy for getting a chance to do an interview... If I manage to get this job, it will give me lesser troubles looking for jobs... Especially when the salary could be above 2.5k xD

But still, gotta get my FYP done... Though I believe I can finish it by this month while having trouble doing some basic things... =(

Yup... Gotta work hard... Ganbatte ne~~~

The Sims 3 Generations: 4th Expansion Pack

Was supposed to be happy hearing this news... But somehow, I feel disappointed... =(

Just hope it won't really be like that during release... =(

Woot~~~

Last Friday morning (1st of April, not an April Fool trick =P) Genting Berhad called me for asking my resume... Was kinda excited to hear that but started to feel stress when typing my resume... Now I understand how stress just to type a resume...

You can't boast yourself too much cause you will feel worried when they ask you something about what you boast and you can't answer...

On the other hand, you can't be too humble cause if you did not talk much about how good is yourself, then you will ended up with a lower chance for application...

Why does our life full with such stressful things??? Tell me why~~~

Need to worry about my assignments/courseworks and FYP... GAHHHHHH!!!

April Fool~~~

Within a blink of an eye, today is 1st of April... Welcoming April Fool into my life...

I realise when I was young, I don't really get into April Fool a lot... Actually I did not even fool anyone for more than 5 times during April Fool nor I get fooled more than 5 times as well... That's because its not my style??? LOL...

To be honest, I'm not concerned with my April Fool... The thing I'm more concerned with is my life... That's what I'm struggling for...

Ughhhh... Thinking of my life is like thinking of my FYP... Its sickening... =(

Dead Meat...

I'm officially screwed... The entertainments are here when I'm getting busy with my uni life... Damn it...

Boo =(

Overloading...

Feels sad... Depressed... Feels like crying... Saw most of my Year 3 friends doing their FYP and they seems like finishing up their programming... And me??? What have I done???

Sometimes is really hard to accept why am I so suck in programming... Can my dream really come true??? Can I really be a game programmer 1 day??? I really doubt about that...

To begin with, why am I taking Computer Science as my course???

Sigh...

Got nothing much to brag about... Just that I can feel the aura of intensity starts to engulf me... Intensity of what??? Intensity of workloads...

But I must do it no matter what... Is my last month anyway... Gotta get over it, finish it, submit it, and of course must score at least 70 for my FYP (LOL)...

Sounds crazy though... Sounds impossible but I will try my best... =)

Will try to find some pictures to post up on my sweet little-tiddle blog... =D

Tough Life #2...

Thought of continue ranting about it but gave up now... Cause I know if I continue rant about it, it won't do me any good as well... What I can do??? Try the best... Give all I can... Do not give up... Just 2 more months to go and I'm officially free... Yes... That's what I'm suppose to think of...

But kinda sad that no shops in Sungai Wang sells Ar Tonelico Qoga... Next week... =(

Tough Life...

I might be a little late to start doing my programmings but the main problem is not I'm lazy or what... Is just that there are no determination in driving me to program something that I tried to do last semester and ended up getting nothing... Maybe there is a problem with me where I didn't try hard enough to look for the solution to solve the database connection problem but I really tried getting through it with other people, struggling and discussing on how to deal with it to get the things working and in the end, everything seems sad... Very sad...

I don't have the talent in programming and I don't know why I took Computer Science as my major... But I do realise that my ambition is towards this section and maybe its not towards programming... There are some programming languages I love but somehow when it get deeper, it is like crushing me down, demoralising me to do it...

"Tried every single little thing, manage to overcome it, another problem occurs again"

The phrase above is well known among all programmers... There are no single programmer in this world will admit that they do not encounter such problem... That is what a programmer life is...

Got to go for now... Ranting to be continued...

Oh My...

After watching Glee, I started to feels like I'm part of a Glee member...

(>.<)

Really regret for watching Glee... It makes me feels like singing as well... Haih...

Is it the time for me to make my own songs now???

LOL!!!

Just kidding =P

Glee~~~

Just love the way they mash up the songs with their style... And I think I'm falling in love with Glee =D

Just can't stop watching... And I'm worry I'm watching a little bit too fast... If I watch too fast, I will ended up nothing to watch, which is bad...

How???

Season 1... Please be completed asap... T_T

Hard to resist myself from watching season 2... T_T

HoN 2.0...

Its just getting much more interesting now... =D

New heroes, and the newly introduced cash shop... What should I buy??? (>.<)

But why do I always feels like during Year 3, all the best things always comes out??? Is it really that much fun to play a fool on us gamers??? =.=

Gotta work hard =(

Uncomfortable...

Sometimes, I do hesitate to post something that crosses my mind on Facebook... Is like, I'm kinda worried that other family members of mine will start questioning me... Is it because I'm a little too sensitive with these things??? Or I'm just thinking too much???

For example, this morning one of my friend added me as his sister... In real life I don't mind he thought of me like that cause I knew he was joking... But in Facebook, not many people will take it as a joke, and the worst thing is they think is real!!!

Although I didn't experience something like this, but I really have a strong feeling that one day it will happen... So here is a question:

"When I got a girlfriend, should I put it up in my Facebook??? As in changing it from 'Single' to 'In relationship'???"

Lol... Kinda struck my mind huh??? But I think most probably I will... Haha =D

18th of March...

Ok... Tomorrow is a big day... Not because of coursework or assignment or FYP submission but it is the release date of HoN 2.0!!! *Yayyyy*

Lol... Kinda waited for a long time... At last got something new to play with...

Wait... Wait a minute... New things to play again??? What about courseworks??? Assignments??? FYP???

May God bless me just for 1 day... Tomorrow only T_T

Please Don't...

When I was reading through an E-mail sent by the Students Association in Nottingham, somehow there is something that caught my attention:

"P/S: To our fellow graduating students, this is the time to have a wonderful time with your friends during the Annual Dinner 2011, as the Graduation Ball will not be organized this year."

I mean, HOLY SHIT!!! If the Graduation Ball is the Graduation Ceremony, and if its not gonna be organized this year, THEN I'M IN A REALLY HELL OF TROUBLE!!! GAHHHHHH!!!

Curse it... Dang it... Damn it... I just don't get it why when I have so much things troubled with, there goes another 2 troubles... Is like 1 trouble settle, 2 new troubles arrives...

Seriously... I really mean seriously... For once I'm gonna say this:

"FML"

Thank you.

My White Jacket...

Its such a heartbreak when I saw my white jacket having black strips on it... And where did those black strips came from??? The dust sticking on my cupboard... =.=

Screw u dust!!! You are giving me extra work to clean off the strips of dust on my jacket!!!

Anyway, today was not supposed to have lecture but there is a replacement lecture... Monday blues is what they say huh??? Lol...

Tsunami in Japan...

Its really sad to hear that Japan was struck by tsunami on Friday (11th March 2011) evening...

Heard this news from my friend before we leaving for steamboat...

Praying for everyone in Japan to be safe and sound and that is all I can do...

My condolences to the victims of the tsunami in Japan... I love Japan as much as I love my family...

May Japan recover back to its usual...

*Prays*

Friendships???

Kinda sad to hear that one of our close friend is trying to keep himself away from us... If he really gets annoyed just because we force him to go somewhere, then I'm really gonna pissed off at him... So much for us to ask you to go properly but you did not appreciate it...

In fact, if you are really pissed off, you better do it on me alone and not with the others because I really hate things like that to happen...

I might look good and friendly in the outside, but at the same time I can be bastard as well if you treat us like bastards...

Phewww... Feel much better now...

Hope he realise what's happening around him... We still respect you as our dearest friend and we do not want to break this friendship, especially me... =(

Changes On My Profile...

Not to say that I have nothing to do, but since I need to post more in my blog, so I decided to say that I have changed my profile picture... (Hehe =P)

Well... I made my profile much more personal now although I will post up some of my wives' updates...

I just do not want too many people know about my profile... Gotta keep some as secrets... Hehe...

Nothing special happened today besides playing Little Big Planet 2 with 3 controllers... And it was totally disastrous... (>.<)

And this Friday I'm going for steamboat... Weeeeeeeeee~~~ (^.^)

The Miracle of Blog...

I've just realise how good to have a personal blog... During happy times, nor sad times, I can just post whatever I want... The best part is, not many people knew I have a blog =D

Sometimes, I do thought of this...

"Should I let other people know that I have a blog???"

"Is it kinda lame to have a blog without anyone else knows about it???"

"Isn't it keeping a personal blog like this to yourself is almost like talking to yourself in a mirror???"

I did consider all the questions above... Although I'm not really sure is there any other people else besides me to have a blog without other people knowing it...

Actually, not to say that totally nobody knows I have a blog... I did "promote" my blog for like last 2 years, when I just made this blog not long ago... But after that, my friends that knows I have a blog don't really blog anymore (LOL)...

After a thorough thought about it, I realise that having a personal blog without anyone knows is a good thing... Cause I remember there's times where I go back through my old posts, reminiscing my past... I can say it is still hidden somewhere in my memory... (Haha... I sound like an old man)

What I mean is the feelings that you get by reminiscing the past... Precious memory always unforgettable... Good, happy things worth posting it out for some laughter... Sad, unhappy moments worth posting out to express emotions...

Seriously, where else you can express yourself like that??? If u feel unhappy and you do not want other people to know about it, blog is the place for you to do it... If you feel angry or not satisfied with someone, you can just express it in your blog...

I swear that when I gets even older, I will go back through all the posts I have posted in this blog... I might even just keep it for my grandchildren to read it =D

So I gotta work harder in posting more posts... (>.<)

New Style...

Changed the design for once in my lifetime... Though I wanted to code it myself but looking at the HTML codes provided is much harder to change anything in it... This means I can hardly catch what their coding does...

Oh well... I better stick to what it is supposed to be... Water droplets sticking at the window as the background... I like that =D

Maybe I should try to change some of the col---...

HEY WAIT... I'm supposed to do my FYP now... #$%@#$@#$#$!!!

Headache~~~

Its been a long time since I have headache... But when talk about headache, there is one period where I was having constant headache for like, 1 week and plus??? It was torturing even when I take Panadol... Gahhh... Was wishing not to experience that suffering moment again...

Came across something cool...

This freaking picture is really laughing my head off... More like my ass (LMAO)... Lol...

After this, it will be a busy weekend... Weeee~~~ Words typing spree has arrived~~~

28th of February...

Yea... Today is 28th of February... Tomorrow will be a new month for us, and a month closer to our final semester...

Exams - Stress
FYP - Even stress
Results - Can die

Isn't my life is wonderful??? Enriched with stress... Haha... Praying hard for myself ◕ ‿‿ ◕

Jogoya Season...

Went for Jogoya lunch today... It is a perfect satisfactory... And I'm going again next Friday... LOL!!!

Sounds crazy huh??? Unfortunately, we can hardly to get such promotions... It could be a yearly promotion although I don't really remember about the "Buy 1 free 1" promotion last year...

Didn't manage to camwhore some pictures... Well... All of the pictures is in our stomach... Hehe =D

Happy Family~~~

Got this picture from my friend... Well... Its the birthday boy's picture anyway... But why did I post it up???

Because I feel this picture really looks good to me... Is like a happy family =P
Ok there is a kid on the stairs but because of that kid, it makes the picture perfectly special... LOL!!!

Isn't it??? ◕ ‿‿ ◕

What The...

IS kinda sad to hear that Year 3 students are not able to resit for papers... It sounds bad, but more like WTF to me...
Ughhh... This is really gonna be tough...
This only means that I must do perfectly on my FYP... Or else, 2-2 is a hard thing to achieve... ARGHHHHHHH!!!

I better ask for some calculation from my personal tutor...

And now I'm trying not to stress, depress or pressure myself too much... Kinda worry that I can't hold on too long O_O



Gonna think positive so I got the mood to keep myself moving on, especially to do my FYP!!!

Worst Night...

So many things happened... I mean, tonight is definitely not a good night for me... Feel a little depressed... Depression occurs when lots of bad things happen to us at the same time... =(



Need to find something to do so I could distract myself from all the bad things...

It Has Arrived!!!

When I got it and get back to my home, I turned out to be a cam whore... But not the type of cam whore where I keep taking the pictures of myself, but something much more important =P


(Utada Hikaru Single Collection Vol. 2 Limited Edition =P)

(Kuma Charm... Looks kinda special =D)

(Utada This Is The One UK Version Front Cover)

(Utada This Is The One UK Version Back Cover)

(Best of all, Mio's Key Chain Straps!!! KAWAIIIIIIII~~~)




How much fun could it be for me??? Hahaha~~~
And there goes a chunk of my money (T_T)

Depression...

Was kinda depressed as my results was kind of... Sad I will say... After 5 semesters (and its like 3rd year as well), I'm getting a "Fail" module which I don't really like to see it appearing... I do admit I did badly on the coursework but I remember very well that I did quite well on my exam... All I can conclude is that the lecturer is somehow dislike us (Yes... I'm not the only one failed) and only lesser than 10 people pass... This sounds ridiculous isn't it???

Oh well... Was kinda depressed as my results are not satisfying me at all... Kinda last for 1 whole day... All I did to fight back the depression??? Sleep and play, non-stop... At least I'm feeling much more positive now and not one-sided thinking...




I must not give up so soon... Gotta work hard as well... I still have my final year project... Gotta work on it...
Ganbatte!!!

Heart Throbbing...

Somehow, I feel kinda nervous... Maybe is it because after a year and more, I manage to have dinner with her... Usually there will be more people... But this time, she is alone... So I really hope we can eat together more... Or maybe I should tell her not to rely on instant noodle too much from now on... Haha xD...

This might be quite a big impact on me... What will happen at tonight's dinner??? Will I manage to find the answer I've been looking for???

And yes... I must leave an impression on her so that she will eat with us more frequent if she is alone... (>.<)



While I was typing this, my heart is still throbbing... (>.<)

Ang Powzzzzz~~~

Nothing much more satisfying than collecting Ang Pows during CNY... Haha...

Still haven't open my red packets... It is better to open them after the 15 days of CNY... I can't wait to open and see how much I've got... Noooooo!!!

Will be updating some CNY photos =D

The Truth...

If hard to get along with certain people... And I was once an anti-social person... Now I'm trying my best to get as friendly as possible... But on the other side, there are people that do not appreciate it...

=/

Life's tough eh??? (>.<)

Is in CNY mood now... =D

Finale...

All that's left are window cleaning... And hence, our house is ready for Chinese New Year... Yay~~~

Although we delayed quite some time, but we at least manage to clean the house in time... (Hoho~~~)

And when CNY comes, there are lots of entertainment for me... And it will be the final period where I can enjoy like this... Haha...

Wishing everyone a happy moment during Chinese New Year ^.^

Waiting For This Moment...

(A picture worth a thousand words)

And this is what I'm feeling and preparing for CNY... LOL~~~

Aren't the pics are cute??? =P

Relaxing Week...

Exam's over... Enjoying this relaxing week... Then here comes Chinese New Year... Can say that this would be the last time I can relax like this... After that would be a tough day ahead... So I'm gonna enjoy now to the max!!! ROAR!!!

Bought Little Big Planet 2 as well... Hehe... Can spend some time to play it ^.^

And tomorrow I can try to eat Crepes... I've been waiting that for few months... LOL!!!

Lastly...

Was trying to use back my style for the blog but somehow Google Chrome screws up my fonts and colors palette... Well... Screw it =D

Reporting in...

Last paper for this Friday and here comes CNY... ;)

First Paper...

Officially screwed =D

All I can hope for is they rebalance the marks for this module... >.<
Since I expected this paper to score low, then I have to rely on my other modules to score higher...

I can do it~!!!
Yoshhhhh~~~

State Of Confusion...

For a moment I thought it was real... But it does have some reasons behind that causes this...

We are humans but we do have different lifestyle, knowledge, experiences, etc etc...
But I do want to type this thing out, (I don't mind if he is going to read this)

Is not that I'm comparing myself but it is undeniable that someone has a better experience with something compared to me... In this case, is about relationship with a person...

I mean, come on... I'm not a God, I'm not a Cupid, I'm not someone that falls in love before... How the hell do you expect me to know that they are dating??? And because of some name calling, it turn out to be an unfavorable situation... Plus, love relationship is something that can be very hard to be distinguished... For a second a couple may be together... But for the next second they might break up...

What I'm trying to say is, it is quite unfair for someone who were blamed or misunderstood for flirting with a girl he loves... The main thing is, I'm the victim in this case...
How the hell will I know they were dating to begin with??? How the hell do I know if they were joking around for the sake of fun??? Obviously, if I know earlier, I don't even bother about it...

I do admit that I have no experiences in love... So do you expect me to know that you are dating??? Even an expert in love can hardly confirm that a couple is dating or not...

If a girl sit next to a guy, you can't just judge it that they are dating...
So is the same as when a guy flirt with a girl, you can't judge that they are dating as well...

The purpose for me to type this thing out because I really feel a little unfairness upon me... Is like you are being hated for nothing, and that is what I really dislike in my entire life... Being misunderstood and hated... It is definitely not something that I can tolerate... (Hint hint =D)



Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~
Now I feel so relieved... Thanks God for creating blog for me to release my expression...

FYI, the "conversation" between me and him last around 20 minutes... I'm so glad is not like gonna happen for years... LOL...
And comes into surprise, the "conversation" was settled down when he start to say that he is dating with her...
If he said that earlier, the "conversation" will even end earlier... LOLZZZZZZ~~~

And hell yes... That bastard gonna owe me a dinner or lunch or whatever... I'm gonna force him to treat me something expensive and I don't give a damn... So much for causing this "conversation"...

WILD LIFE Concert Live @ Yokohama Arena!!!

Currently enjoying Utada Hikaru's WILD LIFE Concert Live @ Yokohama Arena...

To be honest, I've watched it once before... Now I'm reminiscing the feelings in the concert that I missed... =)

But this will be the last concert from Utada... Hope to look forward for more news from her in the future... I just can't wait what new songs she will be singing after that... ^.^



Utada-chan, Ganbatte ne!!! Anata wa daisuke desu!!!

Happy New Year 2011!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Booo!!! And here comes year 2011~~~
Welcoming 2011, and welcoming my exams too (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!)~~~

So much happened during 2010... Really a lot that I don't really remember what has happened as well... LOL... And yeah... I did mention that I will post what I did during year 2010... But then, I can hardly type it out cause I really did a lot of things and I can't remember much about it... Maybe I will try to note everything down what happened and then only post it up here... =P

And now, I really hope this year will be a good year for me and everyone else... And this year will be the most crucial year for me... T___T



Logging off~~~