Miracle???

Probably I might need to take back what I said yesterday... Let me put it accordingly:



"For some reason, although I am meeting him tonight, I got a feeling it will be some sort of hi-bye type of relationship... Is like, you meet each other for the first time, enjoy the time together and then, that's it..."

It is not a hi-bye relationship... Not at all... We planned to meet again anytime soon... Not sure about him but I really looking forward to seeing him again...


"It won't be a long lasting one which I am looking forward to.."

Things might be different from how it seems... Still not confirmed as of now since we still need more time to find out but if everything turns out great, it will definitely be a long lasting one...


"Perhaps I am not his type or the type that could satisfy him..."

Seems like I am completely his type and most importantly, I am able to give him what he wants (this is really a miracle)... I am not able to feel what he feel but based on his expression, I can see how much he enjoy it... And I can't believe this is the very first time I topped someone till they come handsfree while he rides me (and he look so gorgeous at that moment >.<)


"However, if there is a spark ignited between both of us after tonight, this is definitely a miracle to me..."

And hence, the spark might be ignited and this is another miracle coming for me...



I am still trying to keep everything subtle so that he can slowly accept me more... I do not want to rush because I know I will become pushy at some point... And when the right moment comes, I will ask him to be my partner, seal the deal and make him and me mine and his forever...


Now... Will everything turns out as what I wanted??? I really hope it does this time :P

How Will It Be???

For some reason, although I am meeting him tonight, I got a feeling it will be some sort of hi-bye type of relationship... Is like, you meet each other for the first time, enjoy the time together and then, that's it... It won't be a long lasting one which I am looking forward to... Perhaps I am not his type or the type that could satisfy him... However, if there is a spark ignited between both of us after tonight, this is definitely a miracle to me...

I really do not have high hopes on this because he can definitely find someone better than me... As long as he enjoys it, I would be happy as well :)

When will the time comes???

Another One...

Previously it was "S" that made me unable to sleep for days... Now that I have know "S" more and able to settle down completely as a friend, here comes another young guy... "J", which I personally approached him from the forum, he gives me a feeling that he is a fragile guy and need someone to be on his side all the time... Of course, it is important to know him first before engaging into anything further and hence, we had some conversation beforehand... From our conversation, these are the things I know about him so far:

1. Decent looking and slowly improving body shape
2. Humble and nice
3. Love to share stories
4. Fetish for nice pecs and arms
5. Horny everyday like me LOLZ

I can't tell much but based on his response, he seems to adore my body so that should be good enough for me to know haha xD

However, I try not to conclude anything or being too pushy on him... I don't want to make any mistakes that could spoil this friendship... It is important to keep a proper distance until the day we meet... I hope it is going to be a good first meeting for us lolz...



Let me be your guide :D

Planning...

First of all, I need to plan when and how my trip to Kuching will be... Initially, I am planning for a 3D2N visit at Kuching and then fly to Sabah from Kuching for an island trip but I am unsure how much that will cost me yet... If just assume that I am travelling around Kuching only, then 5D4N will be more than enough for me... Of course, I will be travelling with him and since he is saving his money, island trip with him might not sound favourable for him... Although I can cover his accommodation, but he still need to have some cash on hand for other expenses... This is what I have to think about thoroughly before proceeding with the plan to Sabah island trip...

May would be the best month to visit... Just a month plus left for all the plannings but it should not be a problem since I have nothing urgent to do from my job right now... Can spend more time on the planning haha :D



ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

Sunburn...

Yes... I went for a swim in the afternoon on a non-covered swimming pool... What do I expect in this situation??? Lolz...

Right now, my entire back (upper back, around my shoulder) was red since yesterday and I can still feel the tingling burning sensation... No severe discomfort so everything is just fine :D

Frankly speaking, I enjoy morning or evening swim rather than night swim lolz...



No more noon swim unless I'm going for snorkeling trip HAHAHAHA!!!

Unsatisfied...

Gogobebe (고고베베) was not so satisfying... The trailer was damn good and it turns out that was not the chorus but the climax for the song... However I am pretty sure of one thing, the song was not up to my expectation but the instrumental version of this song is definitely lit as fuck... Like seriously, the beat of the music piece is so well arranged that nobody could resist bopping to it... Unfortunately, they do not have an instrumental version for this song :'(

Now, I'm testing out all the other tracks... Hopefully I can find one that I like from their latest EP White Wind...

다들 난리가 나 나 난리가 나~~~

MAMAMOO Comeback...

Any new song released by Perfume and Utada or comebacks from BLACKPINK are definitely something I get hyped about... Now, I have to add another group of artist into my list: MAMAMOO...

Even though it is just a trailer, DAMN!!! I am falling in love with it... Wind Flower was the song that gets me into MAMAMOO and I am really glad I did hahahaha!!!

2 more days for the release of Gogobebe full song :P

My Lust...

As I am a constantly horny and high in libido, it does not mean I would like to fulfill my sexual pleasure every minute... I mean, when I see a hot guy that really caught my attention, yes... I will fantasize and that's when I am horny... But still, I am able to control myself perfectly such as when I am in the public, I will keep it cool completely... However, when I am in the mood of cruising, I will not hesitate or keep myself cool at all because I am ready to fulfill my lust... This will only happen when I am in the sauna or steam room with 1 or 2 people (of course, one of the guy is someone I have my eyes on already) and that's how I am assure that I will have fun for the night... People may thought I am a slut for sexual desire or something... Probably I am, BUT ONLY when I am in the mood and in the sauna or steam room... Public is a definitely no-no for me because I don't feel comfortable doing that as well...

So, to clear all the doubts, I will only indulge myself with sexual pleasures with someone once in a while but not every time... I know what are the limits when it comes to having sexual fun...



Isn't it great if I found a partner that is hot as fuck LOLZ!!!

Hmmmm...

This thought suddenly crosses my mind... I mean, S10+ costs 3.7k and it is a mobile phone... But with that 3.7k, I could actually buy myself a Nintendo Switch with few games and I still have balance of 1k plus... Isn't this more worthy since I can play lots of game with my NS??? Or instead of that, I can spend 3.7k for other things such as vacation... Eventually, I did not regret at all... I really enjoy my new phone since this is my second time to indulge myself on such luxurious gadget... And the reason why I did not plan for a vacation now is because this year, I prefer to go holiday with someone rather than myself... I do not mind if I'm going to spend up to 2k as long as I am going with someone... Who will it be, I'm not sure of myself but I believe it will happen at least once... I will not hesitate to spend for a vacation this year because I do not want my 2019 to be as mundane as 2018... Life is meant to enjoy (YOLO)!!!



Always make yourself happy first, then you are only able to pass on the happiness to others :D

S10+!!!

FINALLY I GOT MY S10+ WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!! Really loving it a lot given that it has a bigger screen ratio compared to my S7 Edge and the One UI is seriously fun to use... I love every inch of the phone and so far, I am satisfied with it... Worth the price I am paying for... However, there are still a few setbacks that I notices from this phone:

1. The camera - I thought it was supposed to magnificent but when I took some pics indoor (basically it is a small room), the quality was absolutely unimpressive... Not sure if it was due to bad lighting or what but come on... I have yet to try it outdoors with bright sky but so far, I am disappointed I would say... Have to do more testing with it first...

2. The fingerprint scanner - Everything works perfect except one condition: When your finger is cold and out of blood... The ultrasonic scanner requires your body heat in order for it to detect... Well, it is a good thing given that nobody can steal your fingerprint to use it hence you must be present with your finger to unlock it... Just that sometimes, when you are too cold, blood does not circulate through your fingers and that would be an issue to unlock it...

3. Watching videos - Thought that videos will look better in 720p or 1080p (Youtube or any other things) but it was disappointing as well... Have yet to try 4k videos... Hope it never disappoints me on this...


Another thing that impresses me the most besides the phone, is the Galaxy Buds... Never have I ever used an in-ear earphone that felt ultimately comfortable in my entire life... I really have to give it a 5 out of 5 for the comfortableness... Audio quality wise, I may need to test more... Design looks great and everything else just looks great to me...



Do not know what to type liao... Too good until I am out of things to type...

Phew...

Finally... Last Friday was a hell for me... In fact, last week was a total hell for me... I managed to pull myself through and get the job done... So glad that my brain functioning properly and able to smoothly solve all the issues... Felt like a burden was taken off me... It was fantastic I have to say...

Moving on, this week is an exciting week for me... I'm getting my S10+ this Wednesday and I am still thinking if I should take a whole day off or just half of the day... Dilemma as fuck right now... Since my Galaxy Note Edge which I bought it with my own money, this S10+ will be my 2nd phone to do so... I usually never willing spend a huge amount of money on mobiles unless I really set my eyes on it... I will cherish this very moment...

Regarding my love life, met a Thai-Chinese mix guy... Not sure how things will be going for us so I will just let it go naturally... The gym guy??? We have set a line as friend between both of us, nothing less, nothing more... Another guy I met in Leisure Mall, he seems to get it at this point... I don't hate him or dislike him but he is just not the type I would date... Being friend is fine... Finally, I still feel being closest with the "N" guy... And I still hoping to have a lovely meal with the "FM" girl :P

So far, life is still good and I'm able to pull myself together... It's going to be a good good March for me :D



BRING IT ON!!!