Dead Meat...

I'm officially screwed... The entertainments are here when I'm getting busy with my uni life... Damn it...

Boo =(

Overloading...

Feels sad... Depressed... Feels like crying... Saw most of my Year 3 friends doing their FYP and they seems like finishing up their programming... And me??? What have I done???

Sometimes is really hard to accept why am I so suck in programming... Can my dream really come true??? Can I really be a game programmer 1 day??? I really doubt about that...

To begin with, why am I taking Computer Science as my course???

Sigh...

Got nothing much to brag about... Just that I can feel the aura of intensity starts to engulf me... Intensity of what??? Intensity of workloads...

But I must do it no matter what... Is my last month anyway... Gotta get over it, finish it, submit it, and of course must score at least 70 for my FYP (LOL)...

Sounds crazy though... Sounds impossible but I will try my best... =)

Will try to find some pictures to post up on my sweet little-tiddle blog... =D

Tough Life #2...

Thought of continue ranting about it but gave up now... Cause I know if I continue rant about it, it won't do me any good as well... What I can do??? Try the best... Give all I can... Do not give up... Just 2 more months to go and I'm officially free... Yes... That's what I'm suppose to think of...

But kinda sad that no shops in Sungai Wang sells Ar Tonelico Qoga... Next week... =(

Tough Life...

I might be a little late to start doing my programmings but the main problem is not I'm lazy or what... Is just that there are no determination in driving me to program something that I tried to do last semester and ended up getting nothing... Maybe there is a problem with me where I didn't try hard enough to look for the solution to solve the database connection problem but I really tried getting through it with other people, struggling and discussing on how to deal with it to get the things working and in the end, everything seems sad... Very sad...

I don't have the talent in programming and I don't know why I took Computer Science as my major... But I do realise that my ambition is towards this section and maybe its not towards programming... There are some programming languages I love but somehow when it get deeper, it is like crushing me down, demoralising me to do it...

"Tried every single little thing, manage to overcome it, another problem occurs again"

The phrase above is well known among all programmers... There are no single programmer in this world will admit that they do not encounter such problem... That is what a programmer life is...

Got to go for now... Ranting to be continued...

Oh My...

After watching Glee, I started to feels like I'm part of a Glee member...

(>.<)

Really regret for watching Glee... It makes me feels like singing as well... Haih...

Is it the time for me to make my own songs now???

LOL!!!

Just kidding =P

Glee~~~

Just love the way they mash up the songs with their style... And I think I'm falling in love with Glee =D

Just can't stop watching... And I'm worry I'm watching a little bit too fast... If I watch too fast, I will ended up nothing to watch, which is bad...

How???

Season 1... Please be completed asap... T_T

Hard to resist myself from watching season 2... T_T

HoN 2.0...

Its just getting much more interesting now... =D

New heroes, and the newly introduced cash shop... What should I buy??? (>.<)

But why do I always feels like during Year 3, all the best things always comes out??? Is it really that much fun to play a fool on us gamers??? =.=

Gotta work hard =(

Uncomfortable...

Sometimes, I do hesitate to post something that crosses my mind on Facebook... Is like, I'm kinda worried that other family members of mine will start questioning me... Is it because I'm a little too sensitive with these things??? Or I'm just thinking too much???

For example, this morning one of my friend added me as his sister... In real life I don't mind he thought of me like that cause I knew he was joking... But in Facebook, not many people will take it as a joke, and the worst thing is they think is real!!!

Although I didn't experience something like this, but I really have a strong feeling that one day it will happen... So here is a question:

"When I got a girlfriend, should I put it up in my Facebook??? As in changing it from 'Single' to 'In relationship'???"

Lol... Kinda struck my mind huh??? But I think most probably I will... Haha =D

18th of March...

Ok... Tomorrow is a big day... Not because of coursework or assignment or FYP submission but it is the release date of HoN 2.0!!! *Yayyyy*

Lol... Kinda waited for a long time... At last got something new to play with...

Wait... Wait a minute... New things to play again??? What about courseworks??? Assignments??? FYP???

May God bless me just for 1 day... Tomorrow only T_T

Please Don't...

When I was reading through an E-mail sent by the Students Association in Nottingham, somehow there is something that caught my attention:

"P/S: To our fellow graduating students, this is the time to have a wonderful time with your friends during the Annual Dinner 2011, as the Graduation Ball will not be organized this year."

I mean, HOLY SHIT!!! If the Graduation Ball is the Graduation Ceremony, and if its not gonna be organized this year, THEN I'M IN A REALLY HELL OF TROUBLE!!! GAHHHHHH!!!

Curse it... Dang it... Damn it... I just don't get it why when I have so much things troubled with, there goes another 2 troubles... Is like 1 trouble settle, 2 new troubles arrives...

Seriously... I really mean seriously... For once I'm gonna say this:

"FML"

Thank you.

My White Jacket...

Its such a heartbreak when I saw my white jacket having black strips on it... And where did those black strips came from??? The dust sticking on my cupboard... =.=

Screw u dust!!! You are giving me extra work to clean off the strips of dust on my jacket!!!

Anyway, today was not supposed to have lecture but there is a replacement lecture... Monday blues is what they say huh??? Lol...

Tsunami in Japan...

Its really sad to hear that Japan was struck by tsunami on Friday (11th March 2011) evening...

Heard this news from my friend before we leaving for steamboat...

Praying for everyone in Japan to be safe and sound and that is all I can do...

My condolences to the victims of the tsunami in Japan... I love Japan as much as I love my family...

May Japan recover back to its usual...

*Prays*

Friendships???

Kinda sad to hear that one of our close friend is trying to keep himself away from us... If he really gets annoyed just because we force him to go somewhere, then I'm really gonna pissed off at him... So much for us to ask you to go properly but you did not appreciate it...

In fact, if you are really pissed off, you better do it on me alone and not with the others because I really hate things like that to happen...

I might look good and friendly in the outside, but at the same time I can be bastard as well if you treat us like bastards...

Phewww... Feel much better now...

Hope he realise what's happening around him... We still respect you as our dearest friend and we do not want to break this friendship, especially me... =(

Changes On My Profile...

Not to say that I have nothing to do, but since I need to post more in my blog, so I decided to say that I have changed my profile picture... (Hehe =P)

Well... I made my profile much more personal now although I will post up some of my wives' updates...

I just do not want too many people know about my profile... Gotta keep some as secrets... Hehe...

Nothing special happened today besides playing Little Big Planet 2 with 3 controllers... And it was totally disastrous... (>.<)

And this Friday I'm going for steamboat... Weeeeeeeeee~~~ (^.^)

The Miracle of Blog...

I've just realise how good to have a personal blog... During happy times, nor sad times, I can just post whatever I want... The best part is, not many people knew I have a blog =D

Sometimes, I do thought of this...

"Should I let other people know that I have a blog???"

"Is it kinda lame to have a blog without anyone else knows about it???"

"Isn't it keeping a personal blog like this to yourself is almost like talking to yourself in a mirror???"

I did consider all the questions above... Although I'm not really sure is there any other people else besides me to have a blog without other people knowing it...

Actually, not to say that totally nobody knows I have a blog... I did "promote" my blog for like last 2 years, when I just made this blog not long ago... But after that, my friends that knows I have a blog don't really blog anymore (LOL)...

After a thorough thought about it, I realise that having a personal blog without anyone knows is a good thing... Cause I remember there's times where I go back through my old posts, reminiscing my past... I can say it is still hidden somewhere in my memory... (Haha... I sound like an old man)

What I mean is the feelings that you get by reminiscing the past... Precious memory always unforgettable... Good, happy things worth posting it out for some laughter... Sad, unhappy moments worth posting out to express emotions...

Seriously, where else you can express yourself like that??? If u feel unhappy and you do not want other people to know about it, blog is the place for you to do it... If you feel angry or not satisfied with someone, you can just express it in your blog...

I swear that when I gets even older, I will go back through all the posts I have posted in this blog... I might even just keep it for my grandchildren to read it =D

So I gotta work harder in posting more posts... (>.<)

New Style...

Changed the design for once in my lifetime... Though I wanted to code it myself but looking at the HTML codes provided is much harder to change anything in it... This means I can hardly catch what their coding does...

Oh well... I better stick to what it is supposed to be... Water droplets sticking at the window as the background... I like that =D

Maybe I should try to change some of the col---...

HEY WAIT... I'm supposed to do my FYP now... #$%@#$@#$#$!!!

Headache~~~

Its been a long time since I have headache... But when talk about headache, there is one period where I was having constant headache for like, 1 week and plus??? It was torturing even when I take Panadol... Gahhh... Was wishing not to experience that suffering moment again...

Came across something cool...

This freaking picture is really laughing my head off... More like my ass (LMAO)... Lol...

After this, it will be a busy weekend... Weeee~~~ Words typing spree has arrived~~~