Monday, October 10, 2022

Busy Busy Busyyy~~~

It is almost a month since I post anything in my blog... First of all, I've changed to a new job a month ago and I was totally occupied with it and I don't even have time to think about what to post... And at the same time, I don't have any interesting thing to post about as I was exhausted by the time I finish my work... I even spend lesser time on the gym for the last 1 month... Things were quite hectic and I did not manage to spend a lot of "my time"... During that 1 month, I was very emotional as well due to a lot of stuff happening... Thank goodness, things are getting slightly better for now...

One thing I realise why I felt quite emotional was because I feel a little lonely recently... Lonely in a sense that I miss someone, and I am so eager to meet him again but not sure if things will work out like how I want it to be... Even I get to know some new friends, I felt like they are not going to stay for long...

Another reason would be how unfair I am being treated right now... I felt like I am being taken advantage to a point where I don't really care at all, as if I am soulless, like an empty vessel...



I was supposed to enjoy my 3 straight days rest but my last 3 days are just as exhausting as my working days... What is the point of this long break???



Wish that my mood gets back to normal quickly...