Perfume WORLD TOUR 4th...

I was waiting for this announcement and the moment I saw the news that they have announced the locations, I was totally happy... But in a split second as I going through the list, it was so disheartened to found out that not even a single ASEAN country was selected for their tour... I mean come on, Malaysia is difficult... Singapore used to have it twice... Hong Kong always have the huge fandom group there and yet not even selected??? What is going on with their agents/organisers???

As a huge fan of Perfume and realise that I can't even afford to go to their closest tour location (Shanghai or Taipei) totally made my day gloomier than ever...

Guess I will just sit at home and move on with my mundane life...



Perfume WORLD TOUR 4th - Failed to attend...

Disappointments...

I have so fucking many things that I need to do or settle but I never make good use of the time to do so... I am utterly disappointed with myself right now because I felt like I am a complete loser or useless guy... There are just too many things going on that I can barely cope with...

COME ON JOEY!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!! WAKE UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT AND STOP BEING A LAZY FATASS!!!

I will make good use of my coming weekend long holiday to settle up all my things once and for all... No more excuses...



Dear brain... Please don't run away from me...

Lolz Me...

It is kinda stupid of me to have the thought of auditioning for Korean entertainment company (YG, SM Town, etc etc) at this age... I guess this idea sparks out due to the fact that I wanted to know and see how much I can progress being a vocalist... Until today, I did not take any initiative to audition for one but whenever I saw those auditioning news, I will somehow feel regret for not joining one lolz...

I enjoy singing a lot and I am constantly training my vocal (not in a professional way though) by experimenting with my voice... I am really unsure how far I can go with my vocal and not that I can compose or write my own lyrics at this point... My dream of being a vocal artist is still far to go AHAHAHAHHA!!!



Why la... Why you like this gehh???

GG-ed!!!

Ok... Never expect myself to be on a tight budget this month out of a sudden... Hopefully I can survive through this month end... Bless myself lolz...

Moving on to my life... Nothing much besides financially struggling... Enjoying my Two Point Hospital a lot and really kept looking forward to play it (wish I can play it in my office lolz)... And within this month, I have congratulated so many people in my life LOLZ... Wonder when people will start congratulating me lolololol!!!



Damn I don't know what else to type... My life is getting mundane!!!

Slow Paced...

Not complaining but felt that my days are passing by slower than it seems... Although now is closer to mid of the month, I really hope next year January comes as soon as possible... There are so many things in my mind that I need to clear off... Depressing??? Not... Exhausting??? Kinda... Enjoying??? Neutral... Overall??? Mehhh...

I do have a few games that I wanted to play right now... I should think about my games more lolz...

Talking about him, things are going dull, not in a bad way just no conversation between us... The thing is, he never intended to start a conversation with me so if I keep on messaging him everyday, it felt like I am being too clingy... Well... At least this is a good thing... I won't keep thinking about him... Less one thing to fill my mind lolz...

To sum up, I just want time to passes by quicker right now >.<



FAST FORWARD~~~

Emotional Ride...

The fact that I actually enjoy messaging with this guy makes me feel what a love is... But at the same time, I can imagine how hurting it is if things never goes right between us... The effort, time and emotion that we placed in would have a big drawback if it stops at some point... Now I can imagine why people that broke up have such a strong emotional ride... I may feel a little how it goes when I think about it and it really sucks... Nevertheless, it is all about what is best for the other people... Sometimes, we have to give up something just to see the other person happier... Love is something that can change drastically and instantly LOLZ

My conversation with him mostly are personal, and sometimes sexually comforting... I would say comforting because it is arousal and at the same time, the compliments we gave each other makes us feel more confident in some ways... And when it comes to this, we both agreed to try and fulfill our desires... Of course, we don't just talk about sexual things... We did discuss about how to make myself look more stylish, and how to make him smell better... It is just purely love, caring about each other well being and do what's best for both so that we can appreciate each other more in some ways...

I have involved myself in such situation where I tend to chat with a person and always hoping that they will reply everyday... Well, some of them did reply but always a single line reply... I mean, I would not blame them because I did the same thing to certain people but that is purely because I am not interested in them... Eventually, as time goes by, I understands how this world works lolz... I will never blame them... However, this guy, he tend to keep a long conversation with me... Although he rarely initiate a conversation, but he will share and discuss a lot when he is free which tells me that he is really interested with me... Being able to chat with him every night has changed my night time lifestyle drastically as well and frankly speaking, I am always looking forward to it...



Right now, I can say that I will cherish this very moment with him... Whatever happens in the future, let it be in the future...

When the time comes, it will come...

The "Not So" Short Story...

This is another short story of mine that I had encountered few days ago...

It begins on the day where I personally messaged him and asked him to add me through WeChat. Firstly, he was curious about the sauna theme which he will be visiting soon. Unfortunately, I was not a fan of that theme and I can't really help him much. Eventually, we still agreed to meet up together on Saturday night since it has been a long time I visited one.

I drove my car to his hotel and reached earlier just to avoid traffic. Waited him for almost 2 hours and sadly, he did not inform me that he changed to another hotel. To be frank, I was very pissed and almost gave up in meeting him because I need to drive all the way to his previously mentioned hotel while he was staying very close to my home. I have to drive all the way back just to pick him up and head to the sauna which is close to his firstly mentioned hotel. I was sad deep inside because he never even bothered to say sorry on the spot (it is his fault to begin with because he never inform me at all until the very last minute). I proposed to a nearer sauna because the traffic will not be favourable to go the sauna he wanted to go. Unfortunately, he still insisted and so we move on with it. I may be a little dissatisfied but I'm not a sour guy. He wasted some of my time but he did make up for it by paying for my sauna which it was nice (and he did apologise at some point about not telling me he had changed his hotel). Therefore, we reached the sauna, entered together, changed together, and continue on with what we are supposed to.

My first impression on him: He is tall as fuck, not muscular but still has the buff look, and has a tattoo.

We went to the shower first. Not together. When I was showering alone, there was another guy showering as well. I just pretended everything is normal and while I was washing myself, the guy smack my butt softly (not sure if I am happy or proud to be gifted with this bubbly butt) and smiled at me. It was fine for me so I just smiled back, shower a little bit more, dry myself up and head to where he is. He was done as well, wrapping himself up and we leave the shower area together.

We straight head towards the dark maze without hesitation. Both of us took off the towel, hang it up and barge in deep inside the maze. The feeling of having body to body was absolutely fantastic and we just try to get to the deepest area. Once we found our spot, we started making out. He is very good with his oral skills. His kiss may not be passionate enough but I can still cope with it. As we started kissing, I knew is a smoker. While kissing, we both played each other nipples with our fingers and I have to say he has a nice body to touch. Of course, it would be even better if he is muscular (lolz). We were enjoying it for around a minute or two and he started to go down on me. He mentioned that he loves to suck and to my surprise, he really did a great job on sucking. He is the very first guy that could actually make me cum from receiving a blowjob. As he started to blow me, I can't resist in moaning and it attracted a few guys over as well. While I was still moaning, the other guys start to play with my body and eventually a guy just start licking my nipples which aroused me even more (and I moaned even louder). The pleasure from both nipple and dick was driving my mind wild, an absolute pleasure. Of course, while I was being served, most of the time my hands were on his body because I really love touching his body a lot. It goes on for a few minutes and I believe he is tired from squatting so he stood up and we just hug and kiss each other, shunning away all the other guys. Because of his body shape, I really really enjoy hugging him so much. After awhile, we move to the bed area and lie down together with a few more guys lying around. It was quite packed but we still managed to fit at one corner. As he lies down on his back, I gotta do something back to him. With my breathing, I exhale gently on his neck and he seems to love it a lot. Slowly, I approach to his nipple and start licking, sucking and swirl his nipple with my tongue all around. He is excited. I told myself that he must not stop moaning hence I move on by licking his other nipple, and start to kiss his whole body. Not long after, this is where things get interesting.

I was on top of him all the time and he really enjoy it. After savouring his body, I decided to do something naughty. I place myself in a position like a frog (on my four while both of my legs like a frog's back leg) on top of him and move both of my hands behind his body. While my entire front body is in contact with his, I started humping (not anal) slowly while moaning right next to his ears softly. And I started to go quicker, moan louder and things just got even better when we heard other people moaning around the bed. It lasted for at least 5 minutes as we both enjoy body to body contact most of the time. It was lovely. I whispered to him that we should go try the steam room now. He agreed and we both stand up, leave the maze and head towards the steam room.

We walk straight into the darkest area within the steam room. Without thinking much, we find a spot, sit down and started off with making out. To my surprise, both of us have a very good chemistry when it comes to this. Eventually, we both know where to place our leg instantly to ensure that we are sitting in the most comfortable yet easy to reach with our hands. After a minute of making out, he wants me to lie on top of him again (he really enjoy that and so do I). Like what we did previously in the dark maze, we enjoy the moment of humping and moaning. The only difference this time is we are both wet. Like completely wet and the humping feels more comfortable and we both moaned even louder than before. It does attracted some other guys but sorry to say, we both dominated the entire steam room with our actions and moans. It felt even more fun and comfortable hugging him while both of us are wet. After 5 minutes, he asked me to lie on my back this time. I have to admit it was my first time doing a 69 inside a steam room (luckily the steam room is not blazing hot and the bench is big enough for us to do so). While he is on his four, we just suck each other's dick without hesitation (he is fucking endowed) and it was so much fun while sucking with my hands on his ass all the time.

Both of us was thirsty and we decided to grab a drink at the cafe and chill for awhile after the steam. We rest for 10 minutes and we went back to the dark maze for another round. The same thing happened again in the dark maze when he goes down on me and my moan starts to attract a crowd. Again, some of the guys started licking my nipples and I moaned even louder. After awhile, he stood up and ask me to lean my back against his body. While my back is in contact with his front body, he start caressing all over my chest and I use one of my hand to handjob him as well. The fun goes on for 2 minutes and this time, I requested him to switch place with me. I want to feel his body to the fullest right now. By using both of my hands, I caress his entire body as wild as I could and giving him some handjobs in between. The combination of caressing and deep, timed breathing is all we need to get each other turned on. I kissed his back and neck in the most sensual way and things get too comfortable to let go. Eventually, we stopped at some point and leave the dark maze as the crowd gets rough on both of us.

As we left the dark maze, we decided to take a shower together. Out of the blue while we were showering, I asked him if he had try shower fun? He replied no and without hesitant, I show him how it was done. With soap on my hand and standing behind him, I slowly rub his entire body, as sensual as it could be. From the front and to the back and even his dick, I ensure that not even a spot was left out. Next thing, I moved to his front, face to face and get even more soap and hug him while rubbing his back. Of course, I soaped by front body a little and start to rub my entire body against him. This type of sensual shower fun will never fail to give me a hard on instantly. He seems to enjoy it as well and get the idea of what shower fun is about. He get some soap on his hand and start rubbing my body as well. For some reason, it turns out explicitly sexual because there were another 3 guys watching us. We did not stop and continue on because this is what shower fun is all about. Things were going great until a guy desperately wanted to suck his dick, which he told me that the guy suck him roughly and he dislike it. Hence, we stopped halfway, shower off the soap, put on a towel and leave the shower area. I was fine with it because my purpose of going sauna this time is solely to accompany him.

If I say I did not enjoy, it is definitely a lie. However, both of us did not choose to cum and that's how the night ends.

I sort of miss the moment where we had our body to body contact while writing this up :)

Peranakan...

Interesting... This is interesting and my life is getting interesting... Lolz... In my entire life, I do not know any Peranakan (Baba Nyonya) people and I never expect myself to meet one and it seems like he will be someone I am interested with... I'm not saying we are in a relationship yet but at least we are going somewhere... Regardless of how this will end up, I got a good feeling about it lolz...



To be continued tomorrow... Need to leave the office right now!!!