Errrmmmm...

(Not what I ordered actually >.<)

Wanted to find a picture to upload... But I just have no idea what to upload... Therefore, I picked the most delicious one to upload it :)

God bless the Magnum??? Or, God bless me??? Or, what am I talking???

Is gonna be New Year soon... Christmas just over and I really don't feel like I did anything much... Just... Eat sleep and play??? As usual though xD



Enjoy the ice cream :)

I Think I Had Enough...

The title says it... I really have enough... I would love to learn things but not by expecting me to do every single thing when you just demand/order me to do it... You already took a long week holiday and yet you EXPECT me to take over the things you have been doing WHEN I have loads of things to do myself? You EXPECT me to temporary take over your things while I need to struggle myself to support a country with an exact 11 hours time zone differences? You EXPECT me to do the presentation to our SVP while you are away on that week? You EXPECT me to follow every single shit while you are going to enjoy your holiday? You EXPECT me to be calm when everyone supposed to be enjoying December?

Let me tell you... You may be my higher ups but let me get straight to the point:

F*** you!!! I am human and not merely just a tool for you... I really can't wait for the day when I resigned and see how the hell you gonna survive the wrath that you have been throwing at me all the time :)

Oh God I really just can't wait for that day... Like really :)

Basically you are lucky cause it is end of the year... Probably I should take the initiative to look for new jobs now :D

Oh and one more thing... I don't need your constant reminder on what is important and what's not... It is very annoying... I know what I'm doing and I know it very clearly...



Need to catch up back with some sleeps... Better rest more and be prepared for tomorrow morning :)

Oh I almost forgot I need to service my car tomorrow >.<

YEAR END!!!

There's only one thing I'm looking forward in year end...

B-O-N-U-S!!!

Ok whatever I'm really trying very hard to save money now... I already tried my best to spend lesser but I don't see any positive in my balance... Life sucks and everything sucks but I still need to move on :(



Continues to play game :P

Hello :)

I'm not sure how long I didn't blog something but oh well... Everything is just getting tougher and harder...

I'm still working very hard to find a cheap house for myself (which I don't think it will ever exists anymore...) and at the same time, learning to drive better... I do regret that I bought a car and at the same time, I am quite glad that I can drive now :)

I'm currently living in a typical struggling-to-live-in-a-better-off-lifestyle which I found out that it is not easy to achieve at all...  All I see is the rich will only be able to enjoy now...

Sad, happy, regret, sorrow, any emotions you can name it... I have all of them right now :)



Life's tough huh???

Intensity Can Kill!!!

Not sure if I'm older or what... After a few chapters of Evil Within, I need to rest myself for awhile... Usually when I play survival horror games, I can continuously play until I am really tired... Like really tired... But in this case, I forced myself to stop because it was really intensive... The stress, the fear, the "God damn it" and the "Holy Fuck" just doesn't stop in your entire gameplay... That's how intense it is...

Ok... Gonna play other game to cool myself down... Will continue tomorrow morning :D



Hyak Hyak!!!

Vacation Postponed...

Why??? Two words: Financial problem...

I think it is wise for delaying my vacation to December because this month I have a game to buy and going to Singapore next month... I can sense that my financial is utterly disrupted since last few months... Need to control my spending... Is not the same like before :'(



Better be safe than sorry... Hyak hyak!!!

Whine First, Enjoy Later...

Before I get into my main topic, let me whine something...

I really dislike the fact that my CPU is not place on a well ventilated area... The dust accumulation on my processor fan is really killing me... Do you know how blasphemy is it when you are playing game halfway and it suddenly shuts down??? Is very annoying in fact... The trouble is not to clean the CPU, but having to clean it every 3 months or less is enough to annoys me... I believe if my CPU is placed at a more open spaced spot, then it can last longer...

2nd thing to whine is my credit card... You force me to pay RM50 the moment I got the credit card??? Like for real??? I have not even used it for once... Screw you... I just wanna cancel this damn credit card as soon as possible... Like seriously screw you...

Now back to my happy thing...

(Aren't they awesome??? :D)

Yes... On Middle of October, I'll be going to the place as can be seen above... I wonder how awesome will their resort looks like??? If I really love it, I don't mind going this place once a month xD

The most awesome part is actually they have their private pool... Worth trying I think :P



VACATIONS!!! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE~~~

Urge For A Vacation...

Once in a while, I really want to go for a vacation... It is OK if it doesn't have a beach... A private pool will do in this case... The joy of owning a pool ALL DAY LONG (yes I did consider swimming for the WHOLE DAY provided that I didn't cramp or what) is totally indescribable... Found a spot with private pool and cheap which is Port Dickson Grand Lexis... Cheap and nice... Will consider this place at least once :D



I don't mind going alone but it hurts my wallet... So for now, going with a group of friends is most ideal :)

Tokyo Game Show 2014...

1 word: MAGNIFICENT!!!

This year's TGS is definitely worth it... Can't wait for all the games :)



Need to finish all the current games!!!!!!

Showered With Games...

Games to complete by this month: Tales of Xillia 2, Naruto Shippuden UNSR and Watch Dogs

Games to prepare for next month: The Evil Within

Games that I would like to play any time soon: The Sims 4

Games that I would buy when I had played all the games above: Final Fantasy Theatrhythm: Curtain Calls



I'm broke T_T

Not A Good Sign...

I did it twice in a day... Which I don't think it is a very good thing... It's not something illegal but I will feel guilty over it too much...

Need to refrain from doing it too frequent... As if I'm turning into another person now :'(



The force will be with me!!!

Tired Of It...

Two dramas in one company... I'm really getting tired of this... Why do I always have to be the middle man??? I tried not to involve myself in but no... I am always involved in it... I tried to pull myself out but I just dislike how it will ended up if I really did not give a damn about it... Am I just stupid to meddle myself in such a thing, or it was because of other thing???

Please get me out of this mess... Overall, a sudden change to such attitude is what pissing me off... And all the stupid accusation??? That is even pissing me off more... I'm trapped in the middle... If I just leave it like that, I will be less pissed off but the situation might get worst... If I meddle myself into it, it will continuously pissing me off by withstanding those attitudes but it might relieve the tension... In the end, I'm the one doing all the things...

Please just let my head cool off a little... For once...



I wonder how long I can withstand???

Getting A Hang Of It...

Vroom vroom... The joy of driving... Now I can feel it... I can feel you~~~

I wouldn't say I'm still good in parking... But driving wise I'm able to handle it... Just give me a little bit more time in parking and it shouldn't be a problem :)



Live... Life... Drive???

Not So Well...

Since yesterday I started to feel sick... Today, I am facing diarrhoea, or maybe windy stomach... Not sure about that... All I know is my stomach feels very uncomfortable now... I feel like taking MC tomorrow as well... Drowsy and tiring with minor body aches... Hope that this is not anything serious =/



Can't really think of anything to type right now...

9th Wife :D

When it comes to my wives, it is something that I'm willingly buy for sure... Although my 9th wife is something different from usual (non-gaming type of thing I would say), but it is a thing I will definitely cherish...

I would say things just going too smoothly... I do expect some challenges ahead... Wondering how thing will goes???



The number is quite close to my IC number :P

Failed...

Yes... I know... I failed to go for a swim today... I know... I'm sorry :'(

Please forgive me... Too much thing to think about... I really need a bigger hard disk for my brain right now...



Selamat~~~ Aidilfitri~~~ Kepada saudara serta saudari~~~

Raya Long Holiday...

Ok... Letme tell you... Is Raya week and somehow, I don't really know what I can do during these holidays... Except I go out with my friends and yes that is the only thing I can do... Maybe a day or two to spend on Watch Dogs too... But still, something is missing...

Oh well... Hopefully something fun comes :)



Lost!!!

May Your Soul Rest In Peace...

I'm not used to doing this but still, I am a human with feelings... Thus, my condolences to all the families involved in MH17 tragedy...

Back to my story... Tomorrow is gonna be the day I officially own a car... A CAR!!! Was supposed to be a house but ended up as a car... Not being sad though but for sure is this is not what I expect to be...
House??? Sigh...



Gotta work harder for your dreams~

Forced To Love It???

(This is Nissan Almera!)

I can honestly say, I don't like the interior design (and somewhat exterior as well) because it look very old style to me... However, I couldn't deny that it has 80% of what I need for a car and it is the cheapest I could get... Rather sad to say that this will not be the car I really love but well, gotta stick to it and love it till the end :')

Don't worry, I will love you like my other wives :D

Can't afford to buy a house now... So the only choice left is to buy a car :')

Getting A Hang Of It...

Thus the phrase 'Practice makes perfect!' is true... The more visit to the pool, the more I can learn about swimming... Can't wait for my next session for sure :)

(Came here just to spam this for fun :D)



Remember!!! Practice Makes Perfect!!!

Absolutely Satisfied!!!

My urges to swim has been satisfied at last... Like seriously... At last... And thanks to that, it makes me want to swim more regularly... I do consider this as an exercise to shed off some fats but still I love swimming... I really really do :3

Yesterday experience was great but rather disappointed with myself due to foot cramping... And of course I blame myself for not doing body warm up, straight jump into the pool right after I put my bag down... Now I understand why this is a no-no thing to do...

Gotta eat more bananas, or particularly potassium/calcium/magnesium rich food to keep my cramps away...
Now I seriously feels like visiting the pool once a week... Like seriously... Again :)



Time for a change in my lifestyle :)

Obsessive Swimming Determination Symptoms???

I could not deny that I am having Obsessive Swimming Determination Symptoms (OSDS)... I mean like seriously??? Every time I see swimming related articles such as swimming pools, beaches, swimming trunks, bikinis, or ANYTHING that are possible related with swimming is just getting a little bit too out of control for me... Yes I do admit that I really want to go for a swim... But it is just too inconvenience for me as I am staying quite far away from places with a pool access now... I really did consider about going to public pool or find the nearest club house with a pool but it is just too far away... I swear to God I tried to keep this thought away from me so it won't bug me this much but I just can't stop thinking about it...

That's when the thought of getting my own condo/service residence as soon as possible comes in... The cheapest available now will only be done within 3 years... If I want a ready built one, the price is just too unreasonable... So... 3 years then I'll be only able to enjoy swimming??? Like seriously 3 years??? I really don't think I can withstand that long...

Please stop this... I am suffocating beyond this point... My only hope to buy a ready built house is to change my current job... But from this point onwards, additional troubles kicks in... Expanding the problems will only gives me more things to think about... Sigh...



Have mercy on me :'(

Guilty But Happy...

If you ask me why, interviewing makes me guilty... But imagining that I am able to change to a new environment is what makes me happy (and the pay of course)... Really hope that I have 10 bodies so I can interview with 10 different companies at the same day :S



Wish that I have supppaaaa pawwwwaaaaaa~~~

Swimming Pool Fever...

Seriously I swear to God... I suddenly have the urge to swim my heart out... Every single day I never failed to think about swimming... What kind of disease is this???

To be honest, among all sports, swimming is my favourite... Eventually my life was not luxury enough to stay at a condo or a house with private pool... Maybe because of this, I really really love swimming???
Even if it is not a pool, beach will be suffice... But city centre will never have beaches :(

While I'm typing this post, I am trying very hard to find my own condo/service residence.. For own stay of course... But I really do not know how long it will take for me to achieve this... Financial is the main problem... I really do not know what I can do now...

Maybe a job change will be good... Higher pay, better chance to get loan for slightly expensive condos... However, finding such job will be extremely difficult... It will not be as easy going as my current job for sure...

Well... I am just going with the flow... If I managed to get a good offer, of course I will try my best to reach their level... Else, I won't complain about how bad that company will be... I always know how far I can go...

Maybe by not having a wife (yes wife as in getting married) my life will be more free and happy???

Job Interview...

Today's job interview can be described with one word: DISASTROUS!!!

Apparently, I wasted a lot of time by not using the right thing to do the first question...
As for second question... I know what it want but I just can't describe it on code...

Not sure if I'm too reliant on copy and paste but the test was definitely scary to me... T_T



Stop!!! Gotta game first :P

Losing Myself Somewhere...

After hearing what my colleague told me (who is going to change to a new job next month), I started to lose hope for the promotion that I've been waiting for... 3 years to get promoted and I had to go through the tough time with the small increment (and my colleague told me that his increment was higher than mine all this time but the differences are not much though)... What I wanna say is I'm starting to lose my interest in staying on this company... I realise that I have wasted too much time in this company... Should have left earlier although the only good thing about this company is travelling allowance...

If the promotion was slightly better, I wouldn't mind staying slightly longer... Maybe until I get my bonuses... I don't know... I really don't know... I'm kinda lost right now... Hopefully the promotion is not like what my colleague told me...

In the meantime, I am trying very hard to find a job I'm interested... Would not waste any time from today onwards... Location does not matter as it could encourage me to drive more...

Buying a new house and a new car seems to be a little difficult even with my new job's salary... I just hope I can buy my first house... Car can be the later story... I planned my timing to buy house and car properly but the prices of the house is not favourable at all... It is stopping me from proceeding with my plan...

I am still not confident if I can buy my first house by end of this year... I feel like my hopes and dreams being crushed ridiculously... I'm completely lost...



If I was born richer, will my life be a lot different??? If I was born poorer, will I even able to enjoy the things I have as of now??? Will I continue to live with this misery??? Will my dream ever come true??? Which direction will my life go???

Perfume - DISPLAY!!!

After some time, Perfume announced a new single... One of their song in the single "Cling Cling", "DISPLAY" is never disappointing at all... Not even an inch... Awesome song I would say... "Hold your hand" was OK for casual listening... "DISPLAY" would be my favourite and waiting for "Cling Cling" now...

Their previous single Sweet Refrain was kinda awesome or I would say, almost all of their songs are my favourite!!! Damn it... Stop making awesome songs already... You are poisoning me with your songs... (Worth being poisoned with their songs though xD)

I had a lot to talk about actually... However, it will be a tl;dr type of story... I will try to keep it short and pin point out the things I was being hype about for the past 2 months:

1) Buying my own car
2) Finding my own house
3) Waiting for promotion
4) Considering how good if I'm staying alone right now
5) Hopefully I can go NY

And that sums up what's going through my mind for the past 2 months...



Feeling through my world~~~

Whining Session!!!

Again... I just love using my blog to whine and release all my tension here... This time, it is not about HoN (I didn't touched it since a few months ago) but about Diablo 3... Why is it so difficult to survive in this god damn game??? Too low difficulty gives low experience... Higher difficulty will eventually make the rares/elites comes with imbalance abilities like teleport and fire chain alongside... What kind of fucked up skills arrangement are these??? And the worst part is not once in a while... Imagine 1 round of hunting, I will encounter these for few times... Was it because I'm having a bad luck parade or what??? Then most of the time, I will encounter 1 rare and 1 elite together (as in they are standing at the same spot TOGETHER) and I can hardly even kill either one of it... I need to revive for like 3 times in order to kill A FEW of them only... This is very exhausting...

As far as I remember, when my Monk is at level 55+, I am playing torment level 1 as well (just so you know that I am playing T1 all this time)... It was far much easier to fight through the rares and elites THAT TIME... But as I gain my level to 68 now, the rares and elites are not used to be the same anymore... Does Blizzard purposely make the monster level in torment to follow our level as well or am I just thinking too much???

Anyway, screw this stupid game... I better stick back to my JRPG which is more lenient and far more challenging than this god damn D3...



Once again, screw you stupid game!!!

It's An Off Day~~~

(This is what a called a scenery!!!)

Did you see the picture??? I would gladly say this is one of the most beautiful picture that I have took at Bimini for the second time which captures the moment of what a beautiful beach should look like... I think my photography skills are getting better... (Cehhh :P)

This picture somehow gives me the true feeling of a beach... Not sure if I will ever feel something similar like this at other beaches which I would like to go... However, this is definitely what a beach should be or feels like...

Bimini... Your beach has captured my heart completely... Hope I can visit you someday :)

And hope that my Cherating trip is going to be true LOL!!!

8th Wife~~~

Welcoming my 8th wife to my family... Never been so excited and happy about it (ignoring the part where I need to OT yesterday night)... Nevertheless, it was awesome playing inFamous Second Son... Really love how fluent the game flows... Fast paced battle, loads of side quests and cool story line... And of course, the cutscenes' graphic is making me drooling :D

However, the bad thing about this game are repetitive side quests and it has a funny weird bug in the game (LOL I accidentally encountered it)... And surprisingly my PS4 get heated up quickly... Can feel the full force heat blasting out from the back of my PS4... This could only mean that I need to clean the fan regularly as the vents will easily trap dusts into it...

Diablo 3 Reapers of Souls will be out next week and I already took leave on weekdays just for it while I will utilize my weekends for my inFamous... Oh well... Full entertainment ahead ^.^

Wait talk about it, Metal Gear Solid 5 Ground Zeroes is available in PS4 as well... Gotta get it once I'm done with inFamous >.<



Buy First Think Later is not a good habit to adapt but it does make you happier depending on how you adapt it :P

Last Day In Nassau...

A moment ago I was here and preparing to fly over to Bimini... And now, I'm on my way back to Malaysia... Things just passes by too fast...

But at least one thing for sure... My training goes well and everything seems to be very smooth... Maybe because of this, I have to stuck in the airport for like total of 16 hours??? (6 hours in Nassau and 10 hours in Heathrow)... Sigh... Is rather depressing thinking about it...

Happy days in Bimini had passed... Now I have to endure the sad times... Pity me :'(



Seriously... Pity me... LOL!!!

Haze + No Water Supply?!?!?!

I realize how bad is it for my family and friends to face the haze and no water supply problem now in Malaysia... I mean, is not fun at all and of course I don't really want this to happen when I'm back to Malaysia... And my family is facing this challenge now... What can we do about it??? I really have no idea...

All I can do is hope and pray that the water supply is back first... As of haze, I don't think it will be that bad compared to having no water supply...



Please give back our water supply!!!!!!

4 More Days!!!

Wow... Unexpectedly, time passes by so fast and I have 4 more days left in Bimini before going back... I definitely love this place so much (in fact, I don't really want to go back)...

It was like 2 weeks here and now all left is 4 days... And the worst part is it reminds me that I will be trapped in Heathrow airport for like 10 hours before I can get on my flight... I'm not sure what I can do by then but it just makes me wanna cry thinking about it...

I really don't know what I can do there... Limited internet access, no power plug for me to charge my devices, and I don't really want to list it anymore as it will be even more depressing for me...

Hopefully, something interesting happen when I'm at Heathrow... Like seriously...



*Crying at one corner*

Weekend Power!!!

I don't know why but it seems like in the weekend, everything is just way too relaxing for me over here in Bimini... Is like I'm free from work and all I need to do is ENJOY... Like seriously ENJOY!!! And I will definitely ENJOY the most out of the day... I don't care what they want me to do but I'm gonna tell them that it is weekend and I have the right not to do anything!!!

So if there are anything you want to ask, just ask me on the weekdays :D

Yesterday I'm supposed to be hitting the beach again but I kinda got dragged along by them till late evening and I missed the opportunity to swim at the beach... But today I'm definitely not following them anywhere... I will be having my whole day today... YAY~~~



Learnt a valuable lesson... The more you afraid of telling people something, the more trouble you will get yourself into eventually... Speak up and let them know that you are who you are...

For The Second Time...

This is actually my second selfie for my entire life... Yes... When I say entire life, I mean it... There was once I took a picture of myself at home for a forum... After that, I really never took a picture of myself with my face on it... But this time, is irresistible not to do so... The sky is so bright and I just feel like taking one... Although I do expect people to say things like "GAYYYYYY" or something, but it doesn't matter cause to me, I really love this selfie... Compared to all the selfies I took, this one IS the coolest and the best as I can see...

I mean come on... I'm really not the selfie type of guy who takes my own picture EVERYDAY and post it up to any of the social network... When I deemed this to be the greatest picture, I will only post it... And I'm just topless on this picture... What's the big deal right???

Anyway, I don't really care what the people says... I just find this picture to be like my once in a lifetime selfie that I can take and I will appreciate this till the end... Haha :P



Haters gonna hate!!!

From Nassau To Bimini~~~

The stay at Nassau was rather bored or ordinary I would say... The beach is full with seaweeds and it is so turn off for swimmers... I was expecting that Nassau will be as beautiful as Bimini... Or maybe the place I stayed is not that well maintained but it is definitely the cheapest place to stay I could find so far... Nevertheless, the experience at Nassau is rather disappointing...

On the other hand, Bimini is still my best choice for beach... The water is totally crystal clear, small but cozy and nice, and it's like heaven to me... I love it... I can almost do ANYTHING at this place... Haha :P

Living alone is seriously my type... Eat sleep work and play... A never ending cycle... I just totally love this!!!



If I'm rich one day, I will definitely buy myself a house at Bimini here and make it as my retirement place xD

Time To Fly~~~

Kinda nervous and at the same time, excited... Reasons are I never tried travelling to somewhere alone (especially for working) and I'm really the type of person that worries over everything when I'm alone...

This would be a good start for me to learn on how to be independent, on working environment... Maybe I relied on the others too much when I'm working but is natural for a human to have a partner in assisting isn't it??? Maybe if I left out something he/she can cover for me or vice versa... Is kinda tough that I have to handle everything alone which I feel like it's not something I'm good with...

It will be tough but it can be a good experience as well... Hopefully everything just goes well the moment I reach there...



You can do it!!!

Adam Boy :3

(Awwwww~~~ Cute little boiiii~~~)

Please don't ask me... Was thinking that I did not upload pictures for a very long time... Hence, used this cute lil' 4 months old pup picture so my blog will have some pics...

Aren't this lil' pup cute :3
Gimme a hug lil' boiii~~~



Too bad he's not my dog... I would like to have one as well but not until I have a bigger house :(

Bimini Postponed to February!!!

After reading back the posts, I did mention that I'll be going to Bimini at January... Eventually the plan had postponed to February... Hmmm... At least I don't need to be rush for CNY if I'm going Bimini at January :D

Although I still need to go alone, but luckily I'm quite used to Bimini and I don't think it will be quite a problem to be alone at Bimini... I wonder what kind of life I'll be going through for that 2 weeks and more??? xD



(To be frank, I'm quite nervous and at the same time, excited)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

It was extremely late for me to post this post up (and it has been a long time) but manners are still manners...



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~
Welcoming the year of horse!!!

Is like WHOA!!! Chinese New Year... Red fonts... Too bad I don't really know how to type in Chinese... Else I will put on some wishes too...

It was quite the same for every Chinese New Year... Mahjong... Ang paos... Eat cookies... Drink soft drinks... Eat Ba Gua... And yay, I got an ulcer on my mouth right now xD

But it doesn't matter... Cause the most important thing is HAVE FUN!!!

Happy New Year!!! Lovely 2014~~~

I don't know if 2014 is gonna be a good year for me buy I will do my best!!! And yes... I have a lot of things going on in my brain right now but I'm too lazy to type em out... :S



Happy New Year!!! Blessings from the bottom of my heart :D