The fact that I still have to wait for another 2 months is more than enough to kill me... I really can't wait for the day where I can sleep naked in my own bedroom, wake up naked to brush my teeth, head to the kitchen naked to prepare my cup of coffee, lie on the sofa sipping on my fresh hot coffee naked, take a nice shower and leave the shower naked and etc whereby everything revolves about me being naked and even with (not family) or without someone in my home... This is what a real comfortable house supposed to be... The more I desire for this lifestyle, the tougher my days goes by... I really really really need this asap... Now this is my first torture...
Second is I met this very nice guy (I knew him for quite some time) and we finally meet up for dinner... He is cuter in real life and looks quite hot to me (my boyfriend is still my number 1 xD)... I told him that if I ever want to have fun now, my boyfriend will always be my first but since he is not around me, he will be the next in line... And while we still keep in touch everyday, somehow we will ended up having naughty conversations and I could not help getting hard out of sudden >.<
I really hope that we can meet up for fun sooner as long as he is OK and comfortable with me... I do not wanna push him as well... Deep inside me, I really want him to have a good time with me...
Please stop torturing me T____T
