Functioning...

Yes... Finally my brain is back to normal... I am functioning properly... I can focus on my work... I am so glad that my brain can restore back to it original state... Now less one burden in my mind...

However now I am burdened by financial, which is always there all the time lolz...

And I am playing a new Facebook game called Hero Wars...

Then the right side of my earphone RIP...

I don't feel stress but I feel weird cause I do not know what else to type on my blog now... Lolz...

And my house... It looks great...



NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~

Oh No...

Oh yes... I'm financially struggling again xD

I do not have many client requesting for massage recently, therefore I can't earn side income much... Given that it is half of the month now, I can survive with what I'm having now but nothing extra from it... So no luxurious food, no shopping, nothing... Massage is a must cause I can't live without it... Other than that, NO!!!

The fact that I am being far away from my boyfriend makes me feel bad... Is like when he is down, I can't support him in any way, just messages... We don't fancy phone calls as of now maybe because we both know we prefer to talk face to face rather than over the phone... It does hurt to see your boyfriend struggling while you can't do anything to help him... All I want to wish for is giving him the best health so that he can live a normal, healthy life...



Please keep him healthy while I'm not around him...

Renovation...

Before looking for which interior designer can provide the best price with best features for my new house renovation, there is one thing I need to do:

Find my desired fridge and get its measurements

Why I said that is because if I wanna build cabinets or compartment that nicely fit in my fridge, I will need the right measurement for it so the interior designer can quote the right price according to how much needs to be built... It is a fun procedure but at the same time, time consuming if you wanna get the best bucks out of it... Finding interior designers with good workmanship is another issue that I have to consider... Given that my sink is against the wall and since I wanted to shift my sink into the islands, extra plumbing work is required... Therefore, more work, more consideration, and more cost xD

The only thing I hope for now is not to have my work schedule clashes with my renovation period... My brain will explode lehhh...



ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Building The Group...

I was given a responsibility to recruit more guys into this so called "Group of friends" which allow us to hangout, travel, do this do that and anything that comes to our mind together... A group of friend that can just enjoy everything together is not easy to come by because we need to make sure every new guy that joins into the group has to be comfortable with all the other guys in the group... This will be the only most difficult task to achieve... Other than that, we are adults so they can eventually iron things out themselves...

So, I don't know what to further comment on this since it is very new... We will see how it goes from now...



WHYYYY!!!

LOL...

Ok there are few things I need to address... Let me just put it in point form for easier reading purposes:

1. My Facebook friends (the young or around my age group of friends) are getting married one by one... Indeed it is a happy occasion for them and I am happy and glad to see them marry their other half... Well, for me, I won't say that I am sad given that I am dating someone, just that having a boyfriend makes me feel like I'm not blending well with the group of straight couples getting married... I believe even we can't get married, but I am definitely happy being together with someone I love for the rest of my life and I think this is suffice for me... I don't really wanna think much about how to deal with it in the future so let's just say, we will go with the flow... This is my life and I do not want to hide anything at some point anyway :P

2. MY HOUSE!!! MY BELOVED HOUSE OMG!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A VERY LONG TIMEEEEEEE!!! Nothing beats the joy of owning your own house... I just can't wait to move in, that's all... And yes, another sum of money to be placed into it... Happy guy with sad financial...

3. The last and most annoying thing, my job... I really have almost zero interest in getting my work done... This is obviously not good but I can't help it with the fact that I just can't concentrate... Frankly speaking, the current thing I'm doing is not so interesting to me (but the upcoming big project is something I'm looking forward to) and this is one of the reason why I'm losing determination to do... I just don't know why I am not even slightly motivated to do anything... I feel so useless right now... Another reason is my boss didn't give me the next level of incentive for the last 3 months lorrr...

Ok 3 important points has been pointed out... Now, there are so many things I need to think about ahead and I'm not sure if I can cope with all of it or not now... I just feel so pressured and stressed nowadays...

I need to breath...