Friday, November 24, 2017

Quick Update!!!

Ok let me recap what happened since last week:

1. Melaka trip... Totally in love with the airbnb place I stayed with my ex-colleagues...
2. My wisdom tooth starts to act... Getting aches lately and trying to mask it with panadols...
3. Met a guy in my gym that has a stink attitude... Never gonna engage him anymore...
4. Getting my tasks at work done quite smoothly... But going to face some new challenges soon...

That's it... Gotta sleep soon...



Oyasumi!!!

Sunday, November 12, 2017

2019...

My real freedom which falls on mid of 2019... Still very far to me... There are so many things I am looking forward to on that time.. Something that I want to do right now but only can be done on 2019... This is absolutely torturing... I really hope time passes by even faster for now... My life starts to be a total mess again... Depression... Why???



My mood swing is way much scarier than a woman having her period lolz...

Saturday, November 4, 2017

Unsettle Feelings...

I thought that I am more financially stable recently... But when I look forward to the upcoming commitment in this year end, it freaks me out... I just realise there are so many upcoming things I need to settle... Car services, increase in loans, gym membership, ex-colleague's wedding money, and credit card debts... Is true that my bonus could clear all of these things but in the end, I am not saving a single cent... I am worried and feeling pressured right now... I am getting tired of this and this is just the beginning of my commitments... Later on, the commitment will go even higher and I just do not know what to do with it... To be frank, I am not sure how long I can sustain like this... I notice that as I grew older, the things I used to enjoy no longer something I could afford to enjoy... My life is somehow fucked up... Like seriously...



I am extremely tired... I start to feel lifeless...

Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Stop Being Dumb!!!

Ok... It is kinda stupid that I paid 80 bucks just for a short, nothing special b2b massage... I mean I can spend that 80 bucks on other better masseur but this one seriously not worthy... I don't blame them to be money minded since this is their only way to earn extra bucks... Hence, I have to be smarter next time...

Moving on to my life, so far so good... Nothing special is happening except that I know my man has came back to KL... Well, I wanted to meet him up for a meal and not anything else... Serious!!!



Darn sleepy liao Zzzzzz...