Bimini On January!!!

Good news is, I'M GOING TO BIMINI AGAIN ON JANUARY~~~ YAY!!!!

To be honest, I am unsure if I will enjoy my 2nd trip to Bimini being alone again as I really have nothing much to do at all when I'm there... And what I understand is I have to do all the things myself from training, driving, checking on things, figure things out, etc etc etc and like ONE HELL A LOT OF THINGS... Think about it again, it kinda scared me off because even if I would like to swim at the beach, I must consider twice as I'm unsure if this will be safe going there alone... I can honestly feel that I won't get to enjoy much over there and hopefully my 3DS is able to accompany me throughout the training...

Frankly speaking, there are still a lot of things unprepared for this trip... I suggested to go on February but it seems like my suggestion got rejected... Then, I wanted to go Miami more than Bimini and there were totally no chance for Miami now... It's just... Too... Sad... :'(

If people say I should be grateful for being able to go there twice, I will tell them:

"Once is fine... And for the 2nd time, it will be as bored as hell"

I am willingly to give my opportunity to other people... Am I being too greedy somehow??? >.<



Still, I prefer Miami in this case :S

Happy 5th Anniversary!!!

Yesterday marks my blog's 5 years anniversary (yes I know is a little bit late to post this)... Was supposed to post this yesterday :P

And I love reading back my posts once in a while... Reminds me of my lovely past... Thank you for accompanying me all this time ^.^



Love ya :3

Frustrated...

Sometimes, I just could not control my anger... Whenever the flame within me starts bursting due to a lot of things, it is extremely difficult for me to put it out in an instant... This will always gets into my nerve...

Frustration really make me moody and shits... A good night sleep will solve this but it is definitely torturing when you are not sleepy and have to bear the frustration through it... I seriously wish there is something else I can do beat this God damn feeling away...

Are there any ways to keep myself from being angered easily and live my life as a happy person instead??? I really had enough of this feeling... Seriously enough... It's tiring...



I wish that I can swim now... I miss swimming a lot :'(