Shit...

So just a quick update... Since I don't have many games to play, I have no choice but to play the game that pisses me off so much... Still, it pisses me off so much...

Now back to my main update... I've been craving for sweet stuff recently... I'm not sure why but my cravings for doughnuts, especially bomboloni is getting severe... I tried to divert myself from not thinking about it... Once I manage to escape the haunting of doughnuts, there comes the cakes... I already have ice creams and chocolate bar yet I am still craving the other 2 stuffs... Why do I have sweet tooth??? WHY???

I've been starting to do some simple home workout such as pushups everyday just to keep myself active... At least some is better than none... Since now EMCO has ended and we are entering recovery phase, I really hope gyms are allowed to open ASAP!!!

Actually there are so much things in my mind right now... Good, bad and even tiring to think of... Perhaps, I should stop overthinking :')

Just gotta do what I wanna do...

Physical Update...

I have stopped working out since MCO3.0 started and until now, my body is still aching for workout so badly... Although I can still do some home workout, but it is just cardio and nothing more... What I want and really need is weightlifting... My muscles are practically screaming for it... Before I started going to the gym, I read that once you started to workout, you will get addicted to it... I wonder how could that be possible and now, I understand it very clearly xD

It is quite noticeable as well that once I stopped weightlifting, my muscles shrunk... I tried to bulk up during this MCO3.0 period but all I can see is the fat on my stomach lol... Am I even bulking up correctly at this point??? Should I do pushups everyday??? Does it help to alleviate some of my urge to lift something??? Perhaps sit ups also??? I don't know... I just want to workout my entire body...

Now my body is aching for workout, not aching from workout T____T

Honestly... Even I don't get to workout at the gym, perhaps having a buddy to stay with me could keep me active HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!