Post #777!!!

This post marks my post number seven hundred and seventy seven!!! Actually, this is not the main stuff I want to talk about lol... Back to my main story...

Recently, I came to realisation that I am having some issue with my temper... It was worst last week whereby every single things that does not goes my way or just doesn't seems right will make me feel pissed off... For example, I was working and doing my stuff as usual and suddenly it hangs, or I made some mistake on my work and have to redo the part again... Another example is when I was working out at the gym, whenever I want to use that machine but it was occupied... First machine, fine... Second machine, not so good... Third machine, I lost my mood to do that workout anymore... I just could not help myself being pissed off... Even when I'm walking and somehow someone just passes by where I'm walking towards or someone in front of me is walking slower than me, it ticks me off... There is this constant anger being triggered all the time... Currently, I'm doing slightly better but I still need to control it... Hopefully by next week I'm back to normal hahaha xD

There are still a few things I want to address about but I will leave it to my next posts :P



I miss my boyfriend more and more nowadays :'(

YESSSSSSSS!!!

I was absolutely delighted when I have achieved a new milestone:

One of the main reason is I never hit above 66kg in my entire life, which made me feel so happy about it... I feel like I am getting closer to 70kg very soon... Another thing is my body fat is dropping from 18% to 17% and now 16.5%... I can't wait to see myself goes below 15%...

Frankly speaking, this drastic result that I'm having now was due to my diet changes and after taking protein supplements for 2 weeks... Didn't expect it to have such a huge impact on my progress and I feel more motivated than ever now xD

Probably I will continue to bulk up till end of next month, then start to go for cutting hehehe~~~



Let's pump it up!!!

Lol...

Ok not sure what to put for this post's title but here is how the story goes...

I noticed my best friend using one of the gay app since Chinese New Year... I accidentally saw his phone's notification that time... I was a little bit shocked initially but I am OK with it since I am one of them lmaoz... Now the next part...

We went for a trip last weekend and my best friend brought his friend along... Since he is picking me up and his friend, I notice a lot of unusual vibes coming out from them... As I'm sitting behind them, I can see everything clearly... From the way they talk to sharing drinks, that is so typical thing to do for a couple... And probably the most obvious part is when we were all asleep, I somehow notice that they were cuddling together on the bed (we shared the same room but they were using the bed while I'm on the floor xD) and I guess that explains everything... Another obvious thing is when my best friend locked the room together with his friend just for a shower... I mean come on... That would be the most obvious hint if you ask me... Then we had our lunch the next day and head back home...

I somehow tempted to ask my best friend but not sure how to start... Hence, I ask my boyfriend for opinion and he wants me to ask him straight to the point if they are dating... Hence, I decided to ask my best friend how old is his friend first... And after his reply, I jokingly say that as if they were like dating... And BAMMM!!! BINGO!!! He admitted himself and my best friend says since I am one of his closest friends, he don't mind telling me the truth...

Ok now... I don't mind him coming out to me but the next interesting story is, how do I tell him about my boyfriend LOLZ!!! The fact that I am in a long distance relationship for almost a year plus makes it more difficult for him to trust me if I tell him... It just doesn't seems right...

Regardless of what, sooner or later, I will eventually tell him because he is one of my closest friend and I have no intention to keep it among them all...



Thinking what story to tell my best friend about my boyfriend now lol...

Weekend Trip At Genting~~~

Went to Genting like after a year again... Rented an apartment and had a blast together with my secondary friends... I always wonder as we grew older, would we eventually loses our friends slowly but I am blessed that we are still close to each other... It is definitely a right thing to do by spending our time together once in a while... Comparing when we were young, we used to do crazy stuff together... As we get older, we may not be doing crazy stuffs like we used to, but still enjoy the accompany being together with each other... Hope this friendships of ours will last eternally...

Can't imagine how chaotic it would be if we are going on a trip with our full secondary group of friends XD



Looking forward to some interesting story lololol~~~

1st of August...

Another quick update on my progress:

Was quite happy cause my body fat dropped and I am still keeping my 65kg weight at this point... Wanted to go beyond 66kg but I guess I really need to eat A LOT... I am not giving up on my 70kg goal... Means I have to workout harder, eat harder and spend more money on food T_____T



Can someone be poor by eating??? Lol...

My Inspirational Figure...

Probably I never thought of having someone as my inspirational figure in achieving my body goal... Until few months back (early January I would say), someone sent me a picture of this guy and I am absolutely in love with him... His body is exactly the body I would definitely want to achieve and it turns out not just an inspirational figure, he had became my motivator now... I do have a picture of him but if anyone knows who he is, please please please please please tell me who he is:

I'm pretty sure I still have a long long way to go... But I will do my best to get at least 80% of his body... Whatever it takes!!!



Fuck me he is so fucking hot lol!!!