My next stage of my love life lies on my next meetup with him... I never expect myself to deeply in love with him like this and this is definitely my only chance to express my feelings for him... Funny thing is, I never do this before and on my very first attempt, it is a guy lolz... For some reason, I am absolutely shameless because this is what real love supposed to feel... If you love someone regardless of gender, grab the opportunity to express your love... Whether it is a success or fail, you know you did it... That's it... And I have to admit that I regret for not expressing it to my crush earlier but at least for now, I have someone else...
I'm not sure what his response will be and I am genuinely scared, happy, excited, anxious, troubled, uneasy, and many more feelings... I can say that he do have a little feelings for me and I really hope he is willing to accept my love by giving me a chance... Plus, he loves to sing, play games and used to watch animes, exactly like me... This somehow is an additional points which indicates that I might have a good chance to give both of us a chance to be loved...
Right now, I am counting every hour towards our next meet up... Every night before I sleep, I will always think about him, thinking about how to express myself, thinking about what should be better for both of us if we get together, and even what I should do if he reject me... I am totally overwhelmed with these thoughts and I really need to get this cleared up as soon as possible...
Although we don't know each other much, but I got a feeling that this is going to be a successful moment for me, where I can be successful on my first try... I just do not know what to type as there are too much things going on in my brain... Fuck it!!!
YOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO!!!
Tuesday, September 26, 2017
Monday, September 18, 2017
Is This Love???
I am falling in love... Like seriously... It is not official yet until Hideto says yes right on my face... After that day, I kept thinking about him... I got a little good feeling that Hideto is interested in me as well... I can say he enjoy most of the time with me and so am I (but in the end I enjoy the most)... I really can put the sexual thoughts away... Even if just him and me, hanging out together, dinner or anything, that feeling of holding his hand, cuddle or hugging him from behind is more than enough for me... I am indeed a horny guy and I have strong sex desire but I can hold on for the person that I love... To be frank, if he agrees to be my boyfriend, I really have a lot of things to think about... I need to understand him more... I need to spend more time with him... I need to support him... I am willingly to do anything just to be with him... I don't even care if he make use of me, provided that he still loves me... I told myself, if he really became my boyfriend, I will spend as many years as possible with him because he is the type of guy that I want to be with for the rest of my life...
There are so many things going on in my head about him right now... This will never end... If I continue typing, it will be a billion words post... Oh my...
I have to express myself... I need to know the answer as soon as possible...
There are so many things going on in my head about him right now... This will never end... If I continue typing, it will be a billion words post... Oh my...
I have to express myself... I need to know the answer as soon as possible...
Sunday, September 17, 2017
Best Day In My Life...
It was never a bad decision for me to meet up Hideto. The story is absolutely lengthy and here it is (WARNING: Explicit content inside):-
I just tried Hideto the Japanese masseur that a lot of people recommended previously. I told myself that I must share this story ASAP because he is seriously damn good when it comes to the s** part. But seriously don't have high hopes for the massage. So this is my story:
I reached his place and wait for him at the lobby. Not long after, he came down and when my eyes meet his, I knew that he is someone I adore. As I walk closer to him and take a good look, yes. He is definitely the good looking type (basically my type) and we enter the lift together. Here are some of my first impression about him:
- He is just as tall as me (around 168cm)
- He does have a good looking body
- He looks manly (probably because of some beard)
- He speaks fluent English
- His smile is definitely killing me lolz
Moving on, as I reached his door and he opens it, the whole room is dimmed, with music playing and he even have an aromatherapy oil burner to make the whole room atmosphere as relaxing as possible. He show me where is the bed and I put all my belongings on the table before moving on to the bed area. Of course, I did not hesitate and remove my shirt first, and while I am removing my shorts and underwear together, he removed his shirt and shorts as well (except underwear). And now this is my impression after he removed it:
- His arms (biceps and triceps) are good
- Nice chest but not buff. Small nipples.
- Not so visible abs but he do have when flexed
- Nice shoulders
- Shaved armpit
Let me get straight to the point. He did turned me on the moment he stripped down to his underwear because he is definitely my type. I lie on the bed after that (with a mild boner) and he started off with my leg. Like I have mentioned previously, his massage is not something you should have high hopes for. I will skip this part and move on to the real deal.
When he started to massage my back by climbing on top of me, I only realise that he took off his underwear because I can definitely feel his hard d*** touching my back. That moment, he started off with body to body. To be honest, I immediate have a hard on when his body is touching mine and he gave me the warmest, loveliest hug from behind. And the best part, he started to pant softly which makes me more aroused. Of course, I am totally sold by his pant and I follow him pant along while he rub his body against mine. His hard rock d*** is constantly swiping along my body and I seriously think his imagination starts to go wild from that moment on (and my mind already went wild) and he proceed to hump me from my back (not anal). As he humping, I wrap my arms around his arms, gently touching his arms, lick his biceps, nibble his arms and he seems to love it a lot. After humping, he proceed to nipple play after asking me to turn around. At this point, I couldn't hold any longer. I begin to moan softly when he is licking my nipple and his hand is rubbing my d***. I played with his nipple and I am very sure he loves people to play with his nipple as well. He lick both of my nipples, then slowly lick down to my hard d*** and suck me gently. After a while, he lick all the way up to my abs, across my chest, up to my neck, and lastly we kissed each other for the first time. After the kiss, he kneel on top of me with his hard d*** pointing at my face. Without a doubt, I start sucking him slow and nice. This time, he moans instead of pant. After that, he goes back to body to body position and we kiss each other for a good one minute. I have to say that with his body on me and my arms and legs wrapped around his lovely body while we were kissing (with moaning and panting), I seriously want this feeling to remain forever. Once we are done with kissing, he start to hump me again. This time, it went to a new level of intensity. As he humps me on top, I hump him back. As we both humping each other, we both moan and pant faster and faster as every second passes by. I couldn't forget the sound when his chest and my chest hit each other, creating the "piap"-ing sound as if we are f***ing so hard until tomorrow never comes. I told myself that this is the type of fun that I am eagerly looking forward to and Hideto definitely able to fulfil my desire completely.
After a good minute or two of humping, he ask if I am a top or bottom. My first experience as a top and bottom was never a good one hence I lied to him that I am a top. From his hard d***, I can sense that he wants to f*** me. I'm not sure if anyone mention this before, here is a good news to all of you: He might be a vers top. The reason is because after I lied to him that I am a top, he ask me if I want to f*** him. Of course, I want to but I decline for this time. Then he ask me the 2nd time if I want to try bottom again. To be frank, at first I hesitated because I am not ready and I worry that it will be a bad experience again. But I told myself that I am totally sold to him, and my lust instantly took over my brain, saying OK without hesitation. And you know what? Being f***ed by a hot, good looking Japanese guy once in a while is totally worth it lolz.
As he sit on top of me and try to grab a condom from the end table next to the bed, I am constantly sucking him. Then he put on his condom, lube his hard d*** and my a***, slowly insert in. One thing I really love about him is he keep asking me if I am OK. Of course, it hurts and I have to say it hurts a little. When I told him that, he stop inserting and kiss me, trying to keep me calm. As he kiss, he slowly insert again. Not long after, he ask if I am OK or not again. Definitely, he is very considerate of his bottom. When he ask me the 2nd time, I replied him that it still hurts a little. He try his best to calm my a*** muscle down by kissing me again. Surprisingly, not sure what happened, the moment he completely insert his hard dick into my a***, I don't feel any pain at all. He ask me the 3rd time and this time, I told him it is all good. He increases his speed and I can feel his d*** start to dominate my a***. I moan louder and louder and he joined in as well. For sure, this is my very first time enjoy being a bottom.
After few minutes of f***ing, he ejaculated and I ask him if I can ejaculate on his body. He say he want me to ejaculate into his mouth instead. Since he insist, I sit on top of him this time, and jack myself off until the point of no return. I have to say that it turns out to be a little disastrous because my cum did not ended up into his mouth, but all over his face, and even got some on his hair. I apologise and immediately took the tissue to help him wipe off those cum on his eyes. I gotta say, I am absolutely satisfied and remorse for cumming all over his face lolz.
He ask me if I want to take a shower and I said yes. I should have ask him to shower together with me and I really regret for not asking that time(will definitely ask him on my 2nd time lolz). After we are done showering, we get ourselves dressed up and I proceed to pay him. I have to commend him on one thing here. Before we meet, I told him that I do not want full service because I'm not a good top or bottom. Hence we agreed to 200 (his full service is 300) just for b2b and kissing. In the end, I did let him top me and I should be paying him full service instead. When I ask him how much I should pay, he told me that it is up to me since we agreed for 200. I decided to pay him for full service since he made me a happy guy today.
After I paid him, he proceed to hug me from the back and kissed me a few times. I really do not want this to end hence I ask if there will be other people coming for your massage later and he replied there might be another client coming later. Since I do not want to disturb him at all, I have no choice but to leave. And well, before I leave, I hug and kissed him numerous times. I told myself that I will be back for him again. Like definitely.
(And I think I am in love with him now lolz)
So here is my story. My rating for Hideto will be as below:
Look: 9/10 (The missing 1 point is his abs lolz)
Massage: 3/10 (Don't go for his massage if you really need one)
S**: 10/10 (I may be bias here but oh well lolz)
I copied this whole story and too lazy to cut out all the explicit part... Well, not like anyone will read this lolz... And to whoever that read this, please keep it to yourself and hope you enjoy it LOLZ
I can't wait to see Hideto again :D
I just tried Hideto the Japanese masseur that a lot of people recommended previously. I told myself that I must share this story ASAP because he is seriously damn good when it comes to the s** part. But seriously don't have high hopes for the massage. So this is my story:
I reached his place and wait for him at the lobby. Not long after, he came down and when my eyes meet his, I knew that he is someone I adore. As I walk closer to him and take a good look, yes. He is definitely the good looking type (basically my type) and we enter the lift together. Here are some of my first impression about him:
- He is just as tall as me (around 168cm)
- He does have a good looking body
- He looks manly (probably because of some beard)
- He speaks fluent English
- His smile is definitely killing me lolz
Moving on, as I reached his door and he opens it, the whole room is dimmed, with music playing and he even have an aromatherapy oil burner to make the whole room atmosphere as relaxing as possible. He show me where is the bed and I put all my belongings on the table before moving on to the bed area. Of course, I did not hesitate and remove my shirt first, and while I am removing my shorts and underwear together, he removed his shirt and shorts as well (except underwear). And now this is my impression after he removed it:
- His arms (biceps and triceps) are good
- Nice chest but not buff. Small nipples.
- Not so visible abs but he do have when flexed
- Nice shoulders
- Shaved armpit
Let me get straight to the point. He did turned me on the moment he stripped down to his underwear because he is definitely my type. I lie on the bed after that (with a mild boner) and he started off with my leg. Like I have mentioned previously, his massage is not something you should have high hopes for. I will skip this part and move on to the real deal.
When he started to massage my back by climbing on top of me, I only realise that he took off his underwear because I can definitely feel his hard d*** touching my back. That moment, he started off with body to body. To be honest, I immediate have a hard on when his body is touching mine and he gave me the warmest, loveliest hug from behind. And the best part, he started to pant softly which makes me more aroused. Of course, I am totally sold by his pant and I follow him pant along while he rub his body against mine. His hard rock d*** is constantly swiping along my body and I seriously think his imagination starts to go wild from that moment on (and my mind already went wild) and he proceed to hump me from my back (not anal). As he humping, I wrap my arms around his arms, gently touching his arms, lick his biceps, nibble his arms and he seems to love it a lot. After humping, he proceed to nipple play after asking me to turn around. At this point, I couldn't hold any longer. I begin to moan softly when he is licking my nipple and his hand is rubbing my d***. I played with his nipple and I am very sure he loves people to play with his nipple as well. He lick both of my nipples, then slowly lick down to my hard d*** and suck me gently. After a while, he lick all the way up to my abs, across my chest, up to my neck, and lastly we kissed each other for the first time. After the kiss, he kneel on top of me with his hard d*** pointing at my face. Without a doubt, I start sucking him slow and nice. This time, he moans instead of pant. After that, he goes back to body to body position and we kiss each other for a good one minute. I have to say that with his body on me and my arms and legs wrapped around his lovely body while we were kissing (with moaning and panting), I seriously want this feeling to remain forever. Once we are done with kissing, he start to hump me again. This time, it went to a new level of intensity. As he humps me on top, I hump him back. As we both humping each other, we both moan and pant faster and faster as every second passes by. I couldn't forget the sound when his chest and my chest hit each other, creating the "piap"-ing sound as if we are f***ing so hard until tomorrow never comes. I told myself that this is the type of fun that I am eagerly looking forward to and Hideto definitely able to fulfil my desire completely.
After a good minute or two of humping, he ask if I am a top or bottom. My first experience as a top and bottom was never a good one hence I lied to him that I am a top. From his hard d***, I can sense that he wants to f*** me. I'm not sure if anyone mention this before, here is a good news to all of you: He might be a vers top. The reason is because after I lied to him that I am a top, he ask me if I want to f*** him. Of course, I want to but I decline for this time. Then he ask me the 2nd time if I want to try bottom again. To be frank, at first I hesitated because I am not ready and I worry that it will be a bad experience again. But I told myself that I am totally sold to him, and my lust instantly took over my brain, saying OK without hesitation. And you know what? Being f***ed by a hot, good looking Japanese guy once in a while is totally worth it lolz.
As he sit on top of me and try to grab a condom from the end table next to the bed, I am constantly sucking him. Then he put on his condom, lube his hard d*** and my a***, slowly insert in. One thing I really love about him is he keep asking me if I am OK. Of course, it hurts and I have to say it hurts a little. When I told him that, he stop inserting and kiss me, trying to keep me calm. As he kiss, he slowly insert again. Not long after, he ask if I am OK or not again. Definitely, he is very considerate of his bottom. When he ask me the 2nd time, I replied him that it still hurts a little. He try his best to calm my a*** muscle down by kissing me again. Surprisingly, not sure what happened, the moment he completely insert his hard dick into my a***, I don't feel any pain at all. He ask me the 3rd time and this time, I told him it is all good. He increases his speed and I can feel his d*** start to dominate my a***. I moan louder and louder and he joined in as well. For sure, this is my very first time enjoy being a bottom.
After few minutes of f***ing, he ejaculated and I ask him if I can ejaculate on his body. He say he want me to ejaculate into his mouth instead. Since he insist, I sit on top of him this time, and jack myself off until the point of no return. I have to say that it turns out to be a little disastrous because my cum did not ended up into his mouth, but all over his face, and even got some on his hair. I apologise and immediately took the tissue to help him wipe off those cum on his eyes. I gotta say, I am absolutely satisfied and remorse for cumming all over his face lolz.
He ask me if I want to take a shower and I said yes. I should have ask him to shower together with me and I really regret for not asking that time(will definitely ask him on my 2nd time lolz). After we are done showering, we get ourselves dressed up and I proceed to pay him. I have to commend him on one thing here. Before we meet, I told him that I do not want full service because I'm not a good top or bottom. Hence we agreed to 200 (his full service is 300) just for b2b and kissing. In the end, I did let him top me and I should be paying him full service instead. When I ask him how much I should pay, he told me that it is up to me since we agreed for 200. I decided to pay him for full service since he made me a happy guy today.
After I paid him, he proceed to hug me from the back and kissed me a few times. I really do not want this to end hence I ask if there will be other people coming for your massage later and he replied there might be another client coming later. Since I do not want to disturb him at all, I have no choice but to leave. And well, before I leave, I hug and kissed him numerous times. I told myself that I will be back for him again. Like definitely.
(And I think I am in love with him now lolz)
So here is my story. My rating for Hideto will be as below:
Look: 9/10 (The missing 1 point is his abs lolz)
Massage: 3/10 (Don't go for his massage if you really need one)
S**: 10/10 (I may be bias here but oh well lolz)
I copied this whole story and too lazy to cut out all the explicit part... Well, not like anyone will read this lolz... And to whoever that read this, please keep it to yourself and hope you enjoy it LOLZ
I can't wait to see Hideto again :D
Saturday, September 16, 2017
Deep Thoughts...
Every now and then, I tend to see some of my friends (especially those pretty and handsome ones) able to enjoy their life much more than I do... They get to travel few times in a year... Saviour delicious food every few months... Taking selfie with a group of happy friends... It never ends... Everytime I see their pictures, I will get envious eventually... How can they afford such happiness??? Do whatever they want, go wherever they want... As for me, it just doesn't make me feel good or happy...
Now... I think that they are actually happy with their life... But in reality, are they really that happy as they look like??? I may look happy to other people but it doesn't mean I am really that happy as well... So why am I covering myself with so much negative thoughts which will make me feel more sad??? Why???
Cause I wanna sleep now lolz xD
Now... I think that they are actually happy with their life... But in reality, are they really that happy as they look like??? I may look happy to other people but it doesn't mean I am really that happy as well... So why am I covering myself with so much negative thoughts which will make me feel more sad??? Why???
Cause I wanna sleep now lolz xD
Thursday, September 7, 2017
Life Update!!!
I tried a simple urut batin (manhood massage) for the first time and I only realise it is just a normal handjob or some sort lolz... Nothing special... There is a specific manhood massage session which is meant for erectile dysfunction people but I definitely don't need that at all (as of now)... As what's next, I will be looking forward to a lengthy "massage", costly but I should try it at least once xD
As for the story of the guy in my gym, met him few times recently but did not get a chance to talk with him, and I even fail to greet him... Gotta do something about it...
Moving on to my job, it is slightly better now... I am able to cope with it so far (at least there are progress) and with the help of an intern, it could eases me a little bit more...
Financially wise, not so good but eventually it will be better lolz...
So far, I am not keen in meeting new people (except one) hence no story about giving massages...
Finally, to end this blog, here is the video of their live performance for both A-side and B-side of the single:
As for the story of the guy in my gym, met him few times recently but did not get a chance to talk with him, and I even fail to greet him... Gotta do something about it...
Moving on to my job, it is slightly better now... I am able to cope with it so far (at least there are progress) and with the help of an intern, it could eases me a little bit more...
Financially wise, not so good but eventually it will be better lolz...
So far, I am not keen in meeting new people (except one) hence no story about giving massages...
Finally, to end this blog, here is the video of their live performance for both A-side and B-side of the single:
And I need to take a day off to settle few things next week -.-
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