Training!!!

For the first time... I was given the opportunity to attend a training and this training will give me a cert of attendance AND IF I pass the exam, I will get credit for it as well... I'm not sure if I'm worried or not but I just can't wait for tomorrow's exam... You know... The feeling... Exams... GAHHH!!! Whatever =D

It seems like I tend to blog lesser and lesser... Not because I don't want... There are too many games such as RO2 keeps me occupied... Talk about it, a screenshot I captured from RO2:

(Awwww... Look at that cute little ChonChon Brother... He's wearing an Inu Mimi which means 'Dog's Ears' hat :P)

Awesomely cute I will tell you... Like totally xD

Oh well... Time for me to rest... Tomorrow is gonna be hectic... I wonder will the world ends while I was sitting for the exam???

LOL~

HoN Sucks!!!

To be honest, whenever I go for support, why can't my freaking team-mates save my ass and I am always be the one saving their asses... I seriously should not consider being a supporter even though I'm using supporting heroes... Might as well get a freaking Codex and make my life happier... Useless team-mates for every game I play... And it just getting more and more bored... Not even a single game that I found it to be worth supporting... Can they make my life less miserable by not doing stupid things??? To be honest I don't mind losing or what... Just that dying from saving their useless ass really not worth at all...

Geez... I just feel that at least 1 game I played for a day will never fail to cause me losing my temper... Not something I should be but it is just too hard to shake it off like that... Makes my eyes bursting like a volcano...



Damn it... Hope I feel a lot better after pissing off here...

Screw you freaking useless bastards!!!

宇多田ヒカル - 桜流し

Almost forgot about my darling... Her new single for sharing... (Used to have the full version but it seems like they took it down for some reason)

But anyway this part is the best part... So enjoy =)

ASUS Transformer Pad Infinity!!!

Couldn't imagine that I have bought it in the end... At first, I was in dilemma between Ipad and this... However, I notice that if I get Ipad instead of TPI, the feeling is exactly the same when I borrow my cousin's Ipad for a minute or two... Basically is like I've experience the gaming with an Ipad and it seems to be a little, mainstream??? This feeling itself already tells me that Ipad is just too normal and I won't get any new feelings out of it by playing with it... So in the end, it has ended up with a better decision... It might a little expensive but I can say that I did not regret at all... New tablet, new feeling, new OS, new experience and new design (Yes... Looking at Ipad design is just too dull to me everytime I tried to think about Ipad) although both has the candybar design... But I don't mind... At least Ipad's design does not linger somewhere in my brain... Something fresher for me to experience...

Right now, I will declare myself broke... Might not be getting anything unless necessary and I AM WAITING FOR MY YEAR END BONUS!!!



It seems like I am only able to enjoy my sweet time with my tablet tomorrow morning and until I'm off work :'(
My next off day will be Christmas Eve and this is going to be a long long way to go =S

Refurbished!!!

The purpose of this post is to refurbish my blog to be a much more "personal" blog rather than concentrating so much on Utada... Not to say that I've lost my interest on Utada but having my own blog is just as fun as making a blog for someone I love (In the end, this blog was meant to be a personal blog... LOL!!!)

Thou, I still left some mark of interest towards Utada such as the link... I will still show my love to my beloved woman... Oh I even changed the title of my blog... I made it sounds more like "personal" as well... Tee hee :P



Hence, this is the end of my post... Staring at my blog's background image just makes me feel awesome somehow :P

Thou Shall Deserve A Long Rest!!!

Ok... Long story short, I get to have a nice off days for 2 days... Wanted to make it an entire week but oh well, works awaits me... During the period where my boss is not around, I just realise how does it feel to be a senior... Is not easy at all... And the worst part is, I'm doing a senior's job but I'm not getting any promotion at all!!! Isn't that sounds blasphemy??? xD

So far I'm still able to cope with what's happening... Thank God I still have the strength to move on... However, an even longer break for me will do much good to me... And of course, December is coming and a few public holiday will turns out to be my off day as well... Hehe :P

Currently, I'm on the verge of doing something relatively important and vital... A simple error will cause a huge ruckus... I'm trying my best to give what they want and at the same time try to solve those minor issues that arise... I mean is freaking hard to be a developer and at the same time supporting them... In addition with multiple sites and every sites has their own requirements, it will be deadly... Very deadly... Just try to imagine when each site encounters one major problem, and there are 5 of them... Even 2 major problems is good enough to kill of someone but 5... Oh God... I'm really praying hard that such issues will never happen... Never... T___T

All I'm waiting for is year end so I can get my bonus... From that moment onwards, will try to search for some new jobs that I'm interest in and see if they will promote me just to keep me in the company... :P
(To be honest I'm still looking for gaming company as that's what I'm interest in the most... >.<)



I just need a good rest... Please give me some time to recover... Last 2 weeks is totally exhausting... I'm not sure how long I can hang on if this continues...

First Platinum!!!

So happy that I got my first Platinum Trophy, and it belongs to Resident Evil 6... I was never this hype in trying to get all the achievements and it turns out to be "OH MY THIS IS MIRACLE" moment... The satisfaction I'm having is totally indescribable...

And thanks to the Platinum Trophy, I have even changed my blog's background image to RE6... Now you see how much hype that is... Haha xD

On the other hand, is kinda sad to say that I have finished playing the game... Is like, there are nothing else I could achieve anymore... Other than that, what's left is trying to get S rank for all the chapters??? Sounds a little crazy but I don't think I have that determination to do it since I wont get anything out of it... Unless there is an achievement which requires me to get S rank for all, then maybe yeah I will... :P



Anyway, I really love my background image... Is totally awesome =D

Sad Ending... :'(

My first impression on Chris' campaign is difficult due to the constant gun shooting and less melee... Well, that's quite true but somehow the death of Chris' partner, Piers makes the story much more compelling to me... I mean, come on dude... Piers and Chris is an excellent team when working together... Is kinda sad to see an excellent team gone just like that...

Maybe the game play for Chris is not that good, but at least my motivation to follow the story of Chris does not disappoints me at all... However, I notice that in the early chapter for Chris' campaign is sort of annoying... But when it reach towards the end, I still get to use my melee quite frequently...

Seriously I saw a lot of bad reviews for RE6... Personally I think that the game play has slight improvement compared to RE5 and they have a much compelling story... This means, screw the reviews!!! The important thing is enjoy the game yourself rather than reading what other people says...

After finished Leon's and Chris' campaign, my verdict is the story for Resident Evil still continues and this will be continued on RE7... Ohhh boyyy... I can't wait for RE7!!! I hope I can see more actions from Leon, Chris, Jake, Ada, Sherry, Helena, (too bad no Piers anymore), and I hope Claire will appear on RE7 as well... Ohhhh~~~



Oh geez... Chris and Piers is really a great team... :'(

Resident Evil: Damnation

(Awwww... Just look at him... His look will never change... Long hair, pretty eyes and now he seems to keep some moustache & beard as well :P)

Oh come on... Leon S Kennedy just never fails to impress me every time he is in action... And to be honest, I love Leon more than Chris... Together with Ada Wong in this new CGI movie, it spice up the movie... It was just lovely to see how Ada Wong helps Leon even when both of them are from different world, or maybe I should put it as enemy...

Among all fictional characters that have ever made, I believe Leon will be my favourite and I just love him as much as Ada Wong and Claire Redfield...

Gahhh!!! I really would like to see 3 of them in action more... And trust me, every freaking time when I watch Leon in action, I just kept thinking of how cool/awesome/superior/etc/etc/etc is him... Or could it be that I'm falling in love with him??? HAHHHH!!! (Who cares he is just a fictional character xD)

What else can I say... I think Leon appearance is gonna bug me for at least 2 weeks... And wait a minute... Resident Evil 6 is coming next week??? SHIT!!! Means I still need to see Leon for another few more weeks??? #@$$%@^%$@^!!!



Ok fine whatever... Who ask me to admire Leon so much... =\

Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side

OMG I can't believe embedding Youtube videos to blogspot is this easy compared to last time...
Oh well... This is just what I want... Neat and simple... My style :P

Anyway, this is definitely one of my Kelly Clarkson's top song...

Kelly Clarkson daisuki desu =D



Now I can share my video in ease... Maybe my next post will be pictures... Since I have not upload any pictures on my blog lately... Tee hee :P

Sickening...

Sick of this season again... I wanted to stop whining about it but it just does not get off my head every time it happens... Have to get through it for at least once in a week... Just getting tired, suffering with this feeling all the time... And the way I play does not responds properly to how I want it to be...

Tired... I'm so tired... Wanted to post up some photos but I just lost my intentions to do so... Maybe 1 week later as I rarely blog myself out lately... There are a lot of things happening as well... Can't really keep the long story short... Not sure if I'm happy or sad by now =S



And my feeling right now:

Stab me with a knife. Let it slowly bleed my sorrow away.

Taa Daa~~~

And there it is... Can't believe that I can proudly say I'm happy with my job now (although a lot of things has happened) but at least it kept me interested... And I'm not sure about the others, but for me I really enjoy teaching those new guys... Is like, try to think about what happened to me 1 year ago... Know no shits and heck and I just struggle myself learning each and every little single thing that even if I dislike to do it... Well, now I do appreciate that moment... LOL!!!

The best part is, I feel extraordinary happy when I answered the new guys' question... Is like if you asked me the same question one year ago, I can give you my pure question mark face back to you... LOL!!! This really proves that how much I have learned throughout 1 year...

Although I gotta say, I still need more time to get close to those new people in my team... Well, at least I have been going for lunch with the fresh grad in my team, and I manage to teach something to the intern in my team... Well, although they do not really ask me questions when they have one, but to be honest, I am really very happy and glad if they ask anyway... That feeling... I don't know how to describe but I do believe some of the people have this feeling as well =D



Back to my blogging state, yes I still rarely blog because I don't think I would like to "openly" type something out long like this when people are around... I prefer to keep this very secretly as I feel it is quite personal to me... Though I won't stop people to visit my blog and read em' but I just love how the way I am now =)

And I think I will try to find a day and upload some pictures on my blog... Now I believe it has been full with wall of texts... Lol... >.<

Life At Work #1

It has been a long time, like almost 1 year I have been working... Can't believe in a blink of an eye it is already been a year... And thinking back to the past 1 year, how much I have sacrificed... Now, there are new people in my team... After all this time, there are only 3 of us and one of them left not long ago... At least my burden has been lighten... Haha =P


Somehow, the intern have not asking me anything... Maybe my Boss is here so of course, it is always wiser to ask the boss... But I'm just waiting for a moment where Boss is not in for a day or two, then I have my chance to talk with him, face to face and just see how much he has progress during that few weeks???
LOL I don't know as I don't really have any idea when my Boss will not be in...


Anyway so far, my impression of him is, hard working and willingly to learn... Kinda funny to see that he can learn so fast and so hard working for now... Compared to me when I just joined the company, HUH!!! Who cares =D


Thinking of any possibilities what question he will ask me... I mean, just hope is not programming related... I knew his programming skills is far much better than I do... You may ask me about the system of course >.<
Well, all I ever wish is that I'm able to teach as much as I could to him so even he is not staying in the company for a long time, at least he enjoy what he is learning now... =)


(Yay I just love this new color template =P)

Waiting For The Moment...

It was the last day for my colleague tomorrow... Wishing him the best on his new job... But the sad thing is, I need to take over all his work from now on... I really do not know how to handle the stress... I just have to get myself through it...

Anyway, I know I'm not going to stay any longer there... Bahamas??? Taiwan??? Nope... I prefer to go for a vacation than going to work... I still prefer my own comfortable, enjoyable, sweet moment way of life... Sorry =)



Kinda feeling a little bit more relief expressing myself here again... That's why blogging is the best thing to do when you are not cheered up... =P

Just do what you like, do what you comfortable with and always stay on the safe line. Living happily is what we should achieve first before considering of being rich.

3 Months Later...

Can't believe that it has been 3 months since my last post... For some reason, I manage to remember my blog existence... Maybe I was too busy with my new life, almost forgotten about it... But I still believes that there is no way I could forgot about my blog... It contains the story of my past, which I typed out myself full with emotions that intrigues me to read back time to time... I will just leave these stories behind as some sort of diary for myself, and until I gets older, I can reminiscence back how hard was my life ;)

Oh well... Funny sad angry sorrow gloomy happy cheerful or whatever it is, what's important is we still able to enjoy our current life...

And now... Just some updates about my current condition... Life sucks when I was dumped with lots of taks suddenly... Don't really like how it was suppose to be but what else I can do??? Wanted to complain but worry that it will back fired (and most likely not something I will do... Just trying to compensate back for what I did not post 3 months ago... LOL!!!) Wanted to ask for resignation, I don't think it will ease them at all... It seems like I was trying to ask for raise since the pay for this job is not-so-good-for-newbies-like-us... Don't you think is time for me to be appreciated, in some certain good ways???
I'm not asking for much... Just wanted to live in a simple, happy life...



Conclusion, I'm not sad nor happy... In a state of pure emotionless... Do not want to think anything at all... Clear out my mind from unnecessary things... And the best solution is sleep...
That's all for today and Good Night~

(I like the new way to post something... It looks more neat and easier to use now... LOL!!!)

It's Coming Back Again...

Yes... That stupid wave is back... Delay server and always get noob players on my team... What have I done??? I just don't get it... Life getting more miserable as time goes by... Don't know how long I can withstand this... I think the only solution is be more outgoing...

Just wish that everything will back to normal... Again... =S



Signing off for now... Gonna drop down another post in few more weeks I assume =P

Busy Busy~

Time passes by very fast... My time to enjoy my games are getting lesser as well... Can hardly find some time to play a game or two... But thanks God I manage to get through everyday like this...

Without all those annoying worries, I'm getting my life back to the line... Definitely, life is more beautiful when lesser things to worry about...

So what can I say??? Enjoy life to the fullest =D



Still, now I still have lots of things to settle... Busy busy~~~

It's Been A Long Time~~~

Viewing back to my latest post and see what date it was... January 4th... It was a harsh month reading back my old posts... Pure complains... But no doubt... I was so darn pissed off that time...

And time passes by... Today is February 24th... Lol...

Over 1 month plus, I manage to control all my angers... I think is because of CNY which makes me feel so busy the entire week and totally forgot about those sadness...

There are a lot to type but I am damn lazy to do so... Hence my conclusion is, my life will be hectic starting from next month onwards...

Wish me luck =)

TMNet Sucks!!!

Unifi just called me and they have asked me to cancel my application, and reapply for it on early February... Can't you just f***ing keep my application until you are ready to install for me??? Why do you need to waste my time reapply???

As for just now, Streamyx was down and I called TMNet... They took me 5-10 minutes to have my information verified and the moment the staff says he will pass my call to the IT Support, HAHHH!!! Disconnected from the call and I have to call all over again... Luckily I didn't bother doing that...

Sometimes I am wondering, is it because our area are not meant for rich people, TMNet idiots treats us as poor bastards and try to disconnect our line and delay our Unifi??? And can't they f***ing do a thing on rushing them to get Unifi done at my block quickly??? Can't you guys work harder a little bit???

I really started to feel that my blog turns out to be a hate blog instead of happy,cheerful blog... But I think TMNet do need to get some f***ing attention about how their services is...

So???

Losing is not enough and now you are causing me to feed every game??? What am I suppose to do??? Tell me... Everyone is like having a grudge on me... Die more than kill and assist... Is like their eyes on me... Like I said I don't mind losing... But what's with my KDR??? Is it that dropping my MMR is not enough, yet you want me to lose my KDR as well???

I'm not sure what happens to me... All I know is this is not the f***ing fair life to me... Until my Unifi and PC problem is solved, this f***ing feeling will never fade away from me...



Trust me... I'm really controlling it since last 2 months until now... Don't let me explode...
That's all I could only request from You... Yes YOU!

2012...

Wishing everyone Happy New Year... But definitely, even before New Year comes, I can seriously tell you how pissed off am I during the last 2 months (until now)...

It's been a time since I blog... And I am so glad that I have this blog... Why??? Cause I can really f***ing release all my temper here... So now I will sort out how pissed off am I for these past 2 months...

1. Applied for Unifi... Make an early appointment at November for installation... On the day of appointment, the dude that suppose to install Unifi for me did not came... Didn't show up is fine... But at least you f***ing TMNet be a little bit God damn responsible and considerate... At least ask someone to call ME if there will be nobody coming... And if none of you knows that there is an appointment for me, THEN STOP LETTING PEOPLE REGISTER WHEN THE FREAKING GOD DAMN LINE/WIRING/CABLES IS NOT READY YET... These bunch of idiots are wasting my time... November did not make it... Now I have to wait for January 2012... Great news huh???

2. PC problem... Although I gotta agree that my PC is quite old (at least 2 to 3 years) but it seems like to be acting f***ing weird at the wrong time... I don't mind you hang or what shit when I was browsing or what BUT PLEASE DON'T HANG WHEN I AM GAMING... Already sacrificed my entire The Sims 3 from reformatting my C: drive... And now I need to find a way to reinstall everything back... Even after reformatting my C: drive, the problem still occurs... But FINE... PC having problem is fine... Maybe can try to buy a new PC... But what??? No bonus??? =/

3. Life even get f***ed up when I keep losing in playing HoN... Not to whine or trying to cover my f***ing noob ass with reasons but WHY ARE THOSE F***ING NOOBS/FEEDERS ARE IN THE SAME TEAM WITH ME??? This is still fine but why the worst part is always happen when I'm using the new heroes I bought??? The moment I bought the new hero, I will lose the game more than I won them... Tell me why??? I definitely know how to use it... But why do I always get noobs/feeders in my team when I'm using these heroes and causing me to lose each game??? Is it really a sign that new heroes are meant to be losing game??? Please GTFO you noobs/feeders or maybe I suspect is some f***ing bad luck that has been haunting me... Can you just f*** off as you are really pissing me off???

There are still a lot more but I will just concentrate to the 3 things above because it is something that constantly getting into my nerves... Tried to get it out of my mind but whenever it happens, it just f***ing pissing me off...

By the time I post this, it will be the end of 1st day for 2012 and it will be my last day of public holiday until Chinese New Year arrives... I can seriously say even until CNY, 1st case will not be resolved, the 2nd case will eventually stick to me until mid year and the 3rd case will remain until I die...

Wishing everyone ELSE a Happy 2012 Year cause I don't think it will be a good year for me... I knew that I will still continue to suffer from these things which will f***ing pissed me off... And I don't really hope any good things to enlighten me as I know it will NEVER happen...

I will continue to live my life and try my best to make it better even I knew it will not go any better...