Hmmmmm...

Recently I felt that my muscle tend to be more firm or stiff... It feels nice but at the same time, my body needs a massage badly... It is like tiring but not aching/sore... Kinda hard to describe but I don't feel uncomfortable at all, just tiring... Really wish to find some good cheap massage to keep the lethargy away... Sadly, no massages are cheap lol...

I am trying to achieve 4 days straight workout before a rest day... Seriously, how does those bodybuilders workout everyday weiii??? Crazy weiii... Now, I need to keep track of my workout and rest day so that I can give my muscles some good rest... Must not over exert my muscles!!! And on top of weight training, I need to include more cardios from now on... Need to get rid of my spare tyres T____T

Dear fats please have mercy on me!!!

Update #4721976462784464

 

Ok... Just took this pic yesterday and got my body result checked... My weight did not increase for the week but my body fat did drop a little compared to my previous' week result... Guess that I need to work harder this week to see some better results... Just hope that my body fat does not increase for this week T_T

And one thing worth celebrating... MY ABS IS SHOWING A LITTLE!!!!! OMGGGGG T______T

(Yet still I have to struggle with the fat on my waist -.-)

Ok besides my body progress, I had my HIV test done last Saturday... Of course as usual, it is negative... If it is positive, probably I will be depressed as hell and this post will be a long ass post instead... So to whoever reading this, always keep yourself safe!!!

Apart from that, I was extremely horny for the past 2 weeks... When I am horny, even my hands will not do the job... What I need is real sex... OK I had my session last Friday and it was satisfying... I was bottoming for someone that time and I thought it had satisfied my craving for sex... Sadly I just realise, I am still craving for sex, not being a bottom, but being a top... I guess being a versatile has its good and its bad >.<

I know I should not engaged too much on sexual activities due to safety of my boyfriend but I promised I will always keep myself checked and safe...

My house is progressing well and I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that I can move in by end of October (Oh God please please please)... I just want my own freedom and please make sure everything goes smoothly...

I guess that's all for today's update... Probably the closest thing I'm looking forward to is Blackpink's album on October 2nd... And I think I will be quite busy arranging my furniture delivery this month end...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Recent Jams!!!

 I've been looping these 2 songs since Monday:





Couldn't help myself with these 2 damn good songs xD


And finally a new song by Perfume :D





Wish to have more holidays XD

Sad Update...

This week result is disappointing... Loses some weight but body fat increased... Feel so sad right now... I just feel like I can never hit below 15% body fat... Or maybe the machine scam me... I don't know... Getting tired by just thinking of it... And eating clean is not cheap at all... So much stuff to be troubled with... Why? Why?? Why???



I'm desperate for sex more and more nowadays T____T

Quick Update!!!

Ok it has been quite some time since I update my body pic in this blog... So here it goes:

Kind of happy with my progress right now as I am constantly gaining weight which I wanted for quite some time... Hope to see better results in the future with the help of protein supplements...

Next... My house renovation goes well so far (except the wrong paint I picked for the first time)... Can't wait to get the rest done so I can start moving in all the furnitures and electrical appliances that I have bought... And most importantly, I can move in and stay... Dear freedom!!! I've been longing for you!!!

Next... My planned holiday should be on end October... I'm going to visit my boy one last time before he comes to KL and enjoy all the food that I did not try last time there... Just hope that this covid stuff remain peaceful for these 2 months...

I guess that's all for now... Tomorrow is my rest day yayyyyyyy~~~



I am so fucking hungry right now lolololol