Guilty But Happy...

If you ask me why, interviewing makes me guilty... But imagining that I am able to change to a new environment is what makes me happy (and the pay of course)... Really hope that I have 10 bodies so I can interview with 10 different companies at the same day :S



Wish that I have supppaaaa pawwwwaaaaaa~~~

Swimming Pool Fever...

Seriously I swear to God... I suddenly have the urge to swim my heart out... Every single day I never failed to think about swimming... What kind of disease is this???

To be honest, among all sports, swimming is my favourite... Eventually my life was not luxury enough to stay at a condo or a house with private pool... Maybe because of this, I really really love swimming???
Even if it is not a pool, beach will be suffice... But city centre will never have beaches :(

While I'm typing this post, I am trying very hard to find my own condo/service residence.. For own stay of course... But I really do not know how long it will take for me to achieve this... Financial is the main problem... I really do not know what I can do now...

Maybe a job change will be good... Higher pay, better chance to get loan for slightly expensive condos... However, finding such job will be extremely difficult... It will not be as easy going as my current job for sure...

Well... I am just going with the flow... If I managed to get a good offer, of course I will try my best to reach their level... Else, I won't complain about how bad that company will be... I always know how far I can go...

Maybe by not having a wife (yes wife as in getting married) my life will be more free and happy???

Job Interview...

Today's job interview can be described with one word: DISASTROUS!!!

Apparently, I wasted a lot of time by not using the right thing to do the first question...
As for second question... I know what it want but I just can't describe it on code...

Not sure if I'm too reliant on copy and paste but the test was definitely scary to me... T_T



Stop!!! Gotta game first :P

Losing Myself Somewhere...

After hearing what my colleague told me (who is going to change to a new job next month), I started to lose hope for the promotion that I've been waiting for... 3 years to get promoted and I had to go through the tough time with the small increment (and my colleague told me that his increment was higher than mine all this time but the differences are not much though)... What I wanna say is I'm starting to lose my interest in staying on this company... I realise that I have wasted too much time in this company... Should have left earlier although the only good thing about this company is travelling allowance...

If the promotion was slightly better, I wouldn't mind staying slightly longer... Maybe until I get my bonuses... I don't know... I really don't know... I'm kinda lost right now... Hopefully the promotion is not like what my colleague told me...

In the meantime, I am trying very hard to find a job I'm interested... Would not waste any time from today onwards... Location does not matter as it could encourage me to drive more...

Buying a new house and a new car seems to be a little difficult even with my new job's salary... I just hope I can buy my first house... Car can be the later story... I planned my timing to buy house and car properly but the prices of the house is not favourable at all... It is stopping me from proceeding with my plan...

I am still not confident if I can buy my first house by end of this year... I feel like my hopes and dreams being crushed ridiculously... I'm completely lost...



If I was born richer, will my life be a lot different??? If I was born poorer, will I even able to enjoy the things I have as of now??? Will I continue to live with this misery??? Will my dream ever come true??? Which direction will my life go???

Perfume - DISPLAY!!!

After some time, Perfume announced a new single... One of their song in the single "Cling Cling", "DISPLAY" is never disappointing at all... Not even an inch... Awesome song I would say... "Hold your hand" was OK for casual listening... "DISPLAY" would be my favourite and waiting for "Cling Cling" now...

Their previous single Sweet Refrain was kinda awesome or I would say, almost all of their songs are my favourite!!! Damn it... Stop making awesome songs already... You are poisoning me with your songs... (Worth being poisoned with their songs though xD)

I had a lot to talk about actually... However, it will be a tl;dr type of story... I will try to keep it short and pin point out the things I was being hype about for the past 2 months:

1) Buying my own car
2) Finding my own house
3) Waiting for promotion
4) Considering how good if I'm staying alone right now
5) Hopefully I can go NY

And that sums up what's going through my mind for the past 2 months...



Feeling through my world~~~