Replaced...

Previously I was being extremely hyped about learning gymnastic... Now, it just went down but got replaced with the thought of going to work at Singapore... My cousin sis kept telling me that it is not worthy to earn MYR and spend it on MYR when you can earn SGD and spend it on MYR... Yes it is absolutely true but I just can't bring myself together to choose Singapore... I would rather choose US or UK to be honest and here are the reasons why:

1. I prefer to be less interactive with my relatives (as I have A LOT of relatives working at Singapore)... Thus, other places would make me feel more comfortable... Friends will be fine as they do not require frequent interaction like family...

2. Earning GBP or USD are definitely better than SGD lolz...

3. Far away being alone makes me learn to be more independent better...

4. Explore the other side of the bigger world (Singapore will just always be Singapore)...


Probably there are much more things but these points are the main one and they are good enough... I guess that's it...



Why nobody find/call me to work at Singapore or US or UK??? :'(

Ermmm...

I was supposed to blog something but I totally forgotten what was it about... Hence, I will just move on with some random things...

First is the next Resident Evil CGI movie titled RE Vendetta... It looks quite good from the trailer and I would never missed out a single CGI RE movie with Leon in it lolz... It is just awesome to heard about this...

Secondly, will be heading to Cameron on 1st or 2nd October as the holiday falls on Sunday, hence my Monday is a holiday as well... Wanted to take this opportunity to take some outstanding photos of my bobby bag for the contest by XD Design... Still thinking if I should bring that bag or not though...

Lastly, still eagerly waiting for Samsung good news in regards to my prize -_-

Ohhh whyyyyy~~~

Utada Hikaru - 二時間だけのバカンス

Ok... This song is legit... I have to be honest... I don't really like Sheena Ringo in this song cause she somehow spoil the lovely voice of Utada with her voice... Not to say Ringo's voice is better than Utada but Ringo's voice is absolutely the bitchy girl voice... This song would be better without featuring Shiina Ringo in it... Like seriously...

Nevertheless, after listening to the full song (it is somewhere in the internet by now), it really slowly builds up the vibe of Utada's songs and feelings for me which I totally love it... Indeed, she is a music genius :')

Utada Hikaru-san daisuki da!!!

One By One...

Another reason why the idea of working at Singapore kicks in (though I really try to avoid this) was due to every people I know from every stage of my life which is from secondary school, university mate, up to my previous company's ex-colleague have at least one of them working at Singapore right now... I never desire to work at Singapore as I prefer UK or US... Just that Singapore would be the easiest to get a high paid job as I can see by far... Most of my friends are able to work at Singapore now and one thing for sure, I can do it as well if I really want...

Well... I did plan to give Singapore a try in the end but it will be early next year as I do not want to miss out my bonus for this year... Is true that my salary is not low as of now but I am still young and I should take this opportunity to try working outside my comfort zone... My original idea was to buy a house and be independent but things were not as good as it seems right now... Therefore, my next option would be working overseas so I can enjoy being independent with a even better pay to sustain my parents living expenses... I do think this is a win-win situation for me... Life will not be the same working overseas and I should embrace it as a challenge to further improve myself...



Indeed I sound selfish here but I think it is important to make yourself happy before you make other people happy...

That Feeling...

It hurts to find a good house... Knowing the details such as ease of public transportation access, next to a supermarket, city centre location, and most of all, it have balcony, great facilities and adequate in size... Thinking of owning one is totally a dreams come true for me... Alas, it was not meant for the poor like me... Everything was almost perfect but with the price of over 700k is totally out for me... And this is when the thoughts of winning lottery or getting rich faster kicks in... Do I (and maybe a lot more people) have to always dwell in such misery??? I have enough of this... Eventually, if I am extremely desperate for it, I guess I should start working overseas by now... Winning lottery was never in my list... Going to work at Singapore would not be bad but I have crossed out this location due to certain things... Once again I will tell myself... Unless I am extremely desperate, then this would be the only choice for me... And I totally don't want that... Sigh...



Depression is kicking in...

Public Holiday...

Today is a Public Holiday... In fact, this week have 2 public holidays... If I take 3 days of annual leave for Tuesday to Thursday, I have a freaking total of 9 days long holiday (inclusive of weekends)... You know how fun that would be??? Unfortunately, I have no plan for such a long holiday :(

Really wanted to go for another round of beach vacation this month... However, financial is my biggest obstacle... So what can I do??? Continue live on like an ordinary slave until I saved enough for the next one lorrr...

Once again... When am I going to get my Note 7 :'(



What about my dream to be an olympian??? Guess it is not easy at all to be an olympian :(

The Patient...

I admit that I am quite a patient guy... Unfortunately, this is not applicable with my Note 7... Why does the case occurs right after I was announced as the winner??? I was supposed to get my Note 7 and a lovely dinner next week... It's not like I'm not getting it but I just want to rant it out cause this is the first time I win something in a contest... Gimme now!!!

Why you do this to me??? :'(

Curse???

I was supposed to get my Note7 next week... I am having the biggest joy of my life, and totally got wrecked with the exploding battery on Note7 reported cases recently... Due to this severe incident, I have to delay my Note7 collection... I guess this will be always true, or maybe even a curse... The curse where I will NEVER get to enjoy the things I EAGERLY want... From fibre internet, to buying a house, and now this... Luckily my Bobby bag did not ended up with this curse... Felt kinda sad just because I was expecting this new toy next week and now it got delayed till early November... This is actually very far away if I have to say... Mid of October is far but still acceptable for me... I just... Sighhhhh...



Let me slowly get over it by sleeping...

Worst Day Ever!!!

I usually don't rant about my bad day but today is absolutely unacceptable... At the same time, I have to admit that I am dumb as well... Basically, I lost the key for my gym locker and I do have a spare key tied to my house key which I put it inside my car... However, by the time I remember that I have the spare key, the lock was destroyed by the staff... Why??? Is cheap but still I can prevent it from being destroyed... I may use this lock for other purposes and not for my gym locker... I just feel so down and hate myself so much when I realise it... Like seriously pissed off and moody and ARGHHH!!!

I may have won a Note 7 but it doesn't mean I have to trade such sadness for this happiness... Why is it so unfair??? Why??? WHYYYYY???



Rant over... Gotta move on with my happiness...