Frustrated...

Sometimes, I just could not control my anger... Whenever the flame within me starts bursting due to a lot of things, it is extremely difficult for me to put it out in an instant... This will always gets into my nerve...

Frustration really make me moody and shits... A good night sleep will solve this but it is definitely torturing when you are not sleepy and have to bear the frustration through it... I seriously wish there is something else I can do beat this God damn feeling away...

Are there any ways to keep myself from being angered easily and live my life as a happy person instead??? I really had enough of this feeling... Seriously enough... It's tiring...



I wish that I can swim now... I miss swimming a lot :'(

The Rich Gets Richer...

Now I understand what does that mean by "The rich gets richer"... This is brought up with different mindset... I mean, come on we were not taught with such thing in schools... It really depends on how smart you could be which brings such fortune to your own... Is difficult to notice this at the beginning but once you grasp the foundation, there you go...



To be continued...

Weekend!!!

It's weekend again~~~ Full time gaming/playing/enjoying/stress-free/ya da ya da~~~

In the midst of gaming... Trying to think about some wonderful things coming ahead :)



Love you~

My Pokemon...

Let me keep this short... If I type out the whole story, I worry that I'll be in rage again...

Was supposed to get my Pokemon game on Monday but postman did not deliver my parcel for the entire day... Worst part is I went to the post office to collect it personally and they told me that the postman have not bring my parcel back to office... To sum it up, they made me wasted 2 days of holiday without able to enjoy my Pokemon game at all... Once I'm back to office tomorrow, I don't think I will have the mood to work anymore... I hope poslaju is blamed for this...

Sekian terima kasih!



Oh God... Why do you have to torture me like this T_T

I wonder what He is up to >.<

Missing Bimini...

I suddenly have the urge to write this post in regards to my memories at Bimini... Not sure why but I just feel like visiting Bimini for a day or 2, doing nothing and just visit the beach everyday and stay at the house doing nothing... That feeling just pleases me every time I think about it... I wonder why... Is it a sign of retiring??? But damn it I'm just in my mid 20s =.=

Another thought arises... Why am I not rich enough to buy my own house in my own country and live all alone??? That's what I'm trying to achieve right now... However, life's tough... Is not as easy as you think... Even if I got the money to get a loan, I don't think I can find a bunch of money to pay the downpayment... And even if I do, the loan is gonna be one hell of pain in the ass for me...

Now, this is the reason why I've been thinking about Bimini... Peaceful, lovely, sweet, leisure, and stress free place to stay at... Just thinking about the beautiful beach is already satisfying :D



Dear beaches (yes I mean beach not bitch), wait for me :D

iPhone 5S...

I don't really hype about Apple's product all this time... But it is definitely disturbing when they announce iPhone 5S... Why??? That's because I wanted to buy iPhone 5S more than buying iPhone 5!!! I already told myself to wait for 5S but due to my job, I was forced to buy 5 first... When it comes to phones, I knew that my decision will never be wrong... Although not to say that I'm unhappy with my 5 but for sure, 5S is a much more preferable phone for me in terms on iPhone... More ideal, better processor, better graphics, better camera, and most important of all, A SAPPHIRE GLASS HOME BUTTON!!! I've been longing and waiting for this to appear and it appears right after I bought my 5?!?!?!?!? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???

Frustrated or whatever it could be, I told myself that I'm getting iPhone 5S for sure... And I swear, after 5S, I won't be changing to any phone until I'm bored with it or found a better phone to replace it... Well at least 2 years after :D

So now... Life's tough... Busy at work... Busy with life... Lots of events that I must attend... Dilemma... Purchasing houses... Considering of getting a car after buying a house... Play games... Lots of things to buy... PS4... Pokemon X/Y... I MEAN DAMN IT SERIOUSLY... WHY MY LIFE CAN'T BE A LITTLE BIT EASIER???



Struggling myself throughout the hardship... It was never meant to be easy...

IT'S FRIDAY!!!

Not sure why but IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYYYY~~~

Let's see what I'm gonna do for the weekend:

1. Play
2. Play
3. Play
4. Play
5. Play

I don't wanna think anything~~~ Just wanna play~~~



PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~

(Anyway it is Saturday right now = 3 =)

Getting Back To My Daily Post...

So today my random post is regarding houses... Well that's why I said is random >.<

What exactly in details is it about??? Of course it is about my dream house... Most of the time, I will try to visualize my dream house in The Sims 3 and try to build one... I mean, I used to have a lot of ideas in building houses and I did have a few nice looking house in The Sims 3... And lately, my inspiration is gushing out from my mind, encouraging me to create a house or two for fun... I will definitely build it... Cause it is just very inspiring to do so... :P

I did visualize where and what furniture I'll be allocating in the houses I have build... A lot of things went through... But just for a short moment, I thought about my money... Come on man!!! It wouldn't hurt by visualizing!!! I might not have the money now but later I may have a dream house like I built in The Sims 3!!! (And yes I know the topic suddenly changed from game to real life... That's what I've been going through lately :D)

Ok I'm starting to get inspired in creating a house or two... Maybe I will start tomorrow... Maybe... Although money is not a concern when building a house in The Sims 3... But it is just too difficult not to link my dream houses in The Sims 3 to reality T____T



Inspirations that comes naturally widens one person's creativity... Inspiration that comes from an object narrows down one person's creativity...