Happy New Year!!! Lovely 2014~~~

I don't know if 2014 is gonna be a good year for me buy I will do my best!!! And yes... I have a lot of things going on in my brain right now but I'm too lazy to type em out... :S



Happy New Year!!! Blessings from the bottom of my heart :D

Bimini On January!!!

Good news is, I'M GOING TO BIMINI AGAIN ON JANUARY~~~ YAY!!!!

To be honest, I am unsure if I will enjoy my 2nd trip to Bimini being alone again as I really have nothing much to do at all when I'm there... And what I understand is I have to do all the things myself from training, driving, checking on things, figure things out, etc etc etc and like ONE HELL A LOT OF THINGS... Think about it again, it kinda scared me off because even if I would like to swim at the beach, I must consider twice as I'm unsure if this will be safe going there alone... I can honestly feel that I won't get to enjoy much over there and hopefully my 3DS is able to accompany me throughout the training...

Frankly speaking, there are still a lot of things unprepared for this trip... I suggested to go on February but it seems like my suggestion got rejected... Then, I wanted to go Miami more than Bimini and there were totally no chance for Miami now... It's just... Too... Sad... :'(

If people say I should be grateful for being able to go there twice, I will tell them:

"Once is fine... And for the 2nd time, it will be as bored as hell"

I am willingly to give my opportunity to other people... Am I being too greedy somehow??? >.<



Still, I prefer Miami in this case :S

Happy 5th Anniversary!!!

Yesterday marks my blog's 5 years anniversary (yes I know is a little bit late to post this)... Was supposed to post this yesterday :P

And I love reading back my posts once in a while... Reminds me of my lovely past... Thank you for accompanying me all this time ^.^



Love ya :3

Frustrated...

Sometimes, I just could not control my anger... Whenever the flame within me starts bursting due to a lot of things, it is extremely difficult for me to put it out in an instant... This will always gets into my nerve...

Frustration really make me moody and shits... A good night sleep will solve this but it is definitely torturing when you are not sleepy and have to bear the frustration through it... I seriously wish there is something else I can do beat this God damn feeling away...

Are there any ways to keep myself from being angered easily and live my life as a happy person instead??? I really had enough of this feeling... Seriously enough... It's tiring...



I wish that I can swim now... I miss swimming a lot :'(

The Rich Gets Richer...

Now I understand what does that mean by "The rich gets richer"... This is brought up with different mindset... I mean, come on we were not taught with such thing in schools... It really depends on how smart you could be which brings such fortune to your own... Is difficult to notice this at the beginning but once you grasp the foundation, there you go...



To be continued...

Weekend!!!

It's weekend again~~~ Full time gaming/playing/enjoying/stress-free/ya da ya da~~~

In the midst of gaming... Trying to think about some wonderful things coming ahead :)



Love you~

My Pokemon...

Let me keep this short... If I type out the whole story, I worry that I'll be in rage again...

Was supposed to get my Pokemon game on Monday but postman did not deliver my parcel for the entire day... Worst part is I went to the post office to collect it personally and they told me that the postman have not bring my parcel back to office... To sum it up, they made me wasted 2 days of holiday without able to enjoy my Pokemon game at all... Once I'm back to office tomorrow, I don't think I will have the mood to work anymore... I hope poslaju is blamed for this...

Sekian terima kasih!



Oh God... Why do you have to torture me like this T_T

I wonder what He is up to >.<

Missing Bimini...

I suddenly have the urge to write this post in regards to my memories at Bimini... Not sure why but I just feel like visiting Bimini for a day or 2, doing nothing and just visit the beach everyday and stay at the house doing nothing... That feeling just pleases me every time I think about it... I wonder why... Is it a sign of retiring??? But damn it I'm just in my mid 20s =.=

Another thought arises... Why am I not rich enough to buy my own house in my own country and live all alone??? That's what I'm trying to achieve right now... However, life's tough... Is not as easy as you think... Even if I got the money to get a loan, I don't think I can find a bunch of money to pay the downpayment... And even if I do, the loan is gonna be one hell of pain in the ass for me...

Now, this is the reason why I've been thinking about Bimini... Peaceful, lovely, sweet, leisure, and stress free place to stay at... Just thinking about the beautiful beach is already satisfying :D



Dear beaches (yes I mean beach not bitch), wait for me :D