The Truth...

Before I move on to the truth, I must share this story of mine...

There was this cute and semi buffed guy in my gym at Sheraton Imperial KL... To be frank, I did eye on him for quite some time because we tend to meet each other regularly since last month... He may not be muscular or extremely fit, but he does have the meaty feeling which is my sort of preference... As usual, we workout on our own and since the gym was not as huge as it seems, most of the time we are quite close when working out... The first time I saw his face, he was sort of OK or normal to me... Plus he kept his mustache and beard... It looks OK to me as well... But I have no feelings toward him that time... None at all... So the days just goes by as usual...

One night, where everything change, begins at a moment where I accidentally drop off the weights (I did not lock it on the barbell) from the barbell due to exhausted biceps... I was working out on my biceps that day and my biceps suddenly weakened when I took the barbell up and turn around, causing all the weights to fall off... I was kinda embarrassed to be honest and of course, I went to pick up everything... To my luck, one of the weight rolls over to him and he picked it up for me. That was the first time I actually look right into his eyes and said something, which is "Thank You" in this case... After this first incident, we eventually get back to our daily routine and everything is normal...

(To be continued...)



Damn fucking sleepy now... Can't type...

2 Days Streak...

At last I managed to deal with some clients... I thought I will never get a chance lolz...

I have to say it was fun and exciting... Although I did not manage to get what I want from last 2 days, today would be the day though...

Deep inside me, I felt bad for my parents... Their love for me is definitely not something that I can pay back for the rest of my life... I'm getting sentimental over here because eventually one day, I will reveal the truth, not to them, but to this blog... This is something that only my clients would know... So, regardless of what's going to happen from now on, all I need to remember is keep everything safe and that should be good enough...

Life crisis is real lolz...

Funny...

Seriously... Was supposed to meet my buddy yesterday but he message me that he was having fever and not able to make it... Whattttt??? Last Sunday flight delayed... Yesterday buddy got into fever... Today and tomorrow I got clients also de leh... So something weird gonna happen is it??? Apa ni???

The events are getting ridiculous lolz...



Tonight is the night... Hope no more weird shit happens...

Things Getting Rough!!!

My last Sunday meet up failed, and something new coming up tonight... I never expect that so many request come in suddenly... Is funny though that I've learnt a lot of weird people in this world, including myself as one of it lolz...

Tonight, after work, I have to fly quickly just to meet my first buddy... In the process of trying something new for the first time...



Nobody said it was easy~~~

Postponed...

Today's event where I am eagerly looking forward to got postponed due to my client's flight delayed... I did wasted like 2 hours and 30 minutes just to wait for him but I did message him nicely, saying that we could just postpone it... I am the type of person that does not like to waste my time like this, especially when there are nothing to do around plus I got to work tomorrow... The only thing that I really never expect to happen is, I bought dom dom for the first time, but I don't feel awkward at all LOLZ!!!

Regardless of what, I will still engage my client to explore my inner self better...



I also dunno what to say liao... As usual, it is a curse... All my first time will never go smoothly...

Major Change In My Life...

Yes... This Sunday will be the day where my real me reveals... Whatever it is, I must ensure that everything is executed safely, and I will eventually have a lot more things to think or be bothered about... Why am I so dumb...

One thing for sure, I am doing this for extra income and if everything goes smooth, it might even turn to a hidden business...

Life is indeed not meant to be simple... But if you try to do something about it, the perspective will be different...

Lastly, to the old me:



Once you have chosen this life, do not ever regret with the decision you made...

4 Years...

(4 freaking years...)

I am really grateful that my first job in Genting gave me this beautiful opportunity to visit Bimini... And this picture which was taken at Bimini 4 years ago still lingers in my memory and I don't think I will ever forget it... I really do miss Bimini for some reasons... One of it is probably because of my love for beach... This place is absolutely stunning and every single thing I have done there remains in my mind... Forever...

Thanks to Facebook's memories, one of the picture I took at Bimini pops up and it reminds me of what my life is about 4 years ago... Bimini really taught me a lot of things, such as:

1. The joy of being independent, and learnt how to be independent

2. Became more brave to drive a car because I am forced to drive a cart back in Bimini, alone

3. Initiative to improve my swimming

4. Communicate better with people (well I am an introvert to begin with)

I guess I should just wrap up for today's post :D

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Unhappy...

The beginning of this month, July is definitely not starting well for me... Everything that occurs to me seems to make me depressed and if this continues on, I will definitely break down... From my job to my personal life, nothing seems to goes well... In the end, I am trapped in the game of financial... Especially by end of this month, I have to pay a lump sum of money for my car insurance... To be frank, the only thing that can make my life easier is to have more money...

I have to stop here or else I will really fall into depression again...



Cutting off!!!