Three Hectic Weeks...

The past 3 weeks was a mere nightmare for me... I would say it was the worst time I ever had working in this company... And the worst part is, things just get unfavourable as if they know I would like to leave... To be honest I don't hate this company but the things that had just happened makes me thing that I would like to leave due to all this unfavourable events... The reason for me to leave is to change the environment a little as doing the same thing might be a little bit dull...

Right now, I'm not sure if the new company I went for interview last 2 weeks will be locking me up... This feeling of hanging on the edge is kinda killing me right now... Most importantly, I need a better pay job to sustain my living cost... Eventually, it feels like as if it will never come...

There are too much thing to busy with right now... I feel so busy that I lost my interest in doing it right away... What I really can do now is keep myself being positive so I will not have my thinking astray...



All I really hope now is that the latest company will give me a call, telling me that they will lock me up...

Falling Apart...

At first I thought it would be fine... Eventually, it turns out to be miserable the moment my superior puts a high expectation on me... I mean I am really sorry if I can't fulfil your expectation but it doesn't mean you can choose not to appreciate the things I am trying very hard to do... If you seriously think I am not good enough, please find another people to replace me... I won't mad at all if you think there will be a better candidate to replace me... Do you know how hurtful when you say I am not being serious with my work when I am just trying to keep myself awake after not sleeping for almost 48 hours??? There are a few more hurtful moments but the one I mentioned above is the most hurtful one (I am very heartbroken to type the rest)... The worst part is, I don't feel like a human to you anymore when you are just next to me... I don't even think I am part of the team in your "team" anymore... I wanted to get this straight:-

I just hope to see that day comes...



I only have one wish now: Change to a new job ASAP...

At Last...

Something to spice up my dull life... Though it is not what I needed, but hopefully it can keep me uplifted for a period of time...



I have not give up buying a house... But one thing for sure is, I must not allow financial problem to constantly affects my emotion :)

Seems Intimidating...

Samsung Galaxy Note Edge... Like seriously??? Kinda attracted to it and don't really know what to do... But after playing with the display unit at the store itself, I do notice that the slight delay or response from the phone when I tried to open an application or swipe around... It doesn't seems to be as responsive as it should be like Note 4 (as what other people said)... Hmmmm... Camera wise is not to say very good, but considered acceptable... A lot of things I still need to try... Should have tested Note 4 at that time so I can make some comparison with it...

Nevertheless, the rumoured S6 Edge is gonna be announced tomorrow... Hope to hear some good news from it soon :)



I feel like I will die if I don't do something with my life...

Not Supposed To Be Depressed But...

5 losing streaks... Is there a way that I can console myself that this is not depressing??? Huh... Not 3... Not 4... But 5??? Perhaps it could be 6 later... Whatever reason it is, I must not let this affects my gambling... Better release all my depressions here then move on with my typical life...



Today marks the 9th day of CNY... Or 10th day of CNY in another 23 minutes :P

Please Don't End :'(

One of my wish: Hoping that CNY will never end... Lolz...

The feeling of gambling during CNY are usually more intense... Not sure why but I love it :D

Next Thursday is considered the last day of CNY... And of course, March is the month which I need to struggle through... Ohhhh maiiii~~~ I just wanna gamble for now xD



Dong Dong Chiang!!!

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

In this beautiful day of the year, I will not be depressed... During this festive season, it is important to be happy and cheerful... Being depressed on this day is not gonna bring me luck :)

So:



HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~~~

The Most Painful Moment Of A Gamer...

As the title says:

When you preordered the game and everyone else got theirs while my game will be delayed till tomorrow...

I swear this is the most suffocating as a gamer... And I swear that I will never ever preorder games from Impulse anymore if the game is gonna release on Friday... I am dead serious... But of course this is not Impulse's fault... All the blames will be on the damn courier services that they are using... Oh wait then it should be Impulse's fault in this case for using the damn courier services...

For all this time, only once the courier service deliver my parcel on Saturday (which I preordered on Friday) until now... Seriously??? Can I try to ask Impulse to change their courier services if I'm going to preorder a game on Friday???



When will things get back to normal for me??? Or just because things were going to well for my life all this time and now is the period where everything will be taken back away from me??? Could there be at least something which will never make me depress or disappointing when I think about it???