Dead...

First week of August was great... But, starting from this week onward, I am basically losing all my determination to work... Really don't feel like myself right now and I just want to quit my life for awhile... Why does having a life is such a burden??? Wouldn't it be better if we are not alive??? Why a life have to struggle over so many things??? Will I eventually able to feel happy with my life later???

My mind is completely dead inside... I do not want to think of anything right now...