I've been having this uneasy feeling for quite some time and it just keeps bugging me everyday... Is hard to explain how it feels like because for a moment, it pulls me into a void and the next moment, it just goes away... It's like when the feelings hit me, I just don't feel like do or think of anything... I just want everything to feel blank and empty, being absorbed into a void... My mind is telling me not to think of anything during that period... I'm not sure if this is a good or a bad thing... I am not even sure if this is related with depression at this point... I tend to loses all my energy and focus when that happens... It confuses me, which also making me worry about my own mental health as well... Or perhaps, I just have too much thoughts in my mind right now that I do not want to think about it at all cause it exhaust me by thinking of it...
I can feel that this will give me further mental exhaustion if it continues on... I really need to do something about it...
Should I really seek for a psychologist???
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