Wednesday, August 12, 2020

Lol...

Ok not sure what to put for this post's title but here is how the story goes...

I noticed my best friend using one of the gay app since Chinese New Year... I accidentally saw his phone's notification that time... I was a little bit shocked initially but I am OK with it since I am one of them lmaoz... Now the next part...

We went for a trip last weekend and my best friend brought his friend along... Since he is picking me up and his friend, I notice a lot of unusual vibes coming out from them... As I'm sitting behind them, I can see everything clearly... From the way they talk to sharing drinks, that is so typical thing to do for a couple... And probably the most obvious part is when we were all asleep, I somehow notice that they were cuddling together on the bed (we shared the same room but they were using the bed while I'm on the floor xD) and I guess that explains everything... Another obvious thing is when my best friend locked the room together with his friend just for a shower... I mean come on... That would be the most obvious hint if you ask me... Then we had our lunch the next day and head back home...

I somehow tempted to ask my best friend but not sure how to start... Hence, I ask my boyfriend for opinion and he wants me to ask him straight to the point if they are dating... Hence, I decided to ask my best friend how old is his friend first... And after his reply, I jokingly say that as if they were like dating... And BAMMM!!! BINGO!!! He admitted himself and my best friend says since I am one of his closest friends, he don't mind telling me the truth...

Ok now... I don't mind him coming out to me but the next interesting story is, how do I tell him about my boyfriend LOLZ!!! The fact that I am in a long distance relationship for almost a year plus makes it more difficult for him to trust me if I tell him... It just doesn't seems right...

Regardless of what, sooner or later, I will eventually tell him because he is one of my closest friend and I have no intention to keep it among them all...



Thinking what story to tell my best friend about my boyfriend now lol...

Sunday, August 9, 2020

Weekend Trip At Genting~~~

Went to Genting like after a year again... Rented an apartment and had a blast together with my secondary friends... I always wonder as we grew older, would we eventually loses our friends slowly but I am blessed that we are still close to each other... It is definitely a right thing to do by spending our time together once in a while... Comparing when we were young, we used to do crazy stuff together... As we get older, we may not be doing crazy stuffs like we used to, but still enjoy the accompany being together with each other... Hope this friendships of ours will last eternally...

Can't imagine how chaotic it would be if we are going on a trip with our full secondary group of friends XD



Looking forward to some interesting story lololol~~~

Sunday, August 2, 2020

1st of August...

Another quick update on my progress:


Was quite happy cause my body fat dropped and I am still keeping my 65kg weight at this point... Wanted to go beyond 66kg but I guess I really need to eat A LOT... I am not giving up on my 70kg goal... Means I have to workout harder, eat harder and spend more money on food T_____T



Can someone be poor by eating??? Lol...

Saturday, August 1, 2020

My Inspirational Figure...

Probably I never thought of having someone as my inspirational figure in achieving my body goal... Until few months back (early January I would say), someone sent me a picture of this guy and I am absolutely in love with him... His body is exactly the body I would definitely want to achieve and it turns out not just an inspirational figure, he had became my motivator now... I do have a picture of him but if anyone knows who he is, please please please please please tell me who he is:


I'm pretty sure I still have a long long way to go... But I will do my best to get at least 80% of his body... Whatever it takes!!!



Fuck me he is so fucking hot lol!!!

Monday, July 27, 2020

Saturday Update...

OK I know today is Monday but I need to remind myself on updating my progress constantly in my blog... So here is my progress for last Saturday:


My waist still look horrible... I don't know how to get rid of it -.-

And the worst is my body fat increased compared to last week... So depressing...

Anyway I bought MyProtein for the first time (and my very first time taking protein supplements)... Hope I can see better results from that moment on...



Dear protein supplements, I am waiting for you :D

Monday, July 20, 2020

Not So Sexy Back...


Ok my first time taking a back shot and yes, it is horrible... Not great with selfies either so I won't feel bad about that...Let's see how well my back will develope within one month :P

Apart from that, the moment where I have to spend a lot arriving soon... I'm trying not to overspend now xD



But I don't mind spending more for food hehehehehe~~~

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Lol...

Time to fill my blog with some pics first...


I had to say, I am extremely motivated to workout nowadays probably due to wanting to get myself back in shape... It was so depressing that my body fat shot up by 2% for the last 2 months and it absolutely freaked me out... Therefore, I must put more effort on getting back to my previous body fat, and work harder to reduce it further...

Not gonna be an easy one but still gotta do it...



Pporappippam~~~

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Noooooo...

Recently I have been busy with browsing furnitures... Never expect that there are so many things to consider when I need to move in to a new house... Here are some of the items I need to get before moving in:

1. Bed & mattress
2. Fridge
3. Water Heater
4. Fan
5. Washing machine
6. Sofa
7. Wardrobe
8. Clothes hanger (for drying)
9. Ironing board
10. Iron

Above are my essential stuff... Now moving on to semi-essential items:

1. Mirrors
2. Aircond
3. Shoe rack

Anything other than that are least essential and can be bought later...

Ughhhhhhhhh... There goes my money T_T



Can't wait to start my new life T______T