Long Distance Relationship...

So... Apparently I thought I am good in handling long distance relationship... It seems like everything will be fine between us since it has been a year plus being apart... We never video call each other but we do message each other everyday... We share photos of hot and cute guys to each other... We laugh and joke with each other all the time... We share about the food we had all the time... I never feel that we are like strangers toward each other... Everything seems fine and good to me...

My very first time visiting Kuching and stay over at your house was better than I expected... You made me feel comfortable being around you although we only met for 3 times before I visit you at Kuching:

1.  First time was when I pick you up at your hotel to the sauna upon your arrival

2. Second was when we had breakfast together the very next morning

3. Third was when you came to KL again with your cousin and we meet up for dinner

Yes... I remember them very clearly... The time we spent at Damai where we swim together in the pool and you took a lot of pictures for me... I've even uploaded the best picture you took in my IG... That time when I hug you from the back while we were in the pool... That time when you were so fascinated with my phone as it can take pictures underwater... Facing a beautiful sea and mountain while swimming, it is really my very first time and I really appreciate that you brought me to Damai...

However, the most memorable moment for me was not when we were at Kuching... Initially, we missed our flight to Kota Kinabalu as I failed to check in on time... I felt so bad and down that time but you cheered me up and you suggested that we should go on the next day flight instead... Eventually, I agreed and we fly on the next day...

When we went for island hopping together where we swam to our heart content... When you wear your crab beach pants to the beach... When I apply sunscreen lotion onto your body... When you dance by the beach out of the sudden... When we head to a nearby stall and had our coconut milkshake after our swim... Lastly, when you challenge me to take off my pants underwater (there were no people around) and I laughed so hard underwater when you took off yours... It is still vivid in my memory...

I tasted the weirdest white tom yum soup at Kota Kinabalu and you love it so much while I hated it full heartedly... Our best dinner at the seafood restaurant (and it was cheap as hell) whereby the sotong is what we both miss so much until today... When we visited Imago Shopping Mall by running across 2 highway like road and took some pictures with the fountain... When we stroll along Kota Kinabalu Waterfront... The food we ate together are tastier and I never feel tired walking around with you...

That evening when we head back to our hotel after our swim and we were tired as fuck... We were supposed to take a quick nap before dinner and you ended sneaking over to my bed when we both are naked... I can never forget that warmness... We did almost everything except penetration as I do not want to rush things... When your warm mouth wrap around my **** and vice versa... When we kisses so much and intensely... When we cuddle together on the bed... When I look into your eyes while I was kissing you...  When we showered together and release our load in the shower finally before going to take our nap... I can never forget that very night...

The time we spent, both at Kuching and Kota Kinabalu meant so much to me... It will be engraved in my mind and heart for the rest of my life... The good memories will still remain within us but we are not fortunate enough to continue being a couple... I'm not feeling sad at all because we broke up in a good term... Somehow both of us do not feel awkward when we decided to break up... Maybe because our feelings toward each other drifted way too far and no feelings were hurt at this point...

Hope that you are not feeling sad all alone by yourself...