Update #3824627...

Ok... I really wanted to vent this out... I felt that whatever I am doing for the family now is very likely not something they will see and appreciate it... I felt like I am the black sheep of the family... Yes... I do admit I am not a filial peity son in some ways but my financial burdens me more than it seems... This unfavourable thoughts are starting to consume me...

I can still pretend or act that I am happy with my life as of now... However, I do not know how long I can keep on like this... The only thing that I know is, once I left this household, I will be able to live a completely different life which I have been longing to do so... For better or worst, what I need right now is a change for a better me, and probably a better family...



I am absolutely tired of these things...

My First Week of June 2018...

Ok... Everything was great on my first week of June except one thing, my health... Not sure what had happened to me recently but I will list out what is going on with me as of today:

1. My left arm hurts (around my joint between my shoulder and arm)... That sensation of mild to intense pain occurs once in a while, or when I position my arm in a very wrong place... I believe this is due to my sleeping position but this pain still persists... Yesterday it was bad till I have to pop in a panadol into my mouth...
2. A small lump on the back of my neck... This is my very first time having lumps around my neck... Gave me a shock and hopefully it is not something serious...
3. Two ulcers (feels like 3) in my mouth at the same time... I rarely have ulcer... But when I have it, it creates havoc in my mouth...

Felt like my health is deteriorating this month... Gotta take good care of myself T_T



200 liters of water per day good enough??? LOLZ!!!

Nintendo Switch...

I did not buy one (yet) but it is damn fun to play with... Considering the fact that it can be both handheld or TV console game, I really enjoy it... On behalf of my friend, I am currently holding it until he comes back and then only I will pass it over to him... Felt like I am the one that bought it instead lolz...

Playing Resident Evil Revelation 2... I played RER1 before but RER2 gameplay is much more interesting such as Moira can use her flashlight to blind its enemy and hit it while Natalia has a super sensory ability to locate the zombies, allowing Barry to instant kill it from behind... The stealth gameplay in RER2 has improved a lot I have to say...

I told myself in the end... When my home is ready and renovated, I will definitely buy a Nintendo Switch for myself... By then there should be a lot of games as well meanwhile, I will wait for October for Megaman 11... My PS4 will be back!!!



Hatsukoi is a damn gooding song :D

25th May 2018...

Another date that I have to note down... Something that happened for the very first time in my entire life... I have to be frank, I was shocked with this event as well... The worst part is, a friend of mine was with me and he witness this event... I am pretty sure I did not leave a good impression at all LOLZ... Ok so this is what happened... Shortly to put it, I fought someone...

It happens that I was turning into a junction and I seriously did not notice any motorbike was speeding towards it... I admit it was my fault that I still keep on moving even though my friend warned me but thank God the guy did not crash to my car... However, the next thing is, the guy was on his bike chasing after my car, cursing and kicking... I heed the advice of my friend to ignore him and so I did but he keep insist in chasing after me... I have no choice but to stop and settle it because he might end up following me for the rest of my life... I stopped my car around a housing area on the side, get down from the car and ask my friend to lock the door first just in case... Hence, this is where it began...

He kept cursing at me and saying that I am drunk and thought I am a gangster (lol do I look like one???)... From how he speak, I knew he is trying to pick a fight and he started taking off all his jackets and things... Do note that he is completely drunk because I can smell heavy alcohol all over him while he is shouting at me... To keep it short: this is what happened:

1. He hit me on my right face for the first time
2. He hit me on my left face for the second time
3. He hit me again on my left face for the third time
4. I've lost my temper and throw him one good fucking punch on his left face. He tumbles down and stand up
5. I can't recall if he hit me on the face anymore but I knew I have to stop because if I hit him again, I might be in trouble so I get back inside to my car and move on. He did kick me when I am getting back inside my car. Before I speed off, he punched my window. He did not chase after me then.

After the incident, I stop my car at another housing area just to check my car condition and myself... No scratches (hopefully) but just foot prints on my car... Then I check my face and noticed some blood stains but it was not mine lol... I am completely fine in terms of not bleeding or anything... Lastly, noticed some blood stains on my window which I believe is his as well...

Conclusion, I do admit it was my fault for causing all these ruckus but to my defence at the same time, I hit him once as a self defence reflex after he hit me for 3 times and more PLUS he is drunk driving a bike and not a car which is way much more dangerous... I am guilty of everything except that punch LOLOLOLOLZ!!!



Hopefully that this issue will not cause any problems to my friends and families...

Delightful...

Met a guy through forum and practiced my massage skills on him... He seems to love it a lot and has a good affection towards me (so am I lolz)... Wonder if that time will comes...


Moving on, next Tuesday is a public holiday and I will be on a 4 days streak long holiday again EHEHEHEHEEHE~~~ Other than that, I am eagerly waiting for Utada's album on June and Perfume's album on August... What a year...



OK I think this is the shortest post I have ever typed lol...

Confession...

I am absolutely absorbed into the song Good Night, even though it is just lesser than a minute in length... I have been repeating it since last Thursday whenever I'm in the office and I am currently desperate for the full version, LIKE SERIOUSLY DESPERATE!!! This song is a total masterpiece I tell you... As everyday passes by, I felt like I am being tortured... Please just release the album T_T

Just imagine... A song teaser with not even a minute in length already captivated me completely... Once the album is released, I will go wild the moment I listen to the full version... Trust me, I will fucking scream!!!



I WILL DEFINITELY SCREAM!!!

Utada Hikaru 初恋 Album!!!

One of the song from Utada's Hatsukoi album, Good Night:



The moment I heard it, I was screaming deep inside my heart... It is so well composed and beautifully sang by Utada... Tell me... How to hate Utada??? She is such a brilliant singer and songwriter... This album is going to be very promising like Fantome... I really love Fantome which was her first album after a long hiatus... She never fail to impress me and never disappoint me...

Frankly speaking, I have been looping the song even though the song revealed is not even a minute long and I am already falling in love crazily with it... FML...



WHY THE ALBUM WILL ONLY BE RELEASED ON 27TH JUNE!!!

10th May 2018...

10th May 2018 is the day where Malaysia will be receiving the biggest change in the entire history... I mean come on... The party that has been ruling Malaysia for 61 years gotta stop for now lolz... With the new Prime Minister being elected to rule the country (which is the same person that ruled Malaysia before once), things will be both bad and good in some perspective... There will be some rough time at the beginning for both the Prime Minister and citizens but I believe we can go through this... Hence, this marks the new beginning of Malaysia era...



I got nothing to do for these 2 days of holiday -.-