From Unknown To Someone Special...

Never had this feeling before where someone who would be interested to keep chatting/messaging me... Usually I will always be the one doing that and the other person will just respond to the things I asked... This time, he is the different and in fact he could be the special one... He will eventually ask me back some questions as if trying to keep a communication between us rather than just a 1 way communication... Although we never meet before, I can feel the chemistry in it... And the best part is, we are planning for our first trip TOGETHER!!! I guess this will be the best thing could have ever happen in my life... The only thing that I hope will never happen is either him or me suddenly have to cancel the trip due to unexpected events...



Anticipation kills!!!

Pure Disappointment...

Twice... I have chat with two persons from BW and agreed to meet up few days later but twice, we ended up not meeting... Why??? It is not simple to shake off an anticipation that has built up... Was it really that difficult for me just to satisfy my lust once??? Why???

I'm sorry to say that I will do anything just to meet this guy for a great fun... There is no way I am letting it go now...

I am unstoppable...

Weird Thoughts...

I do have the tendency to always keep myself entertained by thinking something interesting to happen whenever I am free... I'm not sure if I am making use of the time but well, that's my personality I guess... When I am not playing my game, I will have my thoughts wonder around wildly... What can I do next??? Should I go to the gym??? What to do after that??? Should I go somewhere??? There are so many things in my mind... I just can't stop thinking about them... Exhausting yet exhilarating... Like what is coming up next in a week or two, will I eventually win something??? If I really won, what my parents will think??? Will it be better if I collect it myself??? I mean, questions never stops to pop up... So now, will I have mental issues if this continues??? Lolz...

I have to admit that what I enjoy the most is something like this, typing a post about what I want to express and having some lovely alone time, doing nothing much just to stop myself from thinking too much and that's it... Going to the gym or go for a swim might do the trick as well :D

Nevertheless, I have spent too much time together with my family making me feel that I want to be alone more nowadays... Not saying that I dislike being with them but unfavourable thoughts eventually strikes me once in a while... I just can't wait for my own house to be ready... I am pretty sure I will have a more balance lifestyle once I moved out...



Sounds like I am having a midlife crisis now...

HIV Test...

Since I got myself involved with sexual activities, not to say I am scared or worried but I felt that I have the responsibility to ensure I am free from HIV or STDs before engaging with other people... I mean, it is very important that I am free from diseases so I won't accidentally spread it to others... I took a HIV, Syphilis, and Hepatitis tests yesterday and so glad that all the results are negative... Although I am free from it, I will still proceed with caution when it comes to my sexual activities...

Now back to my daily life updates.

Joined another Samsung contest and I got a feeling I can win at least one of the first 3 prizes based on my submission. The prizes will be as following:

Grand Prize: 55 inch QLED Samsung TV (price at RM9,999)
First Runner Up: Samsung Galaxy A8+ (around RM2,000+)
Second Runner Up: Samsung Gear S3 Frontier (RM1,399)
Consolations: Parkson Vouchers for 50 people (RM50)

Not to be over-confident but even I failed to win any of the top 3 prizes, I hope I can at least win a RM50 Parkson voucher lolz... Have to wait for at least 2 weeks for the results to be finalised...



Move on with my life for now...

Quick Post...

To my ex-boss... The fact that I have worked longer with you but you only remember to invite the other ex-colleagues and not me somehow made me feel sad... I'm not sure why you never invite me but all these while, I really felt thankful for knowing you... I believe you would have thought about me (at least) when you invite the other colleagues that I hang out together most of the time... I guess this is the end of what we have been through together as a team... Wishing you well and all the best...



OK moving on... Tomorrow is an interesting day... Gonna meet up with someone and hopefully, he is brave enough to meet me this time lol...



Day 8 of CNY... 1 more week left to collect ang pows~~~

My Chinese New Year!!!

OK I think I have totally forgotten to post something in my blog during CNY... As today is the 5th day of CNY (which is still early hopefully), it may not as be exciting as how it used to be during my younger times, but still the vibe lingers... Not because of angpow or gambling but because of the warmness from visiting families and friends... I believe that I am no longer a good child/grandchild/great grandchild in my family hence I would like to cherish this moment as much as I can... Of course, I'm not going to be lonely without them but things will change someday... For better or worse, I am wishing everyone a Healthy, Wealthy and Prosperous Year of Dog!!!

Back to my life... It was a great start of the CNY (not so for New Year though lolz) and I felt some confidence in what I am going to do now... Still a little bit worried but I believe everything will be alright... As going back to my private life, I'm going to meet a guy 4 years younger than me later... Will he be my partner for life (I'm trying very hard to convince myself that I don't believe in feng shui -.-) or just meet for once and that's the end???



Again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~~~ 

Fucking Tired...

I am really fucking pissed off with the players in Heroes of the Storms... I really do not know how to express my current fucking feeling right now... Need to clear my mind right now...

On the bright side, they have released a teaser for Kingdom Hearts 3 theme song, sang by Utada Hikaru and the title is "Don't Think Twice"... Let me be frank: Although it is just a teaser but something tells me that this song will be damn awesome shit like Forevermore once the full version is released... Lolz... I guess being a fan of Utada Hikaru for such a long time will eventually know her style of composing and singing... No doubt about it!!!



Kingdom Hearts 3!!! PLEASE COME QUICKLY!!!

Sum Of Jan 2018...

Ok these are the things going through in my head for the month of January 2018:

- Job related thing goes smoothly. Infact, almost all the projects I am handling has a major progress and felt kinda relieved
- Wanted to buy new perfumes. Hugo Boss Bottled and Hugo Boss Bottled Tonic
- No longer falling in love with Hideto anymore
- Slightly unhappy with increment but at least the bonus help a lot. But expecting more for next year (if I'm still working there lol)
- First time dealing with bed bugs. Have better sleep from then
- My house is progressing, which means I have to pay more (fuck!)
- Applied for Celebrity Fitness gym. Getting back to my workout routine
- Fixed an issue with my PC
- Chinese New Year is coming soon...

That's it!!! Waiting for a more balance life and most importantly, able to control my financial better... Just need to wait till mid of 2019... Gotta tahan one and half more years!!!



Not easy to be in my shoe eh???