Black Friday...

In my entire life, never have I buy anything from Black Friday in Malaysia but this year, it was my very first time doing so... It was a good deal that I got which is Megaman 11 for the price of 69 (originally is 129) and that was a freaking 60 bucks off!!! It was such a great deal that I feel I should not miss it since I want this game for quite some time... I have to say that I am absolutely happy with this purchase, my very first Black Friday purchase... I wonder what I'll be getting for next year's Black Friday lolz...

Right now, I have so much thoughts about my life that it eventually causes me to feel demotivated on my job... Definitely not a good sign, but I will pull this through ;)



My motivation comes and go so easily lolz...

29th Birthday...

Well... Yesterday was my 29th birthday... I felt that I have aged way too fast and when I look back, my younger age was indeed more better than what I am now... I mean, I was much richer back in the days and less things to care about... But now, things are so different and it is going to be a long way... It seems like I get to enjoy a short good, young life while now, I am struggling with almost everything in life... Not saying that my life is extremely bad but a lot of things could be better... Nevertheless, I am considered more fortunate than some people so I better appreciate what I have now or the future...

Back to my birthday, I've spent half of the day with my family and cousins which is the very first time in my birthday... Usually, most of my birthdays ended up at home alone and just have the cake after dinner... Probably because yesterday was a public holiday as well, it was a great chance for everyone to hang out... Other than that, nothing spectacular happened and days are back to normal...
Hopefully, my 30th birthday would be celebrated different than how it used to be lolz...



Quarter-life crisis??? Lolz...

OMG!!!

I started to fall in love with BLACKPINK's songs like just two months ago... Frankly speaking, the first time I listen to their latest song 'Ddu-Du-Ddu-Du' does not get me at all... It was just meh on my first listen and it did not impress me at all until I listen to 'Forever Young' which is the other song from the same extended play... This song really gets interesting as I listen and eventually, the best song from this EP has to be 'Really'... As I got hooked up with 'Really' so hard, I eventually listen back to their old songs such as 'Boombayah', 'As If It's Your Last' and 'Playing With Fire'... Not so into 'Boombayah' but the other 2 are just like drugs... And for some reason, I got hooked up completely by 'Ddu-Du-Ddu-Du' now...

Ok... My story aside, the main point I am typing this post is because knowing that I just fall in love with their songs for like 2 months, I saw a news that they are going to held a concert in KL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MALAYSIA OMG!!! To be frank, I am not a hardcore fan but I will not want to miss this opportunity to buy a VIP ticket for their concert lolz... For this case, even I am broke as fuck, I will still attend their concert for God knows why reason AHAHAHA!!!

This would be one of the best news for the month of November 2018...
And more to come... Lol...



2019 will be the best year for me T____T

Well...

It is funny how easily I fall in love with a guy when there's a chance for me to meet him... But at the same time, if he does not show any interest on me, I can easily give up on him as well... I found this guy and since he is a businessman and he is looking for part timer or full timer, it won't hurt for me to give it a try... There are two motives here:

1. To really work part time so I can earn some extras
2. To get really close to him

He is really the perfect guy or man that I would love to have in my life... Frankly speaking, even if I don't get a chance to be with him, but at least being close to him would really mean a lot to me... However, I am very clear that it would be very close to impossible since he travels a lot and a very busy man...

I guess my only hope here is he really has a feeling for me on our first meet up... That should be sufficient for us to start lolz...



If I really get to date him, I think I will never be depressed anymore lolz

Perfume WORLD TOUR 4th...

I was waiting for this announcement and the moment I saw the news that they have announced the locations, I was totally happy... But in a split second as I going through the list, it was so disheartened to found out that not even a single ASEAN country was selected for their tour... I mean come on, Malaysia is difficult... Singapore used to have it twice... Hong Kong always have the huge fandom group there and yet not even selected??? What is going on with their agents/organisers???

As a huge fan of Perfume and realise that I can't even afford to go to their closest tour location (Shanghai or Taipei) totally made my day gloomier than ever...

Guess I will just sit at home and move on with my mundane life...



Perfume WORLD TOUR 4th - Failed to attend...

Disappointments...

I have so fucking many things that I need to do or settle but I never make good use of the time to do so... I am utterly disappointed with myself right now because I felt like I am a complete loser or useless guy... There are just too many things going on that I can barely cope with...

COME ON JOEY!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!! WAKE UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT AND STOP BEING A LAZY FATASS!!!

I will make good use of my coming weekend long holiday to settle up all my things once and for all... No more excuses...



Dear brain... Please don't run away from me...

Lolz Me...

It is kinda stupid of me to have the thought of auditioning for Korean entertainment company (YG, SM Town, etc etc) at this age... I guess this idea sparks out due to the fact that I wanted to know and see how much I can progress being a vocalist... Until today, I did not take any initiative to audition for one but whenever I saw those auditioning news, I will somehow feel regret for not joining one lolz...

I enjoy singing a lot and I am constantly training my vocal (not in a professional way though) by experimenting with my voice... I am really unsure how far I can go with my vocal and not that I can compose or write my own lyrics at this point... My dream of being a vocal artist is still far to go AHAHAHAHHA!!!



Why la... Why you like this gehh???

GG-ed!!!

Ok... Never expect myself to be on a tight budget this month out of a sudden... Hopefully I can survive through this month end... Bless myself lolz...

Moving on to my life... Nothing much besides financially struggling... Enjoying my Two Point Hospital a lot and really kept looking forward to play it (wish I can play it in my office lolz)... And within this month, I have congratulated so many people in my life LOLZ... Wonder when people will start congratulating me lolololol!!!



Damn I don't know what else to type... My life is getting mundane!!!