AT LONG LAST!!!

Ok... Quick update... I'm moving in very soon... The day has finally arrived which I have waited for almost half a year... I feel extremely excited right now... Don't care if my home is not fully equipped yet as long as the necessities are there... I am so so so so so so happy right now... Since yesterday, my sleep got interrupted due to my brain keeps thinking about what to buy and add on for my house... Even minor stuff like scissors hanger, I would think thoroughly about it on where to hang/place it... So so so so so many stuffs to manage for such a small cozy home of mine xD

Nevertheless, I can say that I really enjoy the process on how to manage my entire home now... More things to come, and more things to buy >.<

Frankly speaking, I can't wait to sleep naked lolz

GG-ed!!!

I just came to realisation that after sorting out what to buy initially, there are more things to buy following by that... I'm done with my major electronics and now I have another list of necessity items to buy:

1. Curtains - For my living room and both bedrooms... Well... Privacy :P

2. Dining table and chairs - Gonna buy a small table and only 3 chairs xD

3. Dustbins - We need some place to dispose our ewwwwwsss

4. Cutlery trays and cutlery - Or makan dengan tangan je...

5. Dining wares - Cups, plates and bowls... My mom has a lot but she too lazy to dig it out for me now AHAHAHA

6. Utensils - Just enough to masak maggi mee only laa...

7. Shoe rack - Thank God I don't have a lot of shoes so a small one will do!!!

8. Computer desk - Amboiiii... Still dilemma to get an L shape desk or not >.<

9. Wooden mini ladder - Definitely need this...

10. Cleaning supplies - Broom, brush, mop, cloths, floor cleaner and window cleaner... Gotta clean the entire house before my furniture arrives...

Next... List of necessity items that is not urgent as of now:

1. Tool box - Every household needs 1 laa...

2. Air freshener - I want to fill my house with lavender HAHAHAHAHA!!!

3. Divider - If I managed to find a nice spot to place this...

4. Laundry basket - I can just throw my dirty apparels straight into the washing machine :P

Finally... A list of necessity items that must have upon moving in:

1. Tissues / Kitchen Towels - You know you will need it at some point...

2. Extension plugs - Charger, PC, monitor, TV, modem, fridge, water boiler and every single electronic that exists in a household...

3. Bed and pillow linens/sheets - Comfy comfy~~~

4. Bathing supplies - Don't need to share shampoo and body wash with my brother anymore yayyyy~~~ xD

5. Water boiler / kettle - I have an induction cooker... I need hot water for my coffee in the morning and some drinking water >.<

I still have some minor stuff that I'm going to buy soon such as trays for bathrooms which I believe I can get it from MR.DIY easily... I am going to spend a lot by end of this month... Like a lot O.O

WISH MONEY WILL FALL FROM THE SKYYYYYY~~~

Exhausted...

CMCO has arrived... Starting from today, I'll be working from home till CMCO ends... One thing I like about WFH is I can relax by playing some games while working halfway... But one thing I dislike for sure is I do not have a proper table to do my work... I'm practically lying down on my bed with my laptop to work right now... And I have to do this for 2 weeks T___T

Apart from that, got myself a good news... I won a contest and I am absolutely delighted... However, I have responded to the person in charge but I'm not getting any replies from them... They requested me to send them my address and I did... So far, I receive no confirmation from them... Kinda worries me somehow at this point... What if they selected another person as the winner because they did not receive any response from me when I actually did??? We will see the announcement tomorrow on their official website... Hopefully is my name that was announced T_T

So many things to busy and worry about... So many that I really could not type all of it... Is there a single day where I am completely worry free or not busy??? Wish that day will come by soon...

My brain and body deserves some good rest...

Lovesick Girlsss~~~

I guess I'm a little bit late on posting this but damnnnnnnn this song is a jammmmm... As for their album, I would say out of 8 songs, I love 5 of them which indicates that this is a good album...

Now back to my daily updates... My renovations are almost complete (left with some minor stuffs) and I think I am ready to move in once I got my furniture in as well (hopefully by end of this month)... Need to buy some mirrors from IKEA and towel racks to be installed on my bathroom... I am still considering what mirror I should get for my bedroom... Currently I don't need any kitchen racks but probably what I need are those cutlery baskets... Or maybe knife holder... Or maybe cup holders... Oh wait what about my curtains??? Bed sheets??? Pillow covers??? Ok shit now I guess I have to spend more T____T

Why I got no money T______T

Shittttt...

Shit... I've skipped gym for the last 4 days and I feel extremely guilty now... Seriously this is my first time skipping gym for 4 days continuously... Regardless of what, I must go to gym tonight... Damn it!!!

Apart from skipping gym, I've been eating lesser than usual since Monday because I want to see how much it affects my body fat... Of course, I would say that I ate quite clean for this week and with the lack of exercise, it will roughly tells me how much weight and body fat I would loss... Not sure what the outcome would be but I can say that I'll be happy if I see my body fat dropped for this week xD

Now... The main problem I need to address... Feels like my topping skills had deteriorate tremendously... Like seriously bad... In my last 2 sessions, I tend to reach orgasm way too early and this is definitely not a good thing... And on both of that sessions, I noticed these few things that could affect my performance:

1. Dehydration - Never consume any liquid at all since I reached their place till I left

2. Too much communication - We tend to talk for quite some time (around 20 minutes) before we get into action

3. Not hard - When my bottom never gets hard even after I pleasured him (maybe because I did a bad job on this?). It somehow give me an indication that they are not enjoying and thus, it affects me in certain way as well

I miss my topping moments :'(

The only bottom I had in my mind is my boyfriend right now T_T

Hmmmmm...

Recently I felt that my muscle tend to be more firm or stiff... It feels nice but at the same time, my body needs a massage badly... It is like tiring but not aching/sore... Kinda hard to describe but I don't feel uncomfortable at all, just tiring... Really wish to find some good cheap massage to keep the lethargy away... Sadly, no massages are cheap lol...

I am trying to achieve 4 days straight workout before a rest day... Seriously, how does those bodybuilders workout everyday weiii??? Crazy weiii... Now, I need to keep track of my workout and rest day so that I can give my muscles some good rest... Must not over exert my muscles!!! And on top of weight training, I need to include more cardios from now on... Need to get rid of my spare tyres T____T

Dear fats please have mercy on me!!!

Update #4721976462784464

 

Ok... Just took this pic yesterday and got my body result checked... My weight did not increase for the week but my body fat did drop a little compared to my previous' week result... Guess that I need to work harder this week to see some better results... Just hope that my body fat does not increase for this week T_T

And one thing worth celebrating... MY ABS IS SHOWING A LITTLE!!!!! OMGGGGG T______T

(Yet still I have to struggle with the fat on my waist -.-)

Ok besides my body progress, I had my HIV test done last Saturday... Of course as usual, it is negative... If it is positive, probably I will be depressed as hell and this post will be a long ass post instead... So to whoever reading this, always keep yourself safe!!!

Apart from that, I was extremely horny for the past 2 weeks... When I am horny, even my hands will not do the job... What I need is real sex... OK I had my session last Friday and it was satisfying... I was bottoming for someone that time and I thought it had satisfied my craving for sex... Sadly I just realise, I am still craving for sex, not being a bottom, but being a top... I guess being a versatile has its good and its bad >.<

I know I should not engaged too much on sexual activities due to safety of my boyfriend but I promised I will always keep myself checked and safe...

My house is progressing well and I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that I can move in by end of October (Oh God please please please)... I just want my own freedom and please make sure everything goes smoothly...

I guess that's all for today's update... Probably the closest thing I'm looking forward to is Blackpink's album on October 2nd... And I think I will be quite busy arranging my furniture delivery this month end...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Recent Jams!!!

 I've been looping these 2 songs since Monday:





Couldn't help myself with these 2 damn good songs xD


And finally a new song by Perfume :D





Wish to have more holidays XD